Where Can I Find A Lover? Someone I Can Stare At The Moon And Stars With, Or Have Crazy Discussions About

So many thoughts to deal with, so many songs to listen to. so many books to read. so many things to watch. so much stuff to write. i think i will sit here and decompose

it's crazy how any of us can die at any moment yet we live our lives always planning for the future

enemies to lovers is so appealing in literature but if i ever met someone so outright rude in real life i wouldn't resist the urge to deck them on the spot

Someone said that the reason we like the enemies to lovers trope is that we love the idea of someone seeing the worse parts of us and falling in love with us regardless of them<33

people need to understand that if i don't talk a lot that doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood or grumpy or being cold with them, it's just like a genuinely have nothing to say! i am not an interesting person!! i don't know how to respond to people 90% of the time.

Truly knowing someone is a heavy burden, a torment not everyone can bear. If you start reading faces, friendships will shatter. If you learn to recognize the truth in people’s eyes, some will disgust you. And if you try to uncover the secrets buried deep in their hearts, you will find wounds darker than you ever imagined.

The intimacy of sharing feelings and thoughts that were buried deep inside with someone who understands and listens to them patiently and acknowledges them and does not make you feel like you're too much is everything.

I wish I can just talk about things with someone. like sometimes I just want to say i'm depressed and lost and want to stop existing. but I don't want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don't want them to think "oh no idk how to comfort you" or "not this again." I don't want to be a burden or "toxic person". i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink chai or something.

Faqat khwabon tak khoobsurat hai zindagi.

We often live in the illusion that if we leave someone behind, we will find them the same way even after years. But that's not how it works.

This is life—any emptiness left behind is eventually filled by someone else. Someone's absence doesn't really make a difference in the long run. Yes, there is pain for a while, but eventually, the emptiness is always filled.

Parh parh ilam kitaabaan da tu, naam rakha lya kazi

Hath vich farh ke talwaaran tu, naam rakha lya ghazi

Makkey madeeney ghum aya tu, naam rakha lya haaji

Bulleya tu ki hasal kiita je yaar na rakheya raazi..

my obsession with girls with no friends and utterly bad mental health>>