well we’re doing this again with what should probably be the last time for a good while sicne i should be getting my pell grant (about 2.5k) towards the end of january and school will be starting up again meaning i’ll be getting my good ol full gi bill, but in the meantime i’m running out of food and i’m out of pellets for tater tot, plus need to pay the rest of my rent and my utilities, plus hospital bills, and i am almost completely maxed out on the two credit cards i’ve been using for everything and we are still in debt plus about three cents in our bank account so all together
hospital bill for something i forgot- 32
another hospital bill - 32
utilities- 64
second payment of rent- 300
tater tot’s pellets- 16
us grabbing groceries- 100ish
and the rest would go towards the debt which is about 1k with credit cards/rent arrears from places we’ve never lived in but again too much for a lawyer but i’m just gonna be attempting to use the pell grant for that. we do need to get it all paid off so our credit score is passable sicne we NEED to move out when our lease ends due to extreme safety concerns due to family/exes
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he either sounds like he's slowly bleeding out and dragging himself across a concrete floor, or he's having the hanky panky
tis the life of mj
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sorgy i had to do this again i am so normal for this
injury requiem is a spell of his. it just blasts a high-pressure torrent of blood and inflicts a random injury.
i'm not like other girls
i'm 50
i hhave feelings for instigator
flightless bird.
guys.... blame @zundamind...... it made me make a CJ GRIMDARK AU!!!!!! /J
and i used the poses as reference....
LITERALLY 8 MINUTES AND 4 NOTES???????
so.
soul failed to save mind during the juno incident. mind bled out, and that forced soul's third eye to open. being bombarded with thoughts, soul went a little cuckoo crazy and is now trying actively to kill heart, who is also declining due to post homicidal depression and anxiety from cuckoo soul
also due to soul's madness, he ripped out his own wings
no explanation
folks.
it would've been cunty spy (@fawiefunnykitten) but idk if he counts
..Y'know he may be the god of war but.. I'm not mad. No, no not at all. :)
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"Jeremy, you better Burn That Shit Down before I throw you back in the oven"
Just a week or two ago I have stumbled across sylvanian families photoshoots on pinterest and I have never been the same since
@zundamind i can't believe i've tagged u 3 TIMES IN 1 DAY but like.... yr so cool..... i feel like we're the same just in different fonts (idk how to describe it!!! we're so similar its actually sooo strange and i feel like i've seen you before???)
online friends never say they love you like a normal person, it's always gotta be "if we lived close to each other i would get mental health bagels with you" or something like that
fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention
"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.
"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.
"...You never listen."
Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)
Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.
I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.
But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.
Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.
He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.
He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.
He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.