I WANT TO EAT BILL ALONG WITH THE BONES
꧁ I'd swallow Poison —If it Tasted like You. 🐈⬛
Real-life Angel 🪽˖ ࣪ ୧ 。
This song fits him perfectly. Little treat before I upload my next fic this afternoon :)
— edit by lilyrenecctx on tiktok.
'Billy is not ok' album;
I haven't heard the fandom talk about it once in the two years I've been listening to Tokio Hotel, I fear it's terribly underrated.
☆ It's such a good one though, all the songs are amazing, specially 'Odds are agaisnt us'. They all have such a summer/going through a heartbreak vibe to it. It's clear Bill put so much love into this project back then.
☆ I heard there was an official website before, where it sold a vinyl with 'Love don't break' as long as I know of, and a beautiful artbook. (here are some pics) But I don't know if there has been an actual release of the album, I can't find it anywhere.
Hello!! I support any activity here, from fics to everything you listed, even edits. I think you need to come back, doing what you think is right, in any case, when everyone finds out that you are back, everyone will support you!
By the way, if someone is bored and lonely, then everyone can look into the new community, it is quiet there, but with the help of each person it can be fixed.
“pa1n-0f-l0ve” is back
I want to still have a place in this fandom and community but I’m not sure what id like to do. I know if I write it won’t do aswell as it did before and I’ll never be as consistent on posting. I’ve considered edits but I’m not the best at editing 🫠
Maybe I can do my “me and Tom” posts again with mood boards/aesthetic that pertain to a certain aesthetic and situation but with all the members.
Help me decide 💔
He's so adorable, I could eat him
I WANT TO EAT BILL VERY BADLY.
Tw: Slight mention of cannibalism.
I look at him and I revere,
I believe he's a God upon me when he buries his teeth in my skin;
'Can you feel my love?'
I barely hear him howl as he devours what's left of me.
He finds solace in my agony, and I find peace perpertually resting inside of him.
Take me, take my soul in your heart, for what I've got in the other life—I offer to you now.
Hi! This is basically gonna be an intro/summary for my page!
For starters: Hi, it’s me “pa1n-0f-l0ve,” if you remember me that’s good! For new people.. I was a smut writer formally known as “pa1n-0f-l0ve.” I was known for my very.. interesting work and writing themes that pissed a few people off (🫠 lol.) I was SEMI known within a certain era of this community before I vanished but now I’m back!
For the time being, I highly doubt I’ll upload any of my old works. Especially since I’m not proud of the way the were written aswell as the way I was perceived for their contents. In the future I MAY consider writing but for the time being I will not be writing any fics/oneshots publicly.
The contents of this account may vary as I am not sure what I’ll be posting yet but I’ll try to be as creative and innovative as I was before as-well as being my true self ;)
Enough about my tumblr past.. here’s some random and fun facts about me!
I am an older Tom enthusiast. I LOVE older Tom with every fiber of my being I literally can’t explain. I’m a fan of old Lana Del Rey/Lizzy Grant and I love basically every genre except country. I love all things 2000s and 2010s and I’m lowkey an aesthetic visionary at this point. I love creating mood boards and aesthetic Pinterest boards, it’s basically my only hobby. I have a wild imagination maybe too wild for my own good but it comes in handy for tumblr LMFAO
In the past I was told by people on here I seemed cold and dry but I swear I’m not like that once you get to know me!! Don’t be scared to message me and ask for my discord for contact! I’d love to be friends with more TH fans!
DAMN REAL, BILL + LADY GAGA = MY DEATH
— Bill is so G.U.Y coded.
I'm gonna say the word
And own you
You'll be my G.I.R.L
Guy, I'm romancin' love's to hold you
Know you'll wear my make-up well
I'm gonna wear the tie,
want the power to leave you
I'm aiming for full control of this love.
I'm so glad that he can do whatever he wants now, I think self expression is the most beautiful thing one can have.
I took this picture btw. 🪽
This tour was everything to me, the outfits were absolutely incredible. I can't wait to see what he's gonna wear on the next one! :)