WHAT'S IN MY MAIN BAG?? - BETTER CR

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PRETTY FLOWERS ✶ ASK GAME

ꪆৎ shifting ask game focused on your significant other(s) in your desired realities. ( reblog for asks )

💐 : BEAMING BOUQUET . . . does your significant other(s) have a certain hobby or interest that they gush about? how long have they been enraptured by it? have they tried to get you interested in it too?

🌼 : BEAUTIFUL BLOSSOM . . . what do you find most beautiful about your significant other(s)? what about that aspect of them is so beautiful to you? and in turn what do they believe the most beautiful thing about you is? why do they think that way?

🌸 : COMPASSIONATE CHERRY BLOSSOM . . . has your significant other(s) gotten you anything that has become really meaningful to you? have you gotten them something that has become really meaningful to them? when was the gift(s) given? what is the story behind them? have you scripted it as an object you have in your current reality so you feel more connected to them?

🌺 : HELPFUL HIBISCUS . . . how do you and your significant other(s) personalities react to each other? are there times where you bump head about stupid stuff? or do you and you significant other(s) seem to blend together?

🪻 : HAPPY HYACINTH . . . what is your significant other(s) favorite thing to do? do they enjoy doing it with you or do they prefer to do it alone? when did they first get interested into it?

🪷 : LOVELY LOTUS . . . do you and your significant other(s) do any "cheesy" stuff? like having matching pajamas, matching halloween costumes, and picnic dates? or building the flower legos, cooking together, baking together?

🌹 : RED ROSE . . . what is your significant other(s) favorite color? why is it there favorite color? do they make it obvious it's their favorite by wearing it all the time or having their phone case as it?

🌻 : SWEET SUNFLOWER . . . how do your friends describe you and your significant other(s) relationship? do you and your significant other(s) share a lot about your relationship or do you keep a lot of it secret?

🌷 : TIMELESS TULIP . . . what was your relationship with your significant other(s) like before you started dating? were you friends? enemies? academic rivals? did they know you liked them? did you know they liked you?

IB : @ / solstices-dreams' dr s/o ask game DT : @ / xoxoshifts ( tysm for the inspiration!! )

𝐼𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

Hello, I am a shifter from tiktok. I want to become more serious about shifting so I've decided to try and move to tumblr!

Basics ;

17 years olds (be mindful!)

Way too many dr's

Aroace/Ambiamory

I love reading manhwa, especially if it has a reverse harem with poly ending.... Don't get me started on how much I love an overpowered female character!

I would like to say that I'm quite creative, though I do go through many blocks because of being Autistic and having ADHD

I mainly go by she/they pronouns but I don't mind being called anything else! (pls use it/its for me I will literally hug you if you do!!)

Questions??

Go ahead! As long as it isn't anything weird. I'm just getting more serious about my shifting journey, despite having known about it for so long… Open to suggestions and post requests too! Overall just here to have fun ^^

DNI ;

Regular dni criteria, Anti-shifters, people who kill for fun, people who shift themselves to be younger just for romance with a younger person, uhm… I can't think of anything else currently but I might edit this ^^;

DR's that I will post about!

Athengale Boarding School

Better CR (main dr)

Demon slayer

Naruto(??)

Edited this to change it to the new theme, please excuse any horrible layouts in the future ^^;;

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inspired by ; @lalalian (shes amazing, please check her out!!)

HIII ilyysm i was just wondering some things

So im a shifter that has been trying to shift since 2021 but took a hiatus for about two years. I recently rediscovered it and feel like it's really going to happen this time. The thing is I want to reeducate myself on these topics bc ive been plagued by misinfo. Sooo if you could help a sister out and link a few things for me from ur or other ppls blogs that you think I should check it id really really appreciate it but you don't have to. I understand if you don't

Anyways tysmmmm lyly

hihi i love u too!!

