Heh

Light, before you bang my head against the door, I just want to say that I love you. I always have. Now go ahead and dislocate my hips.

feels like a good time to admit I was dumb as rocks when I first read the book n genuinely thought there was a beast

Idk what tf I was thinking reading the Simon sees parachute guy but it’s a very possible reality that I wasn’t thinking at all

I also didn’t even ship anyone I just thought it was peak bc of the symbolism, it was of the first classic books I read n I felt sooooooo smart n soooooooo smug abt it. Gtfo. Sigh. Can’t fight the Peter kinnie allegations

more fucked up island boys for your liking

me and the bad bitch i pulled by acting like his jealous clingy gf

ugh

Ethan Winters the tenderness i hold for u is so pure in my heart it strikes an itching urge to peel back ur skin and lick a stripe from the base of your back to your shoulder blade

Skin to skin isn’t enough

flesh on flesh ? No

I need to snap his bones open like crab legs and slurp the marrow Ilysm Ethan

pls let me I’ll be gentle i promise

Morning routine😛

I FUCKING LOVE LIGHT SO BAD but in a L kind’ve, media critical way- not a blind Misa way

(no hate to her btw, my fav comphet lesbian)

Would Jack own a cyber truck? Jesus H Christ I horrify myself with these foul ponderments

love a good old identity crisis in my blorbo/a

like yeah lmfao I have no idea what u r the world is what u make of it

it’s like watching their fishermen boat get swarmed by a thunderstorm in the middle of the deep sea

there’s literally no way to help this

“is all im good for xyz?” shit maybe

“could I exist any other way?” prolly not but idk maychance

“will I ever outrun my trauma?” yikes! holy anguish!

it’s a very entertaining spiral bc u literally can’t do anything to pull them outve this bc all their fears will always ring true on some level and the only solution is just not to gaf abt it so hard and they can’t so it’s like damn that sucks 4 u- want a coffee?

i havent talked about it on this blog but i will now because halo hates me . and she hates me and she wants me to die

but theres an alternate selfship universe where L and i meet at wammys house and hes a few years older than me and i basically get intellectually ratioed and because im a prideful and scorned bastard i let him drag me around because of how #phOWNED i got as a kid. and because we're similar and hes a 'better' version of me i like him. love that guy. hes just a yandere asshat but its like super hot idk