LETTER TO LOO
LETTER TO LOO
Raven sat with her journal open, she had been writing in it off and on for the past hour. It was her day off from the Brew as she sat back sipping her coffee. Looking over at the framed photograph of her on her wedding day. Memories flooded back to her from that day a almost ten years had past since then. It had been a simple day, they had been two young kids that had fallen in love so easily and impulsively gotten married on a whim. As quickly as it came together everything seemed to fall apart as well. Being young stupid kids, they walked away from each other instead of fighting like they should have. Reaching out to picked up the photograph running her fingers over the smiling couple. She traced the lines of Logan's face, his smile, his hair. Placing the photograph back on the table she picked up her pen again and began to write.
My Loo,
This letter is about a year or more over due, as I sit in my home that is not shared with you. I have to wonder where we lost our way. Most of the fault lay at my doorstep as I am the one that left first, but I had hoped you would come for me. Like one of those scenes from a romance novels or movie. Or maybe you did and my grandfather sent you away. Deep in my heart I hope that is the case, yet I hope it is not.
I want you to know I never meant to stay away for this long. The day I packed my things up to leave was the day my grandfather passed away. I had more things to wrap up, in New Orleans. None of these things matter anymore. What matters is that I never stopped loving you, even when I left. Maybe that doesn't even matter anymore. I just want to be a part of your life whatever that may mean, friends, lovers or even to be your wife again someday.
Why am I writing you this letter now after all this time? Honestly? It's because I need you to know all these things. They need to be out in the open. You should know that your pictures are still in frames in my home and on my phone. That the sound of your voice still sends shivers down my spine. You should know that the door is open. That you are my lobster.
Rae
Raven paused as tapped her pen onto her journal. Would she even give him this letter? Was she ready to let him know how she was truly feeling? They had spoken a few times when he would come into the Brew for her coffees. Ripping the pages from the journal, she folded them carefully and tucked into her bra. She was supposed to meet him later for dinner, maybe she would give it to him then.
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green correspondences
i’ve made a list of all kinds of correspondences you can find in nature and in the supermarket, based on the book The Green Witch ☆
♡ WOODS
APPLE — life, longevity, fertility, fairies, the otherworld, afterlife, creativity, love, healing, harmony
ASH — water, strength, intellect, willpower, protection, justice, balance, harmony, skill, travel, weather, wisdom
BIRCH — cleansing, protection, purification, associated with children
CEDAR — healing, spirituality, purification, protection, prosperity, harmony
ELDER — protection, prosperity, healing
HAWTHORNE — fertility, harmony, happiness, the otherworld, fairies, protection
HAZEL — luck, fertility, protection, wishes
HONEYSUCKLE — psychic awareness, harmony, healing, prosperity, happiness
MAPLE — love, prosperity, life and health, abundance
OAK — defense, thunder, strength, courage, healing, longevity, protection, good fortune, fertility
PINE — cleansing, purification, healing, clarity of mind, prosperity, protection from evil
POPLAR — prosperity, communication, exorcism, purification
ROWAN — improving psychic powers, divination, healing, protection from evil, peace, creativity, success, change, transformation
WILLOW — moon, water, love, tranquility, harmony, protection, healing
WITCH HAZEL — protection, healing, peace
YEW — death, spirits, the otherworld
♡ FLOWERS
CARNATION — protection, strength, energy, luck, healing
DAFFODIL — love, fertility, luck
DAISY — love, hope, innocence, associated with children
GARDENIA — love, harmony, healing, peace
GERANIUM — protection, fertility, love, healing, courage
HYACINTH — love, happiness, protection
IRIS — purification, blessing, wisdom, peace, harmony, love
JASMINE — moon, feminine energy, love, meditation, spirituality, harmony, prosperity
LAVENDER — relaxation, sleep, peace, harmony, tranquility, love, purification, healing
LILAC — protection, banishing negative energy
LILY — protection, death and afterlife, rebirth, cycles
LILY OF THE VALLEY — concentration, mental ability, happiness
PANSY — divination, communication, happiness, love
POPPY — tranquility, fertility, prosperity, love, sleep, invisibility
ROSE — healing, divination, tranquility, harmony, love, psychic ability, spirituality, protection
SNAPDRAGON — protection, illusion, deception, reflect negative energy
SUNFLOWER — sun, happiness, success, health, abundance
TULIP — prosperity, abundance, protection, love, happiness
VIOLET — peace, hope, harmony, protection, luck, love, sleep, tranquility, fertility, abundance
♡ HERBS
ALLSPICE — prosperity, increasing energy, love, healing, luck
ANGELICA —protection, purification
BASIL — prosperity, success, peace, protection, happiness, purification, tranquility, love
BAY — success, wisdom, divination, making a wish
CHAMOMILE — prosperity, peace, healing, harmony, happiness
CALENDULA — happiness, prosperity, love, psychic powers, harmony
CINNAMON — energy (booster), money, success, action, healing, protection, love, prosperity, purification
CARAWAY — anti-theft, health, mental abilities, protection, fidelity
CLOVE — protection, purification, mental abilities, healing
COMFREY — health, healing, protection, travel, prosperity
DILL — good fortune, tranquility, prosperity, lust, protection
GINGER — energy (booster), kick-starter for love, finances, success
MAJORAM — happiness, protection, love, joy, family
MINT — prosperity, joy, fertility, purification, love, success
MUGWORT — prophetic dreams, divination, relaxation, tranquility, protection, banishing, consecration
NUTMEG —psychic abilities, happiness, love, money, health