I have a lot of posts i love, pls dont feel overwhelmed honestly you dont even have to read all these!! i just find them helpful <3

here are my best recs!:

HELPFUL SHIFTING/LOA POSTS:

"accepting the shift" by @h1ghergirl

"things i’ve learned as a shifter who has shifted both awake and asleep" by @benniefranky

"how to embody your dr self" by @livvivviss

"I know some of you are scared in the back of your mind" by @salemlunaa

"stop with the neediness" by @salemlunaa

"don't worry, your success is inevitable" by @salemlunaa

"you are more powerful than you know" by @salemlunaa

"emotions are fleeting, fact is forever" by @salemlunaa

"First the mind must change, and then the world" by @salemlunaa

"how to shift : your all-in-one guide" by @hrrtshape

"becoming the laziest manifestor & shifter" by @hrrtshape

"the anti method" by @hrrtshape

"never listen to an anti-shifter" by @hrrtshape

"stop putting pressure on shifting and loa" by @hrrtshape

"do less than nothing. get more than everything" by @hrrtshape

"How to' shift in a nutshell" by @littlemissshifter

"A shift is never physical" by @littlemissshifter

"How I shifted, and how you can too" by @saintspeils

"Reality Is Not Solid. You Are Not Stuck" by me!

"how to shift like it’s second nature" by me!

"I assumed and nothing happened" by me!

"how to shut your mind up" by me!

"Shifting is Not a Test" by me!

"How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too" by @cloverapple

"overthinking is a chronic disease" by @starsreality

"the hardest pill to swallow . . if you don’t assume, it won’t work" by @hrrtshape

"stop focusing on your senses" by @viennaswcrld

SCRIPTING HELP:

"dream self kit masterlist" by me!

"shifting help masterlist" by me!

"themed packs" by @melshifting

MY ROUTINE - BETTER CR [MORNING]

Routines are SUPER hard in my base reality, but a BIG part of me loves routines. So, what did I do? I made myself have a routine in my DR! Not just for the purpose, but mostly for self-care.

Now, these times can depend on whether I'm on a school day or a break. My routine is flexible, though I try to keep it consistent!

[8-8:30 AM] The first thing in the morning is waking up... obviously. I usually wake up naturally around 8 to 8:30 AM, but I can wake up a bit earlier depending on whether I have other things in my schedule! I do give myself a bit of leeway on weekends or on breaks.

[8:30-8:35 AM] I generally take about 5 minutes to stretch or just wake myself up and get myself mentally ready for the day. I also use this time to journal and write down any dreams I have or goals for the day! Most of the time, I just do this on my phone, but I also have a separate journal/notebook that I also write in.

[8:35-8:50 AM] I only do this around 3-4 times a week on school days, but I do some light stretching/exercise! It's nothing much, just something to get my body moving. If I don't use this time to exercise, I'm usually just looking through Pinterest or something on my phone while getting coffee...

[8:50-9:20 AM] Shower/Skincare! Now I have 'normal' skin in my DR, so it's generally a bit easier to care for. (and because I scripted I get ZERO acne and anything like it... anyway.) I could do a whole post about my skincare routine if you'd like to see it! But for now, I'll keep it simple. If I exercise, I take a shower. If not, I just do my skincare! Also, make sure to brush your teeth before doing your skincare! Helps prevent acne around the mouth ^^

[9:20-9:35 AM] I usually just make something like overnight oats or have something made the night before and eat it in the morning. I just have something simple for breakfast. I'm not the biggest breakfast person. Usually, I just like to have some coffee or water for breakfast, but I like the extra energy boost it gives me throughout the day!

[9:35-9:55 AM] Now, on school days, I would use this time to get all of my stuff ready. Get dressed, maybe (maybe) put on some makeup, get my hair ready, pack my bag (which is usually packed the night before), and just make sure everything's ready for school! Our school starts at 10 AM, which is a LIFESAVER. It does end at 4:15 PM, but like... 10 AM is better than 7:30 AM. (We also only go 4 days a week.) School is only around a 15-minute walk from my house, so I get there on time! Other than that, it's just free time for me ^^; I usually do my dailies on Genshin, CRK, and Infinity Nikki, look through Pinterest, talk with friends, etc., etc. Sometimes I do go out, like to the nearest bakery, to the mall, Subway, well... basically anywhere I want!

