why am i so fucking foolish and devoted and emotional and attached and
i dont have trust issues i have the opposite of that, i trust too much.
lmao roomate asked if i had an eating disorder
I have a friend who reached out to me about their situation. They are from Uganda and need money for transport to get to South Sudan. They are @annoyingpaintertragedy
You can send them money using world remit.
Their account details are
Account names ; Stella Atimango Monday
Account Mpesa
Number+254713316989
Country Kenya
City Turkana
Please donate to them so that they can stay alive.
Ruins of something that I once was
Homeboy fucked me up so bad, man. Depression fucking sucks. I see my mates going around, happy and all. I get so damn jealous, shit. Don't ever love someone who don't reciprocate, right? That's the advice? But shit, it was reciprocated, man. It was.
I believe we live in the end of the age of capitalism, we live in the century capitalism will finally die, but we must ask, what comes after, we will never be a hundred percent sure what it will be like until we start building it, so we must dream and imagine it, and multiple dreams will exist in one world, I am sure of it, I have multiple dreams, multiple imaginings, and none are perfect, but all are far better than now.
A dream of this small town with buildings of brick with plants climbing them, beautiful colours scattered, cars a rarity, the sounds of birds singing and kids playing in the streets, I am able to sit down on this comfortable bench, eating a sandwich as the world goes by.
A dream of going to a library and being able to get an audiobook, digital copy or paper book of anything, listen to stories as I sip a nice warm drink and watch, and hear people truly enthused to learn because they got to choose to without worry.
A dream of living in a village of maybe a couple hundred people, and going to a community gathering where people cook and share with all, and where the next day I help pull weeds from a kind persons garden, just because I can and they'd like the help.
Dream of worlds you would enjoy living in, as without dreams and stories, we don't have a future, to truly dream and imagine a better world is to start to create it, dream and share those dreams, as they will help bring on a better world.
Fuck love, fuck that shit. You made me lose my mind.
shut up shut THE FUCK UP STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT SHUT UP I KNOW I'M DOING SHIT IN EXAMS I KNOW I'M FAILING
he left his religion partly(1/3rd) because of me ; don't have low standards