I Don't Want To Be Alive

shitty 5 yo expired cakey eyeliner my beloved

mmy heart hurts(literally like my heart and ribs hurt wtf is wrong with my physical body)

i need to be euthanized for real

he's gone and im having trouble breathing 💯

others : having fun and/or getting in successful colleges and stuff

me : trying to convince my partner to not leave after i had a mental breakdown over them having s3xual relations with 3+ others and mopping my warm blood from the floor with a wet tissue

need sum1 to fuel nd pay for my addictions

my lovely self sabotage

PROOF IN CASE YOU NEED IT

need a cigarette and to be beat up

i love t4t

sorry for being weird and evasive. i was raised to believe that having wants and needs was a moral failing

i feel very insane