That's my morning routine! Thank you so much for reading. <3 Hopefully it was satisfactory ^^;;

some dividers by @si-eunnis

Just gave myself 4 dogs…. I already have 4 cats in my dr…… well!

Sorry for no interesting posts, energy has been low 😔💔 I’ll try and get some new posts up soon!

hehe.... you already know...

𝓣ANGLED ✶ ASK GAME !

꒰ a collection of shifting questions inspired by disney’s tangled & @laylasverse’s princess + the frog ask game ! reblog for asks ꒱

🎨 painted walls . . . who is your muse? who inspires you to keep moving forward with grace and strength? who reminds you of the beauty in the world?

🧵 when will my life begin? . . . how do you spend your free time? do you stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb, see a dress? do you have any hobbies, or is your life solely focused on your work/career/responsibilities?

🏮 lanterns in the sky . . . what are some of your hopes and dreams? is there something in your heart you’ve always felt drawn to achieve? perhaps this is an event you’ve always wanted to witness, a person you look forward to meeting, or an adventure you want to embark upon.

🦎 pascal . . . who is your partner in crime, your sidekick, your number one defender? who would peek over your shoulder and death-stare anyone who tries to steer you in the wrong direction?

🏰 rapunzel’s tower . . . to explore the unknown and escape her captor, rapunzel had to leave her tower behind and face the unknown. what are some challenges or obstacles you are facing in your dr? what makes you lock up or feel trapped? how do you manage these fears and harness the strength & freedom to follow your dreams?

🌻 magic flower . . . if you have magic or powers of some kind, how did you get them? were you born wielding them, did you get them from an event, or is this something you don’t know yet?

🍳 frying pan . . . what was your first impression of your s/o? what was their first impression of you? how did you meet, and did that have an impact on your relationship’s path? have your impressions of each other changed over time?

💰 flynn rider . . . who stole your heart in your dr? how would you describe your relationship to someone else? what do you love about them?

🌰 hazelnut soup . . . what is your comfort food or meal in your dr? is this a family recipe, or perhaps something from your favorite restaurant/tavern? do you make it from scratch or does someone else make it for you?

🩰 kingdom dance . . . who do you feel the most free to be yourself with? who would bring you into the town square to distract you from your worries, or convince children to braid your hair with flowers to cheer you up? who encourages you to let loose, “let down your hair,” or dance in the streets?

☀️ sun of corona . . . who or what brings light and hope in your life? are you a symbol of goodness for those around you? do others look up to you, or do you have people you look up to? do you want the respect and love of people around you, or would you prefer to be feared for your strengths?

👑 stolen crown . . . what is one of your secret strengths or powers, or do you have a secret identity? does anyone know about this, or is it an ability or skill you keep to yourself? do you ever plan on sharing this with the world, or do you hold it close to your heart?

🎠 maximus the stallion . . . who is your loyal steed, the person who drives you to do what is important to you? if you have an s/o, did this person dislike them at first, or did they trust each other?

📜 wanted poster . . . do others see you the same way you see yourself? maybe you have people who idolize you, or others who you consider rivals.

🍰 the lost princess . . . what was your childhood like? did you have a “mother gothel” in your life who tried to keep you quiet and uncertain, or did you have caregivers who encouraged you to do great things? did you grow up as royalty, or did you have to work to get what you wanted?

✂️ healing tears . . . have you had to sacrifice anything to achieve your dreams, just as rapunzel has her hair cut off? was the reward of achieving your dreams worth the risks and dangers that may have accompanied that path?

