I can't stop thinking about when Susan Sontag said "I don't feel guilt at being unsociable, though I may sometimes regret it because my loneliness is painful. But when I move into the world, it feels like a moral fall - like seeking love in a whorehouse."
people need to understand that if i don't talk a lot that doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood or grumpy or being cold with them, it's just like a genuinely have nothing to say! i am not an interesting person!! i don't know how to respond to people 90% of the time.
But how could you live and have no story to tell?
falling in love in a (i will read your favourite books and poems and watch the movies which you never stop talking about and listen to the songs close to your heart and will write you a love letter with references from all of it) way
“Someday, somewhere — anywhere, unfailingly, you’ll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life.”
— Pablo Neruda
I really really love you blog 🥹🫶 It's way too pretty.❤️
Being a writer myself I think writers do have answers of almost every question. I don't talk to ppl much but also I can't find answers of my own question.
So there's this guy I met almost 6-7 months back and gradually fell for him tho I tried my very best to guard my heart but ended up surrendering. Sometimes I do feel that he feels the same but sometimes it's all cold and empty.
Like sometimes he have got thousands of stories to tell or rant about everything he did or wanna do,but sometimes there are just mere words.
I do love him a lot and even if I want to unlove him it's something my heart would never allow. But sticking around is still fine when you don't even know if he holds something for you or not?
Firstly thank you for appreciating my blogs<33 and secondly sorry for replying little lateee
Well, about the question you asked i can't just suggest you anything personally here as i don't know how good things are between you two despite what you wonder but in my pov is that maybe he does like you but not as much as you expect him to. and always remember that if someone is in love than he/she doesn't behave as per mood, he/she behave like no matter whatever mood he/she is in, your feelings never should be compromised. okay either you be upfront with him which ig you probably won't or more useful would be create some boundaries for yourself atleast. like how much you'll allow yourself to be in his matters and how much you'll let him get away with if he's being so hot and cold. And note that when a man REALLY likes you he won't keep you hanging, EVER.
You seem cool. Not "cool" cool, but a leaf falling from the tree in the beginning of autumn cool. The summer sun setting kinda cool. The melancholy evening with the lights turning on kinda cool. A nice kinda cool.
hayee... this is such a beautiful compliment i ever got❤️🤌🏻 literally made my day thank you so much for such a lovely words in a poetic way. it meant a lot. thank youu<33
"I never allowed myself the illusion that my absence would leave someone broken or lost. I have always known that life moves on, that people find new people, and that no one is truly irreplaceable. We like to believe that our presence makes a difference, that our absence might leave a void, but the truth is, the world does not stop for anyone. People learn to fill the spaces left behind, sometimes with someone better, and sometimes, with the best they have ever known.
It’s a bittersweet realization—that no matter how deeply we love, how much we give, or how significant we think we are in someone’s life, they will move forward. And perhaps that’s the way it should be. After all, change is inevitable, and so is the way people come and go, leaving behind only memories that fade with time.”
I fear being a burden on people's hearts. I pray that if my presence ever makes someone feel uneasy, May Allah remove me from their life. But never let me become a weight on anyone's heart or soul.
I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace
kis taraf hai aasman, kis taraf zameen khabar nhi