Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.
Some Hyde doodles I did when I was supposed to be paying attention to my music listening assignments lol
Tw: mentions of suicidal thoughts
Last night I called a suicide hotline for the first time. I haven't been this suicidal in almost 3 years, but everything is starting to get to me. I'm in my 5th semester of college (i'm only in my second official year, because i dual-enrolled two semesters my senior year of high school), and it's supposed to get easier with each semester, but it isn't.
I only have 4 classes instead of 5, but it's still too much, and I'm still getting overwhelmed. The amount of time that I have in-between semesters isn't enough, I'm still too exhausted and worn out.
AND I STILL HAVE 2 MORE YEARS LEFT (4 if i go through with my master's)
When I transfer to a 4-year college to finish my degree, I know it's going to be even harder.
While I haven't been able to get an official diagnosis, I'm pretty sure I have ADHD. And it's destroying me. I can't focus for shit, and procrastination seems to be the only word in my vocabulary.
I need medication, and unfortunately for me, my mom is against it.
I'm an adult, but everything is through my mom's insurance, plus she has full access to my medical records and would be able to see if I was prescribed anything.
Besides, I don't even have a way to get it. I still don't have my driver's license.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Hello my friendsđ
I am manal from Gazaâ¤ď¸
It is not easy to ask for help from othersđľđ¸đâ¤ď¸
I hope you can help me with a very small donationâ¤ď¸
I am asking you to donate a small amount of 30 to 40 dollars, please, this helps me a lot
I got married before the Gaza war, and now I am pregnant and have a baby girl and as you all know, polio is spreading everywhere, and I am afraid of losing my baby girl, and life conditions are getting worse day by day â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ So any small donation makes a difference in my campaign to help me save my baby girl.
So please help me provide all the winter clothes for my little girl, special milk, and precious papers for my little girl
I need your help if you can
Please donate to save my little girl and my little family
Every donation, even if it is small, will make a huge difference in my life đâ¤ď¸âđŠš
Help me and my babyđŤđâ¤ď¸âđŠš
https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-manal-and-her-family-survive-the-gaza-crisis
https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-manal-and-her-family-survive-the-gaza-crisis
I am so sorry for not responding to this sooner
If anyone is able to, please share/donate. I am unable to donate myself, but I will do what I can to help.
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Itâs October! You know what that means... đ (via kxvo)
Guys, I would like to point out another important factor of what's going on in the USA the past few days/months.
A lot of websites are having more censorship. There's fascism. Shitty things are happening, yes?
You all know that because you live there. There was a 14 hour tiktok ban. You're sharing pictures, you're using rednote, you're expressing concerns. You're being ragebaited by AIs, put on watchlists, banned and flagged and more.
I only know this because I'm on tumblr, which so far doesn't seem to be censoring much. The more censorship there is... the less anyone outside of the USA will know what's going on.
Even within the USA, those not affected by certain things will become completely unaware of it's existence. Things like transgender bathroom right, disabled marriage disability, the cruelty of Autism Speaks or Salvation Army, all these things will be forgotten. Nobody, unless directly affected, will know what's going on. Allyship, to any minority, is going to massively sink. Advocating for any minority is going to become much, much harder.
If at all possible to any of you, I really reccommend getting out of that country while you still can...
And don't you guys dare like this without reblogging! Even if you're not USAmerican!!!!
the. what.
Hey has tumblr heard about the Chase âInfinite Money glitchâ debacle from tiktok yet because
â he/they/itâ 19 â I ramble about the video game characters I simp for. That's it, not much else to it tbh. MDNI with suggestive content
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