Sudden Urge To Just

Faqat khwabon tak khoobsurat hai zindagi.

i'm not Kafka but

“I am all that I never wanted to be.”

— Unknown

you're laughing. i told you a joke and you're laughing. i love youuu

There are some pains so heavy that even words fail to carry them. You long for someone to listen, to understand, to say something—anything—that might ease the weight in your heart. But sometimes, no conversation can lighten the burden, no words can truly comfort, and no shoulder feels close enough to lean on. You cry in silence, hoping for relief, but some wounds are meant to be carried alone.

Na marna munasib jiya bhi na jaye re, haaye re

Sometimes, it’s not about how much you love someone.

It’s about timing.

I cared for her deeply, maybe even more than he ever will—

but he came at the right moment, and I didn’t.

It hurts, not because she chose him,

but because I never got the chance to show her what she truly meant to me.

There were no tears, but inside, it felt like something just broke.

People say time heals everything,

but time is also what took her away from me.

And the worst part is staying quiet,

pretending I’m fine,

while knowing that someone else is living the life I once dreamed of—

just because he got there first.

I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace

no hope of being held