Ever Get The Sudden Urge To Disappear Under Mysterious Circumstances ??

“Someday, somewhere — anywhere, unfailingly, you’ll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life.”

— Pablo Neruda

“I confess I do not know why, but looking at the stars always makes me dream.”

~Vincent van Gogh

I just hope that no matter how many times this world tries to harden me and turn me into a cold person, I hope I remain soft. May I still be full of love. May I still be soft and sees hope in everything. And to never become something that once broke me

How do you tell people? How do you tell them that you are exhausted even though you slept for 10 hours? How do you tell them that u need a break from talking and smiling and simply being near them? How do you tell them that although you love them, you so desperately need to be alone tonight?"

this cat was trapped in my building shaft and i rescued him from there and ever since he is living with me.

Zindagi naamunkinaat ka dusra naam hai, Naamumkinaat, ittefaaqaat, waqeyat. Aur inme se kissi par bhi hamara koi ikhtiyaar nahin hota.

The intimacy of sharing feelings and thoughts that were buried deep inside with someone who understands and listens to them patiently and acknowledges them and does not make you feel like you're too much is everything.

I wish I can just talk about things with someone. like sometimes I just want to say i'm depressed and lost and want to stop existing. but I don't want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don't want them to think "oh no idk how to comfort you" or "not this again." I don't want to be a burden or "toxic person". i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink chai or something.

“And when you told me what your favorite book was, I bought it and read it over and over… trying to find pieces of you in it.”

— Unknown

I wish I can just talk about things with someone. like sometimes I just want to say i'm depressed and lost and want to stop existing. but I don't want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don't want them to think "oh no idk how to comfort you" or "not this again." I don't want to be a burden or "toxic person". i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink chai or something.

it's crazy how any of us can die at any moment yet we live our lives always planning for the future