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β κ°β κ± You bloom beneath their tongue like the first drag after hours of aching for it, thick and sweet and ruinous.
β κ°β κ± You can make anyone you want hold you between their teeth, between their ribs & between the bruised knuckles of their longing.
β κ°β κ± God shouldβve made you illegal. Shouldβve stitched warnings into your skin, shouldβve left your mouth unsweet, your hands unholyβshouldβve let the people in your life leave unburned.
β κ°β κ± But you taste like something worth dying for. You sit heavy in their lungs, curling inside them like a secret they'll never confess.
β κ°β κ± They swear they'll quit, they swear they'll leaveβbut every time they let you go, they come back hungrier. Hands shaking, lips parted, heart clawing its way out of their chest just to get to you.
β κ°β κ± You were made to be consumed. And mankind was made to crave.
β κ°β κ± You settle in their lungs like smoke, thick and cloying, burning them from the inside out.
β κ°β κ± They know you will leave them hollow, but still, they bare their throat to you, still, they welcome the sting, still, they open their arms and call it love.
β κ°β κ± Your name is the ghost on their tongue, the taste they canβt wash away, the hunger they pretend not to have.
β κ°β κ± they tell themselves they can quit, that they donβt need you, but their hands shake in your absence, their breath turns shallow without you near.
β κ°β κ± You are the slow drag between their lips, the fire licking up their throat, the dizzying pull of something they know will ruin them.
β κ°β κ± Too much of you and they're undoneβtoo little and they are nothing.
β κ°β κ± Your touch is the inhale before the high, the quiet before the collapse, the sweetest kind of self-destruction.
β κ°β κ± I swear, you're killing them slow, but what a beautiful way to go.
β κ°β κ± They breathe you in and exhale everything they used to be, trading sanity for something raw, something ruinous, something divine.
β κ°β κ± You sink into them, thread yourself through their pulse, turn their blood to wildfire, and they let youβGod, they let you.
β κ°β κ± They could tear you from their skin, scrub your scent from their clothes, but what use is it when you've already made a home inside their soul?
β κ°β κ± They will love you like lungs love air, like sinners love sin, like addicts love the thing that kills them most.
β κ°β κ± They press you to their lips, let you bloom inside them, let you take and take and takeβuntil they forget what it felt like to be whole.
β κ°β κ± your ghost lingers in their bloodstream, a whisper of heat where your hands used to be.
β κ°β κ± do you know what itβs like to crave something so much it rewires your bones? To need something that unravels you at the seams? that's the effect you have on others.
β κ°β κ± So go on, ruin them. Burn through them like wildfire, leave nothing untouched, carve your name into their wreckageβthey'll only ever ask for more.
β And stillβ God help themβ They would love you, even if it kills them. Especially if it kills them. so, inhale inhale inhale.
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βοΈ GIRLY EDITION βοΈ
- getting/having your nails/hair/lashes done 24/7
- getting to eat bigger meals than nikacadoavacado and not gain weight
- the skincare days π΅βπ«π΅βπ«
- the luxury shopping spreeβs
- FACE CARD BEING ON 10 EVERY PART OF THW DAY EVERYDAY NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO
βοΈ feeling beautiful in your skin and finally being with yourself (which you should be even before shifting, you are loved and you are beautiful)
this is all to do with focus.
when a person first learns about shifting, they are eager and excited to be in their dr. the focus, attention, and energy is in the place they desire.
when someone has been on their shifting journey for awhile, the focus is no longer on being in the dr, it is GETTING to their dr, it is simply the act of shifting. getting symptoms, the first moment of waking up there, the feeling of "success."
i was also doing this, and i realized a crucial difference in those two definitions. one defines themselves as someone who is trying to get somewhere, and one is someone who is already there. in their heart, in their mind, in their energy, they exemplify the person who is in their dr.
i understand it like being on a plane. one person doesn't focus very much on the flight, it is just the transportation to get to the real destination. another person imagines that the plane doesn't work, so they are focused on how to get there. that ensures that they remain on the plane.
in other words, undue focus on the process will lead to more "process."
another person on tiktok said this well, when they advised to not focus on your symptoms. that is because those symptoms aren't happening to the person in your desired reality, they are happening here. the act of shifting is happening here! the version of you that has shifted is there.
shifting isn't a physical thing. to be in that reality, you become the person who has always been there. and to have always been there, shifting MUST not be the focus.
someone (π) sent me a tiktok about this, it was a reddit post, please if someone knows the @ tell me!
MWAAHHH!! πππ LOVE YALL GUYSSS π«ΆπΌ
first day went well!!! a few bumps but nothing crazy π wasnβt that nervous thankfully!!
not shifting related but tomorrow is my first day of school iβm saur nervous π£π£
how life feels after realizing i can do anything (or nothing at all) and still shift <333
not shifting related but tomorrow is my first day of school iβm saur nervous π£π£
β₯ ππΎππΎshifted once to better cr dr
ββπ stray kids 9th member dr
ββπ ateez 9th member dr
ββπ JINXX (own girl group) dr
ββπ jujutsu kaisen dr
ββπ spiderverse dr