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OLIVIA RODRIGO GUTS World Tour: Spilled Visuals

no dentist's office. no writing christmas cards. no taking flights. a world where every pain or minor annoyance is dismissed as your consciousness is replaced with a different version of you. a life without pain, or agitation, or monotony. and conversely, a life full of only that for every version of you who experiences the chores you wished to evade.

forget skipping work or school or birth. try everything. never experience anything that expires a negative emotion. the ideal consciousness sold as a product for the price of a version of you that you'll never meet.

but it doesn't matter. you carry the hurt down with you. in your hands, in your mind, your mouth. the grief mark experiences carried into his innie, gemma feeling the pain she experienced in the rooms even after she's been severed.

it doesn't matter. you carry it with you.

currently feeling like when josie packard turned into a doorknob

— March 18, 1922 / Franz Kafka diaries

he’s so hot coworker that you have a fucked up toxic situationship with and ruins your life idk

Zendaya & Mike Faist CHALLENGERS (2024), dir. Luca Guadagnino

my absolute favorite thing about lost is that it is genuinely, unironically, about the friends we made along the way

why’s Richard Alpert so luscious bro all the other hostiles are dirty no shoes dressed like they robbed a gentrified crystal store while Richard wakes up every morning and does his stolen dharma initiative approved 23 step skincare routine

Absolute diva

currently here.