The Hustle Is Real...

Everyday....

Irrelevant human being: You don’t even know what they are saying. Not only is this weird but you are also weird.

Me, an intellectual:

I'm not gonna lie.... I do feel this. From when I was kid, I'd always mimic the MCs in anime and cartoons. I personally loved the timeskips because for me, it was like I'm growing and learning along with them, showing off my newly acquired skills and feeling like others as well as myself could see those changes. But now... I'm moving faster than them... too fast but also too slow. There's now a disconnect in what I watch and its a quiet heartbreak that I've aged past them... Damn.

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

This needs to be everything from now on...

that lizzo quote about loving yourself as a tactic of survival

Eeeyup

“It’s both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.”

— David Jones

"Don't feathers grow more vivid in the Spring? Doesn't the leaves become red in the fall?

It might be that you've unknowingly changed to a different color along with the surrounding scenery."

Captain Rebecca from MINDHACK the Video Game

I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

Never allow someone to rob you of your colors for their own broken rainbow. Half the time, they're mostly too colorblind to really know what one truly looks like.

Just a random thought...

you ever been so disappointed in someone that you don’t say anything.. but in your head you detach yourself from them completely

i would. maybe like to be held. squished a bit. i'd make a great stress toy