🍇 mother gothel . . . who is someone you cannot stand in your dr? did they do something to spite you, hurt you, or betray you? or do you simply get a bad vibe from them and steer clear?

so happy I saved myself from shiftok and switched to shiftblr

How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too

I don’t plan on posting anything other than this or starting a blog, so I don’t need anyone to “believe” in me. The only person you should trust is yourself—trust yourself to resonate positively with what you see online and click away if it doesn’t serve you. This is here for you to take from if it resonates. I literally only made this blog to post this here. My hope is that it reaches at least one person who can take something from this and apply it to their shifting journey. If not, and this post ends up here untouched, I’m just glad to finally get everything down in words and off my chest. 

Jumping straight to the answer because I’m not going to make anyone sit through a long post for it. The rest, the "advice," is here if you want to read it.

The "method"

I figured out what works specifically for me as an individual instead of following everyone else’s journey. Everyone has their “thing” that makes shifting click, a sweet spot that makes reality shifting possible. For me, it’s a combination of the law of assumption and inducing an altered state of consciousness.

During the day, I spend time affirming—or sometimes just reminding myself or keeping a little note nearby—things like:

I can shift.

I know how to shift.

I could shift tonight.

Shifting is accessible to me.

At night, I watch videos, look at Pinterest boards, or listen to music that reminds me of my DR. This ingrains where I’m going in my brain. Sometimes I do this for fun, and other times I skip it entirely.

When I lay down, I always lie on my back and stay somewhat still because I like the feeling of my body going numb. This isn’t necessary to shift, but I enjoy it—it lets me feel the symptoms of hypnagogia (that in-between state of wakefulness and sleep).

To meditate quickly, I count from 1 to 100 with a few affirmations in between to remind myself of what I’m doing. I do this until my body goes numb, and I start messing up the counting. Usually, the mistakes or random, nonsensical thoughts are my signal to start shifting.

At this point, I begin affirming the things I affirmed during the day:

I could shift right now.

I have the ability to shift.

I have the power to shift at any moment.

While I do this, I focus on the feeling of being in my DR—not my surroundings, not my senses, just the internal feeling of being there.

This is where “brazen impudence” comes in. I hard-force myself to feel like I’m in my DR. It’s not about imagining my surroundings but purely about embodying the feeling of being there.

Hypnagogic imagery and sensations like floating often kick in at this point. These are symptoms of your body falling asleep so your awareness can take shape in that sweet spot for shifting.

I continue this, then stop and start counting from 1 to 100 again, with affirmations like:

I can shift.

I know how to shift.

I could shift right now.

Then I repeat the process: using brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I’m in my DR.

Eventually, I reach that threshold between sleep and wake—a liminal state of pure consciousness. Body asleep, mind awake, I call this the “rabbit hole” which is honstly just a deep state of hypnogogia. It’s a state where anything is possible: lucid dreaming, astral projection, slipping into the void, shifting—anything.

When I’m in this state, I use brazen impudence to force myself to feel like I'm shifting to my DR and don't take no for an answer (I tell myself I'm in Barbados and shut the door in my own face). This can involve affirmations or just talking myself through it, either way I wake myself up there. Occasionally, I simply relax, expect to wake up in my DR, fall asleep, and wake up shifted.

Does all that sound complicated? Let me simplify:

Lay down and get comfortable.

Count from 1 to 100 on a loop with affirmations in between until you mess up the counting, get sleepy, or have your mind wander. Like this:

Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations* Me: *counts from 1 - 100* Me: *says a few affirmations/askfirmations*

On a loop until...

Persist in the feel of being in your DR—not focusing on surroundings or senses, just the feeling. Feeling is the secret.

Alternate between steps 2 and 3 until you’re in that relaxed body asleep/mind awake state, OR just straight up hypnogogia tbh. (That is, if you don’t already shift lol)

From there, choose what feels right: shift from a lucid dream, affirm, slip into the void, or just feel yourself in your DR like I do, convince yourself that either you shifted and are there, or are shifting and will end up there.

