I'm In A Weird Anxiety And Depression Funk. I Updated My Resume And Filled Out More Job Applications,

I'm in a weird anxiety and depression funk. I updated my resume and filled out more job applications, but I feel like a failure. Normally, I was the bread winner for my roommate and I. She was an older woman, and COPD took a toll on her and she couldn't work anymore, but she did get disability. Over time, her health declined, so I did pretty much all the work and at home as well.

Then, my boyfriend moved in with us because his vehicle became unreliable and he lives out of town. It was supposed to be a temporary fix, but that helped out a lot. But I was the one that made sure everything was up and running.

Now, I'm not, and it bothers me to no end! 😭

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4 months ago

I feel like cursing with power and energy of the Sun would a giant version of "Fuck it, I cast fireball." Summer's already bad enough so I don't want to kickstart anything. Perhaps, I can do something else...hmm...give me an hour or so...I will think of something....

I Feel Like Cursing With Power And Energy Of The Sun Would A Giant Version Of "Fuck It, I Cast Fireball."

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1 month ago

Harry Potter is fucking unsalvageable at this point and it doesn't matter how much you seperate yourself from the artist/author when the author's bigotry and transmisogyny heavily overshadows anything in that mediocre book.

at this point it signifies that you are complicit in the genocide of trans people, especially trans women and that you don't care that Rowling is profiting off of HP while pushing for the removal of our existence.

love our trans sisters, especially trans sisters of color, more than this fuck ass book.

3 months ago

So anyway @zeus-is-god is part of Joy of Satan which is a known racist cult (like, neo-nazi levels of racism). They do not try to deny that they are part of JoS and if you look at the language used in this interaction, they are actively trying to recruit people.

So report and block, lets get more nazi scum out of our communities

3 months ago

USA people! Buy NOTHING Feb 28 2025. Not anything. 24 hours. No spending. Buy the day before or after but nothing. NOTHING. February 28 2025. Not gas. Not milk. Not something on a gaming app. Not a penny spent. (Only option in a crisis is local small mom and pop. Nothing. Else.) Promise me. Commit. 1 day. 1 day to scare the shit out of them that they don't get to follow the bullshit executive orders. They don't get to be cowards. If they do, it costs. It costs.

Then, if you can join me for Phase 2. March 7 2025 thtough March 14 2025? No Amazon. None. 1 week. No orders. Not a single item. Not one ebook. Nothing. 1 week. Just 1.

If you live outside the USA boycott US products on February 28 2025 and stand in solidarity with us and also join us for the week of no Amazon.

Are you with me?

Spread the word.

6 months ago

blessing bowl

2 months ago

Some of the research I have been doing, has been revealing some interesting results. The connection between my ancestor Mikael and I is interesting and sort of complex.

At the base of it all, it's a spiritual attachment. Our emotions are separate, and I am aware of how he feels during certain situations. And under stressful situations, I can choose to fully channel him. I rarely do this, because my posture, tone, attitude, etc. changes due to Mikael. Mikael is a no bullshit kind of man, I mean he's a 800 year old mercenary, I expect nothing less. When it's like this the best way I can describe it like Eddie Brock and Venom. I'm aware with my hands on stand by, but he is very much present.

Some Of The Research I Have Been Doing, Has Been Revealing Some Interesting Results. The Connection Between

Now, most of the time it's just communication via dreams and automatic writing, and he can communicate through channeling as well. This isn't a 24/7 occurrence, it is tiring and I have to keep snacks on deck. For the clearest results, I do need to be in a calm/relaxed state.

When I was in the kitchen, I did partial physical channeling. Mostly to help me be ambitextris, I'm right handed, he's left handed, and he would help give me a boost of energy if needed. But that would be taxing for the both of us, and we both would need a rest. Also, I noticed some mental perks. Other family members that don't believe in the esoteric, noticed I have a calmer, more serious demeanor, but also great at giving sound advice.


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7 months ago

witches who support modern medicine & scientific evidence 2024 ✨️🩺💉

1 month ago
Marylander Trying To Describe A Tornado: Imagine A Crab Cake

marylander trying to describe a tornado: imagine a crab cake

2 months ago

Hello! I would like to start the path of energy work but I have basically no idea how to. Can you help me? Thank you

A great majority of it is feeling things out (no pun intended). Trying things yourself. Past the basics, there simply is not a lot available.

Let's define some very basic terms so that you can look them up later. Anything past this is honestly something you will have to teach yourself, especially relating to healing work.

Grounding: Sending excess or unneeded energy into an object or a place, usually the Earth or the Earth's core (though this could technically go anywhere), and pulling energy back up to restore your system. This is an excellent way to cleanse yourself.

Centering: Bringing your energy back to yourself from various places that are not yourself, and directly the energy to settle correctly within your body (whether this be through a pillar, imagining it as whole, imagining all your energy centers filled, etc.).

Shielding: Essentially a personal ward, usually shaped in a bubble (though basic bubble shields are ill recommended for a number of reasons). These are not just used in fights, though usually they are consciously employed for these purposes.

Scanning: Examining anything energetic.

Programming: Giving energy instructions on what to do, which is crucial. Something that is already programmed, or rather, made for a specific purpose that is not explicitly a shield, is called a "construct".

"Psiball": An energy ball. One of the basics you will usually want to learn and implement at least a couple of times before moving on to other matters.

There has been a very sharp dwindle in resources since the 2000s-2010s, but some resources and people from there are still around. Unless otherwise listed, materials are completely free.

Energy Work Resources Masterpost--

From least to most accessible (posted in groups of bullet points):

Resources available only through archive, word-of-mouth, or not readily accessible links:

Sordhent's old posts, and especially his guides to energy work and the eldritch. You can obtain these from me or anyone else who has the content stored on their devices.

Any books by Charles Cosimano (archive).

USpsionics, also has resources on the sidebar. (archive)

SacredEmber (warning: very difficult text to read). (archive)

The Veritas Society. (archive)

Robert Bruce, NEW Energy Ways.

Charles Cosimano YouTube playlist.

Old posts by Windvexer, most of which are contained in a masterpost on their new and currently maintained blog.

Resources that still have webpages up (even if they are otherwise defunct:

Psionics Institute.

r/energywork.

As a scholar, I would not *formally* recommend pirated resources for peace of mind, however, they are out there and... some people... may have some links to them. Morally I would implore you to support the author of these works when you can well afford to, even if it is in a different form.

Various books (obviously paid). Some of these are available via audiobook:

Hands of Light by Barbara Brennan.

Energy Work by Robert Bruce.

Subtle Energy by Keith Miller.

The Psychic Witch by Mat Auryn.

Anything by Cyndi Dale.

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