SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

god i love the motel scene in on the head of a pin where uriel and cas come to take dean away to torture alastair. it is such a good early destiel scene. dean is so pissed and cas is just standing over in the corner all “dean we know this is difficult to understand” while uriel is saying “and we dont care!” cas looks straight ahead like fuck i messed up again AND THEN the way that dean looks at cas and the way that cas refuses to look back at him. and then when he finally does he looks so conflicted! and then dean just looks only at cas and pleads with him “you cant ask me to do this cas—not this” and cas looks like he wants to give in he wants to give dean whatever he wants but he’s still fighting it! still trying to be the good soldier he thinks he is. this episode is literally such a turning point for cas’s character. he hasn’t quite reached the point of no return yet but this is the episode where he finally takes a big step in that direction

apologies to all the normal people but i will start my own streaming service if i have to as long as i get cas back

the scene vs the bts

person finding out i like destiel: oh i like shipping too!!! there is this one show with these two guys who are gay and in love and they are so cute together!!!

me: ok. do they kill themselves about it?

them: im sorry?

me: i said do they kill themselves about it.

late night hushed conversations between dean and cas as dean drives them to their next case or their next clue to stop the apocalypse, sam sleeping in the passenger seat, a constant exchange of stories and secrets, some big some small, dean looking at the backseat whenever there is a stretch of silence, sure cas is already gone back to heaven's duty, just to go back to staring at the road with a small smile when his eyes meet cas' in the rearview mirror each time

I actually need someone who can make edits to edit destiel to ‘till forever falls apart’, specifically the second verse please and thank you 🫡

Does it ever just hit you that canonically cas and dean are only ‘together’ in one universe. Like in every other universe cas is still following heavens orders blindly and dean is faithless. And even in the one universe where they together it still doesn’t work out because cas can’t admit that he loves dean to his face and dean can’t admit it to himself. And then when cas finally builds up the courage just the sheer act of admitting that he loves dean (not dean reciprocating), just the act of openly being in love with him is enough to cause his moment of true happiness so he can be sucked away from the only universe where this magical bond was even possible forever.

why does the world expect me to care about anything that’s not cas related