One thing I’ll tell you now—regardless of your circumstances, how long you’ve been trying, how long it’ll take, who you are, etc—is that you already know how to shift. You, reading this right now. You know how to shift, and there’s nothing you did to learn it. There’s nothing you can do to unlearn it. It’s something that will stay with you until the end of time.

Why do you think people shift randomly without prior knowledge of shifting? Even people who don’t believe in it? It’s because everyone can shift. You can shift.

Right now, stop reading this post and say in your head or out loud, “I already know how to shift.” Or, if that doesn’t feel right, “I already have the ability to shift,” “No matter what, I have the power to shift,” or “My mind knows how to shift no matter what.”

Can you argue that? No, you can’t. And if your mind starts throwing out “buts,” go back and read that again.

Shifting isn’t difficult, and no one struggles to shift. I’m sure you’ve heard it before—that shifting is simple and happens in seconds—because it does. You don’t struggle with shifting. You can shift; everyone has the power to. What you “struggle” with, so to speak, is figuring out what works for you, what your brain likes, how it operates—because everyone is different.

What ended up working for me more than anything was figuring out how I operate and modifying shifting to fit me—not forcing myself to fit shifting.

Will my method work for everyone? I have no idea. Unless you assume it will work for you, this is what works for me. I’m me, and you’re you.

Before you say “Oh, but I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked so far” and expect me to sit here and ask you “but have you really tried everything? <3” , listen to me. 

I could shift perfectly well with my own personal method before I started shifting regularly. I knew it worked well for my brain, but the thing that “blocked” me (so to speak) were my assumptions. 

When you sit there and say “I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked” that’s your assumption about yourself. You believe that nothing works for you, that you don't know how to shift, that you’re this powerless, lost baby shifter who needs guidance. 

There’s nothing wrong with this, it’s not your fault, and theoretically you could shift even with your “blockages” (I really hate that term), as shifting waits for no one.

This is why so many people shift randomly and with poor assumptions without meaning to. But you clicked on this because you want to know how you can shift consistently + on every time, and this is the answer I’m giving you. 

You find out what works better for you, be it affirming, visualizing, scripting, shifting awake, shifting asleep, shifting with hypnagogia, shifting with hypnopompic, shifting through lucid dreams, shifting with brazen impudence, through SATs, robotic affirming, through letting go, through putting your DR on a pedestal, through listening to music, through law of assumption alone, and many more. 

If that sounds overwhelming, please note that all of these are the same vehicles that get you to your destination. Just in different shapes and colors. Like how some people drive a car, others drive a motorcycle, others walk, others swim. The movement forward is always the same. 

What you’re doing, no matter how you’re doing it or in whatever state of consciousness you’re doing it from, will always be:

Assume it's true, feel it, receive it. “Assume and persist,” “ground yourself in the assumption,” you’ve heard it all before. 

How to Find What Makes You Shift On Command

You could either test different techniques (affirmations, visualizations, scripting, lucid dreaming, etc.) and see what feels natural to you. 

You could (and I love this one because it’s a cheat code) Assume you already know what works, and let the law of assumption guide you. “Manifest it” so to speak. 

Pay attention to your life, because you already shift on command, you've been doing it your whole life, but I guarantee you haven't noticed it. Pay attention to you, like how easily you slip into hypnagogia, your dream recall, or how strong your intuition is, maybe you put too much emotion into a scenario you don’t want in your life and it inherently manifests, things like that. Pay attention to the thing that makes you go “huh, that was weird”

“But Clover, I tried everything you mentioned above and still haven’t found my method!” 

My darling. Listen up. Come closer—I’m about to let you in on a secret. The way you apply the law of assumption isn’t one-size-fits-all, because assumptions and beliefs are not linear. It's the same every time, yes, it's a law. But just like you, the way you can use it is unique to each person.

Let me tell you how easy it is so you don't think I'm over-complicating it

You could, for instance, believe you’ve got $1000 in your bank account right now and act like it, fully living in the end. Or you could believe you’re going to have $1000 in your account and act like it’s already on its way. Or maybe you believe something’s going to happen that’ll bring you that $1000.

