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Monsters in the Dark #18
Dark themes, fluff, alcohol consumption, f/reader.
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“You know I used to run around pretending to be married to Hades?” You asked Billy, taking a sip of your wine. It was the good stuff, the expensive Zinfandel that Billy knew you loved.
Billy looked over, fingers massaging your calves as you both enjoyed a Friday night together, and watching some action/adventure flick.
You weren’t sure what it was about anymore, too tipsy to care. And too focused on Billy’s touch. You had a one track mind when it came to him.
Something Billy was very aware of.
“Oh yeah?” He asked, sipping his beer.
You scooted closer, spilling your wine a little on your hand, as you giggled a little drunk, “I was obsessed with Greek mythology. My daddy had endless books on the subject. He was a professor. I often stole his books, and climbed my favorite tree and read. It made him mad.” You said, feeling bittersweet remembering your father. You loved him because he was still your father.
Billy’s fingers gripped your chin, noticing your faraway eyes, making you look at him; “You're stronger without him.” He said fiercely.
You smiled softly.
“Later on I became obsessed with villains like the Phantom from Phantom of the Opera, something my foster mother never understood. She said it was dangerous to love the darkness, that I was too soft. But I never cared for white knights. They bored me.” You explained.
Billy smiled, imagining little you running around fantasizing about Hades, stealing your father’s books, and hiding in trees.
“It reminds me of myself, I used to hide in little nooks and crannies reading westerns, and dreaming of being a cowboy. I remember fantasizin’ about rescuin’ the girl.” He told you. His memories were also tinged with bittersweetness.
“I became more of a villain than a hero.” Billy said, finishing off his beer. Maria would say he was an antihero, but sometimes Billy wasn’t so sure.
Because he had told himself you could never leave him, that he’d drag you back if he had to. It made him more of a villain than anything.
You grinned at him, “Billy is my Hades.” You admitted, taking another sip of wine.
Billy chuckled; “I’m your godly lover, huh?” He asked, pinching your cheek.
He could imagine Maria telling you he didn’t need his ego stroked.
You looked at him shyly, “Could I be your Persephone?” You asked, the alcohol making your mind feel warm and fuzzy.
Billy smiled wickedly, “Of course, baby. You’re the only goddess I want to worship.” He purred.
You gave him a sloppy kiss on the cheek, “Love you, Bill. Thorns and all.”
Billy’s heart skipped a beat. He loved you, thorns and all, too.
—and it’s my whole heart, weighed and measured inside,
And it’s an old scar, trying to bleach it out,
And it’s my whole heart,
Deemed and delivered a crime—
I've been making these gorgeous teacup candles with amethyst and lavender oil!
I tried to play the same thing (as when Billy gives Madani a bath) in the episode where I have Frank tied up and I’m washing his face. It’s kind of similar, you know? He’s washing his face, he’s cleaning him up, he should be sympathizing, but he’s thinking, “I could choke him right now. I have that power.” I think he really gets off on that power, that genuine lust for power.
Ben Barnes talking about Billy Russo.
you'll get the urge as an artist or a writer to say out loud the things you're worried about "the proportions are off" "kind of out of character" "i'm not good at summaries" "didn't get as much detail as i wanted" "i made a mistake and here's how" and that's the self-conscious part of your brain telling you "it's bad and if you don't tell them you know it's bad then they'll think you're stupid" but you've got to ignore that little voice and pretend you think it's good or else that little voice is going to ruin your life
A Monsters in the Dark Drabble.
Apparently Tumblr didn’t like the image I chose. It won’t show up in the tags, so trying again.
Monsters in the Dark Masterlist
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Billy’s fingers latched onto your wrist, pulling you through the crowd in the fairgrounds, twirling you a bit, and making you laugh delighted by his playfulness. “You’re so pretty, sweet pea. I bet you taste sweet from all that cotton candy.”
You ducked your head, fingers still laced with his, smiling softly. He nudged you with his shoulder. You looked up at him, and he kissed you. He’d only kissed you that night you’d crawled into his bed crying, and even though you crawled in every night after that, he’d maintained a distance.
You sighed into his mouth, pulling him closer with your hand. He tasted like the funnel cakes he’d eaten. His kiss was soft, and slow, taking his time with you. Your ex had never treated you this good, always angry at something, at the world.
“I wanna go on the Carousel next.” You said, pulling away breathless.
“Sure, baby.” He said against your mouth.
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He watched you ride the painted ponies, the taste of you still on his tongue, lingering. “She never got to enjoy stuff like this,” said Curtis, coming up beside him. “Her father made sure of that.”
Billy understood that; he'd never had a childhood, either. “It’s hard, always having to be the adult among shitheads who should be the adults.” He said, looking at how pretty you looked in your dress, and a smile on your face when you spotted him in the crowd.
He’d give you everything you never had. And the promise startled him. He’d never given a shit about many people outside of the Castles, but it was hard not to like you.
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You crawled into his bed that night, and he rolled over tonight, facing you, lips brushing your forehead. You sighed sweetly. “I had fun today, Billy.” You murmured into the dark.
“Yeah?” He husked, fingers going to your hips.
“I really liked when you kissed me.” You said boldly, surprising him, as you kissed the corner of his mouth, softly.
Billy’s fingers dug into your cheeks, kissing you hard, tongue pushing into your mouth, he could taste the toothpaste you’d brushed with that night.
“You’re too sweet, baby.” He rasped, trying to pull away from you, his heart ached at how you only followed him, scooting closer to him.
“None of that I’m too bad for you shit. It’s cliché.” You said firmly, making him laugh at how ferocious you tried to be. Like a mouse attempting to fight a cat.
He nudged your nose with his, “I’m going to hell.” He muttered.
You snuggled under his chin, content.
And Billy didn’t have the heart to drive you away.
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