He Already Wanted To Die Even Before He Met Mori And When They Met, Mori Use That As An Opportunity To

Oh Dazai please don’t ever change I love you so much

The fact that Odasaku said that there's an unspoken rule in the mafia not to get involve with another member's personal battles then goes on to single out Dazai, saying it's different for him, that all the difficult things in his heart should be dragged out and stepped upon mercilessly

"It's just hands, it won't hurt you"

The hands :

IS THIS A DREAM ? BSD SEASON 4 FINALLY 😭😭

I saw an article about it and I thought it was just a clickbait BUT IT WAS NOT !!

It's my birthday today and I got many good news 😭😭❤️

Ocean beneath the moonlight 🌕

I feel like dazai staring at chuuya 🥺

I don't know what to feel about this

Oh yeah Chuuya is ba…

Dazai : sweet but psycho. psycho but sweet

Joking. He's not a psycho. He's the sweetest boy ever

Everytime I read this chapter, my heart hurts for both of them

Dazai tried to leave his life in mafia and start a new life at ADA as a person who wants to save people yet his past crimes preventing him to do so

And Ango wanted to atone his mistakes by helping dazai whenever he can. He felt guilty for oda's death.

They miss their days where they sit along, forgetting about their ranks or status, enjoying each other presence

I JUST CAN'T-

I saw a rant about how the back and forth between Fyodor and Dazai is ridiculous at this point and like. I think that’s the point. The point is that one is not actually superior to the other in regards to intellect so they are ALWAYS going to be stuck in this cycle of ‘well I thought of/planned/predicted that!’.

The difference is in their connections and what those connections are made of. I find it fascinating actually that Fyodor thinks he’s won because he STOLE gravity away from Dazai and claimed Dazai didn’t even know how to use it when he had it! The thing is though, Chuuya doesn’t seem to be under Fyodor’s control anymore and he hasn’t ever chosen the people who try to use him like an object over Dazai. And despite the four years of separation (which was longer than their time together) he always came when Dazai expected him to.

And I’m thinking he expects him to now which would ultimately be what tips the scale in Dazai’s favor. Because where Fyodor sees a tool Dazai sees his partner. I’m also thinking Chuuya isn’t the only key to success here and that was why he chose Sigma too (if the points where he thinks about the ADA not using each other is any sort of foreshadowing).