The same applies to shifting. It’s been a game changer for me. I used to struggle so much with things like:

“You’re already in your DR, just act like it.”

“Ignore the 3D.”

“You’ve already shifted.”

Do those methods work? Absolutely, they work beautifully. But like I said, if it doesn’t feel good or true to you, don’t force it.

My dearest, darling reader. If the story you see in your 3D is that you can’t shift, can’t find what makes you shift, are you just going to sit there and accept it? What is more satisfying? Think with me here: accepting that you don’t know how to shift and cannot shift, or persisting that you do know how to shift? 

“Clover, but I’ve been trying for 4 years! I’ve tried everything and I still haven’t shifted”

So that's your story? Your story, your assumption is that you’ve been trying for 4 years and haven’t shifted? If you’ve resonated with the phrase above, that’s your story. And there’s nothing wrong with it, but! there will be no magic solution for shifting. Or a magic method. Or a person like me giving you advice, that can make you shift without you changing your assumptions first.

“But I don’t want to reprogram my mind! It doesn’t work for me. I don’t want to do robotic affirming 24/7, I want results now!” 

I know, right? It’s annoying having to do these 100-step methods, and drink charged water, and have to beg the universe for your desire, and loop affirmations in your mind that directly contradict what you’re experiencing in the 3D.

“Oh ignore the 3D, the 4D is your only real imagination!” they say, as you sit there, clutching your phone, rocking back and forth in bed, repeating affirmations you don’t resonate with while dreaming of being railed by your S/O.

Believe me, I've been there, wondering what the hell was wrong with me. I asked myself why couldn't these basic steps that worked for everyone else work for me. I blamed myself for not trying hard enough, for being lazy, for inconsistent. When all that time, the answer was me. I needed to manifest/shift in a way that felt good for me.

Just remember, the law of assumption isn't complicated, and the way you apply it is not one-size-fits-all. Reprogramming the mind through continuous repetition and affirmation works, and if that resonates with you or feels effective, you should absolutely go for it.

However, at its core, you don’t inherently need to reprogram your mind. It’s as simple as assuming your mind has already been reprogrammed and watching it unfold before your eyes. You do what feels right to you.

For example, if person A does better with visualization and listening to music, why on earth are they affirming and listening to subliminals?

If person B feels better scripting in a notebook, why the hell are they reprogramming their mind?

If person C feels good reprogramming their mind, why are they taking the simple route?

Funny, isn't it? Which is why if you've read all of this so far, and you have not resonated with it, just click away. Go find another post or advice that feels true to you. The words I'm writing right now are not universal, they're not the absolute truth. That's the beauty of the law of assumption. Whatever you believe to be true, becomes true.

I didn’t feel good with the affirmations “I’m already in my DR” and “I already shifted.” Do they work, are they true? Yup, but I didn’t feel good ignoring the 3D, even when I knew the 4D was the true reality. So I swapped them for affirmations like "I'm shifting to my DR", “I’m going to shift to my DR”, swapping things like “I already shifted” to “I’m shifting” because those are the kinds of affirmations my brain loves. 

I've heard a silly bit of misinfo that these affirmations stating future events put you in an infinite loop, and that they don’t make you achieve your desire. That’s not true? At all? Makes me laugh, really. Because here I am, “master shifter” or whatever name people give it in this reality, shifting as much as I want to wherever I want with these types of affirmations.

Yet here I see every day on the internet, people implanting stubborn little rules and regulations to a practice that has been done for ages, a universal law that will work even when you don’t care for it to work. 

How I Shifted The First Time

The law of assumption is what made me shift in the end. Initially, I surprised myself at the beginning of my shifting journey because I shifted three months after starting it. I woke up one morning in my DR room, felt it was real, knew it was possible, but accidentally shifted back because it was too good to be true. 

