December 26 I opened my eyes
a sweet summer sky full of wonder
a sparkling shore swimming with marine life and acute awareness
At two years old I tried to join my sister's class
they said I wasn't ready; I could have been ready
Six years old I was a student
reading novels, doing advanced math, a social butterfly
mom's perfect daughter
i couldn't have been ready
Twelve, a hurricane
waves hitting, a freight train shattering every bone in the body
disease striking the world, pain striking my mind like no twelve year old should know
my first thoughts of ending it, deep cuts engraving once perfect skin
tears shed, friends lost, incessant dread lurking as the Grim Reaper breathes down my neck
Fifteen, will I ever be ready
newfound friends, love, a new sense of belonging
but still i bleed, they scream, and together we weep, knowing I could have been more
i am drowning in that ocean, burning in the sun
look what's come of be, a wreck, a disaster in the making
I wasn't ready
(I think I got a B+ on this, so ig at least my teacher liked it)
We all know who the king of extra is.
you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling
This gem of a 90s movie celebrated it's 25th anniversary and i had to update my first pass at the design.
shout-out to powerline, the most unproblematic celebrity of all time
the unknown my beloved evil chocolate maker who lives in the walls
who on earth gave harry hook the right to have that much untapped sexual tension in a disney channel movie in the year of our lord two thousand and seventeen