Hello!! I Just Wanted To Say That I Really Like Your Art! Your Style Is So Nice To Look At! (Also That

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I CANT I CANT I CANT

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Im trying out more simple style

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I’m GENUINELY curious. I’ve kinda picked up that a lot of us have at least 1 part of the drawing process that we just fuckin,, hate. I know a lot of us have strong opinions on lineart. Mine is doing the flat colours, that shit is so boring. Rant about what you hate and why in the tags. This is a safe space to be a whiny bitch

Room for more(chapter 7)

~meanwhile~

Cole told him to give Kai space, to give the small boy time because it’s going to be a long time before he could trust either of them. But at the same time, Zane knows in his heart that Kai and Nya needed him. He shouldn’t push him, he won’t push him.

So why was he at Kai’s door?

Because you shouldn’t leave a ten year old crying alone in his room. Right? No you shouldn’t leave them alone like that, unless they want space. Zane should give him space.

The door opened, Kai had retreated back to his bed but had left the door open for Zane to either come in or leave him alone.

“Hey, um I brought you a snack.” He held out a plate of sliced peaches even though the boy couldn’t see.

Kai didn’t move, the room felt like it dropped a few degrees. “Um, i’ll leave them here for you.” He placed the plate on the bedside table where a lamp stood proudly.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Zane asked as he sat on the corner of the bed. He should have left, he didn’t want to make the boy uncomfortable.

“No.” Kai almosted snapped, how a ten year old could hold so much venom was a mystery to Zane.

“Oh, well I’m here if you need anything.” He hesitated to leave, not wanting to leave the conversation(no matter how one sided) un resolved.

Kai stayed still, even as Zane shifted and got up. “I’m sorry I yelled at you.” he said quietly.

Zane stilled, unsure if he heard correctly.

When he didn’t say anything he heard near silent sobs and gasps the Kai tried to repress.

He whipped around and got down on his knees in front of the boy.

Kai continued to try and suppress his wails scooting away from the man. No no no no no no no no no no- he can’t- he just can’t. Why didn’t he keep his mouth shut, now he and Nya will be sent back to Mrs.Borg, unless Mr.Julien and Mr.Cole tell her, they will. They’ll tell her everything and she’ll send them to Mr.Carter.

Zane felt at a loss, he didn’t know what to do, he’s never really dealt with panic attacks like this. Ok calm down, Kai was scared and needed him. What did he do with Echo if he got scared? Well he’d fetch his parents and they’d calm him down, but the times they weren’t there he’d-

A loud sob ripped its way out of the boy, memories of the last home he’d been in wormed their way in.

“Kai, Kai, honey, is it okay if i touch you?” Zane’s voice cut through his panicked sobs, causing the boy to freeze. “You could shake your head, anything.”

Kai shook his head roughly, he didn’t want that.

“Alright then listen to me, please just listen.” Zane’s words were urgent but his tone was soft. Kai lifted his head to look at him no matter how blurry he was.

“I need you to breathe with me ok, just in and out.” Zane showed him, it somewhat calmed down the boy but he was shaking and tears still streamed down his face.

“...I’m sorry.” Kai whispered, he grabbed his pillow and buried his face into it.

“Why are you sorry?” Zane asks, he was on the bed, giving Kai space.

The boy was silent for a minute, “Why are you sorry Kai?”

“....because i made you cry.” He clutched the pillow tighter, “Kids aren’t supposed to make adults cry.”

Zane blinked, “Kai i’m ok. You didn’t make me cry.”

The boy shook his head, “I made you feel bad, just admit it.”

“Kai sweetie, you didn’t make me feel bad. I was worried that's all.” He placed a hand on the boy's head, who tensed but melted into the touch.

“Are you gonna tell Mrs.Borg?” He mumbled after a minute.

“No honey, I won't tell Pixel ok.” Kai had slowly moved to Zane’s arms, practically engulfed in them.

“...I’m sorry about what happened earlier.” Kai mumbled, head bowed.

“It’s ok, we’re still making boundaries and things will happen.” Zane rubbed the boy’s back, who finally relaxed a bit.

“So you're not mad?” Kai asks, tensing once more.

“I could never be mad at you, just remember something for me please?” Zane shifted so he could look Kai in the eye. “Just know that, no matter what you do or say me and Cole want you. Never forget that.”

It took all of the boys courage not to cry again. It won’t be the last time he heard words similar to this, granted it was the first time but the fact still remained. Someone cares for him, for him and Nya. Why though?

Zane handed him his stuffed dog, “Do you wanna come down with me and help with dinner?” He asks.

Kai took the dog, he still hasn’t given him a name yet. “...no thank you.”

“Ok, well I’ll get you when dinner is ready, ok?” Zane gave Kai one last hug before getting up to leave.

When he left Kai reached for the peaches, remembering what his mom once said about them. ‘A perfect peach should be enjoyed with others, share the spoils when you can.’

Well, Nya liked peaches and Kai’s pretty sure he scared her earlier with the yelling. Making up his mind he grabbed the plate and walked to Nya’s room where she was drawing a large robot.

“Nya? Can I come in?” He knocked his foot against the door frame, knowing if he came in without letting her know she would get scared.

Nya looked up and nodded before going back to her drawing.

Kai walked in before sitting next to her and placing the plate inbetween the two. “Watcha drawing?” He asks, as she starts filling in the messy outline with red.

“It’s a mec, I saw one like this at the store.” Nya smiles before reaching for a peach slice.

“Cool, can I draw to?” Kai asks as he gets a slice as well.

“Yeah, you can draw whatever ya want.” She moved a little closer to her brother.

“I’m sorry about the yelling earlier, I didn’t mean to scare you.” Kai admitted.

Nya shrugged “I know you didn’t mean it, just don’t do it again please.”

“I promise!”

“You're forgiven.” Nya snuggles against her brother. He knew he was forgiven.

Things will be better, and that’s what’s important.

I wanted to ask if it's possible to use your art as a profile picture, with credits of course.

sure