OREGANO — love, courage, action
PARSLEY — power, strength, lust, purification, prosperity
ROSEMARY —protection, improving memory, wisdom, health, healing
SAGE —purification, protection, anxiety, wisdom, health, long life
VERBENA —divination, protection, inspiration, abundance, love, peace, tranquility, healing, prosperity, artistic skill, reversal of negativity
YARROW — courage, healing, love
♡ FRUITS
APPLE — health, longevity, love
CHERRY — love
PEAR — health, properity, love
ORANGE — joy, health, purification
LEMON — purification, protection, health
LIME — happiness, purification, healing
GRAPE — properity, fertility
KIWI — fertility, love
BANANA — fertility, strength
MANGO — spirituality, happiness
PEACH — spirituality, fertility, love, harmony
PINEAPPLE — prosperity, luck, protection
PLUM — love, tranquility
MELONS — love, peace
STRAWBERRY — love, peace, happiness, luck
RASPBERRY — strength, courage, healing
BLUEBERRY — tranquility, peace, protection, prosperity
BLACKBERRY — prosperity, protection, abundance
CRANBERRY — protection, healing
♡ VEGGIES
GARLIC — healing, protection, banishing, purification
ONION — protection, exorcism, healing, prosperity
LETTUCE — fertility, peace, harmony, love, protection
CARROTS — fertility, health
PEAS — love, abundance
CUCUMBER — fertility, healing, harmony
POTATOES — fertility, protection, abundance
CELERY — love, tranquility, concentration
SQUASH — abundance, harmony
MUSHROOM — strength, courage, healing, protection
LEEK — protection, harmony
CAULIFLOWER — protection, prosperity
BROCCOLI — protection, abundance
BEANS — love, family, protection
CABBAGE — protection, prosperity
TOMATO — protection, love
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I am Axel Draven Graves
Normal people scare me. -- Tate Langdon
I can taste my spine -- Nick Miller
It can't rain forever -- Eric Draven
I got this -- Opie Winston
I'm not going to kill you, I'm just gonna hurt you really really bad. -- Joker
The moon is full that means the weirdos are out. - Halloweentown
via darkwoodenpath
OVER HER
Five years ago....
Without even thinking the phone was out of his hands and smashing against the wall. Axel hated the effect his ex-wife still had on him, almost 10 years after their divorce. He had tried to be there even after everything she put him through, all the pain, all the grief. It didn't matter because he knew she was grieving more than he was, her pain was far worse than his. The person she was in love with had actually died, while it only felt like the woman he was in love with was dead. He guessed in a way she was dead.
The words the day she had left still rang in his head over and over, he knew the reason he couldn't really ever let himself love anyone was because of Gianna. She was still the one in his heart, his gypsy rose for his whole life. Yet she never loved him the way he loved her, he knew that but he couldn't let her go no matter how hard he had tried. This is why she still got under her skin so badly, oh how he hated and loved her at the same damn time.
Surely he had to know by now, 10 years after their divorce, after all the abuse at her hands that the woman hated him. Gia had played with his love for her at first, once his murder trial proved he was innocent. She used his good heart to get what she could out of him. Of course, he took care of her, he still did to this day. He let her manipulate him to get what she wanted, he paid for her hospital bills. He even paid for the lavish funeral for her lover that was murdered the night she was shot.
He headed down to his workshop, taking their old wedding bands with him. He got his smelter ready to melt down the precious metals. He knew that as long as he held on to these he would hold onto Gia and what he thought they had. He worked to pull the diamonds from the metal of the rings. Placing them into a safe place he dropped all three rings into the smelter, watching as they began to dissolve into a puddle of white liquid. He had loved her for a very long time, but it was time to let it all go... time to let her go.
Our little living room is extra cozy right now.
Putting things under your pillow
By putting certain things underneath your pillow, you will allow those metaphysical properties to interact with your dreams, and your person all throughout the night, when you sleep upon that pillow. Here is a small list of constructs you can put underneath your pillow, that will provide to you certain energies, minds states, and physical stimulus throughout the night based on what they are:
Lapis lazuli under your pillow for awareness of your dreams, and vividness of those dreams.
Clear quartz under your pillow to wake up with more energy, after you awake from your sleep.
Bayleaf under your pillow in order to have more prophetic dreams.
Chamomile under your pillow in order to promote relaxation, and good dreams.
Rose petals under your pillow in order to bring love into your waking life.
Peppermint under your pillow in order to promote relaxation, and vivid dreams.
Lavender under your pillow in order to promote calm, and in order for you to sleep well.
Anise under your pillow in order to prevent nightmares.
Rosemary under your pillow in order to prevent nightmares, and to bring deep sleep.
Garlic under your pillow in order to promote sleep well.
You can put a blade of grass, or a leaf underneath your pillow to promote growth, and change in your waking life.
Money under your pillow for wealth, and prosperity in your waking life.
You can put a picture of someone underneath your pillow in order to connect with them better.
You can put the name of someone underneath your pillow in order to connect with them better.
You can put all manner of sigil underneath your pillow in order to get the effect of that Sigil into your dreams, and waking life.
Tarot Cards Meaning
Major Arcana
Cups
Pentacles
Swords
Wands
This blog is for roleplaying purposes only. All contents are fiction or for the purpose of sparking the muse of the writer. Thank you. Sincerely, the writer behind KD.
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