Can't Believe It's Inktober Wow

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

Lil bear

i am a girl and i do in fact like this show so i am legally obligated to repost this 2012 ninjago meme that i found on pinterest

every time i eat one of these fucking things my soul goes away and i become a mafia boss smoking a fat fucking cigar pondering the next sap on my hit list

Among us art I made since like 2021 what more can I say I don't even know why I drew so much of it and there is still way more

I even still laugh at the among us imposter jokes

Funfact I have 66 neckties and I have worn maybe 7 of them

And my genshin impact art from last year

what the fuck ever