What followed was a period of losing my mind; I shift back to my DR for a few seconds (mini-shifts), fully shifted to different rparallel ealities, and filled the hell out of shifting journals with my discoveries as I went along. But I never fully shifted to my DR and stayed there. I wanted to permashift. I was so focused on leaving my CR and going to my DR permanently, frustrated because I knew I could shift, knew how to in theory, but was stuck in this endless loop of assuming I couldn't make myself shift and had to rely on spontaneous shifts.

And then one night it clicked when I was reflecting on the law of assumption and reality shifting. I knew shifting was real. I knew I could shift. Everyone can shift. I had shifted before. I would continue to shift even if I gave up on shifting. I could shift that night if I wanted to. I could shift that night even if I didn't want to. I knew how to shift. And so do you.

These are all assumptions I went to sleep with in mind, laying there, feeling like an idiot as it all clicked for me. 

If there was no doubt in my mind that I could shift that night, why wouldn’t I be able to shift? 

What followed was an overwhelming sense of peace washing over me. I let go. What more was there to be done? I could shift. There was no crying or screaming that could make me shift more than I could right then. 

I laid there and started my process. Just like I mentioned earlier. I began counting from 1 - 100 on a continuous loop. With affirmations that I could shift, I knew how to shift , I could shift that night.

And then I reached hypnagogia, and began inducing the feeling of being in my DR, just like I mentioned earlier. That liminal space rabbit hole shortly followed. I could go anywhere I wanted then. I could lucid dream. I could astral project. I could slip into the void. I could shift, and I did. Just…letting go and inducing the feeling of being in my DR. Not the surroundings, not the 5 senses, no affirmations. Just knowing that I was in my Dr. 

It was peaceful. 

I was at ease. 

And then I was woken up by a violent crack of thunder because my dumbass scripted my DR wakeup scenario to be in the middle of spring, and it was raining -_- 

I woke up in my DR, fully grounded, fully there, pinching my skin purple because I couldn't believe I was looking out the window at my DR city.

I wish I could tell you that I remained cool, but I so didn’t. I sat in bed for a good 10 minutes, mouth agape, repeating “oohh fuck it’s real….ohhh my god it’s real…whaaat the hell.” 

And then I paced around my room panicking, giggling like an idiot, checking my DR phone because all my friends and DR life was on there as evidence, opening drawers, looking at myself in the mirror, and straight-up freaking out. 

What followed after that was incredible, something I lack the words to describe. I spent a few weeks in my DR before shifting back, spending a few weeks here and then shifting back–here, back, here, back and forth, spending more time in my DR then my CR to the point where I consider my DR my true reality, and this one as my “other” reality. 

I shifted back here in early December of last year, and I’m here now before I shift back permanently—meaning, I’ll shift there, and then the next time I shift will be to another DR or a waiting room somewhere in the multiverse. I’m taking a "break" so to speak and hanging out here until events I scripted in my DR start to happen, and my life changes (positively, all good things I assure). 

I’m not sure if the person or people who find this post will care, but my other reality was originally called my “Witch DR”, where, as the name suggests, I’m a witch :) But not the fun kind, with a broomstick, a cauldron, and a pet cat though 😂The kind where I have to be up early for work in the mornings, can’t keep a cat because the building I live in doesn’t allow it, and have more responsibilities there than I do in this reality. 

One thing I didn’t expect about shifting before I lived there the first time is that—it’s life. You will have good days. You will have bad days. You will fuck up. You will laugh so hard that soda comes out of your nose. You will cry more than you ever have. And the people you once saw on a TV screen are very real, and can be very annoying lol. I miss my DR friends dearly right now, but I can’t go poking around the internet for videos and pictures of them because it feels so weird. 

Gut feelings are strange. I use them as a compass in both realities whenever I have to manually flap the butterfly’s wings and take a route. I felt compelled to write this post, and I’m not sure why. But if what this post has the power to help one singular person and help them realize their power, I'll be beyond happy.

if any terf follows me or comes across this, you better unfollow me or block me. I didn't except people like that in shiftblr, i don't even think i have to talk about how disgusting y'all are.