Everyday My Wish To Consume Digital Art Grows

the fuck is a “hellpark”?

update: so from what i understand;

vizipop is a not a syndrome,

but a disease.

lil gender (ig?) dysphoria vent ^__^

worst part about being unlabeled (mainly because labels are uncomfortable to you) for me is that my feelings towards gender identity are fluid—so much so that i used to be genderfluid and pronounfluid but all the labels were confusing.

I felt like I was constantly boxing my identity instead of living it to the fullest. (if that makes sense?)

The thing is—when you say you’re “unlabeled” (in which i sometimes feel dysphoric for labeling the term and other times not)

people usually opt for all gender neutral terminology, and I have nothing against gender neutral terms, like I said my feelings are fluid which in itself is so annoying.

because like?? one moment i’m like “this is it, I’m actually just [label] i’ve finally figured myself out” and then my feelings change.

i genuinely have NO CLUE why i’m like this, and it’s frustrating, i do stay with genderfluid crowds when i’m having these issues but even then I don’t want to label myself—especially when my feelings change and it makes me feel dysphoric.

but back to what i was saying, i have nothing against gender neutral terms, and also like i said I sometimes prefer them. but sometimes when it’s ONLY and STRICTLY gender neutral terms i feel dysphoric because sometimes i don’t feel gender neutral.

but i feel uncomfortable hounding anyone about my gender identity (and it’s shifts (and because i mainly have a white cishet christian conservative community and i’d rather not be publicly outed and shamed)) so i just sit through the dysphoria.

i just hate not knowing, i hate it fluctuating and i hate not having a solid feeling about my gender. i look at other lgbtq people in the community who seem like they have it all figured out—hell i look at other genderfluid people who also look like they have it all figured out too—but i don’t.

there’s not much i can do, and i know people will say (as they always have) that it’s a phase—which is like

1) life is all a bunch of phases

2) what do i do when my phases constantly change and have been changing most of my life?

i don’t expect to be accommodated 24/7 about this—trust me it’d be nice but i understand there are people in need who’s priorities are higher in which i want them to be accommodated first before anyone else.

i just dream of the day i have a small close knit group of other people who not only relate but are able to help validate me through my identity.

this might also be a relevant time to wonder if i may have autism or adhd. not saying that i have either

(although i’ve been getting close to self diagnosed and i’ve been wanting a screening for awhile)

or that having either is in any way inherent connected to my feelings in general—but i have a hunch,, suspicion,, dare i say hope? to maybe explain it all to me?

sorry if i don’t make sense this is just me rambling :>

GENDER EXPRESSION

RANT BELOW

Why the fuck I seeing this on my pinterest feed?

Yes we hate the gender binary when it is being FORCED onto us. The gender binary is ultimately just a form of expression that has been historically intertwined with a set of expectations for your specific sex organs.

So what if some peoples way of expression is more binary than others? Why do YOU get to dictate that? We don’t hate the gender binary because its an expression form, we hate it being forced onto us.

I thought everyone experiences gender differently and all types are valid?

The enemy is not your fellow queer people who happen to feel comfortable in their gender fluidity when it aligns with more binary forms of expression, the enemy is our oppressors trying to say that the gender binary is the ONLY form of expression acceptable.

And just one more thing bc this shit got me so fucked up.

The video says “fem presenting” LITERALLY MEANING FEMININE PRESENTING. They were not specifying if they were having a “girl” day or not. What if the “fem presenting” was their “boy” day? You wouldn’t know BECAUSE YOU ARENT THEM.

And what is apart of femininity (in the context of which queer people use the term to bring up cis ideology of gender)? make up, tight clothes, ect.

Clothes ≠ Gender

I thought we were past this? Also August_Skyz (person in picture) is someone who I actively follow, they have made videos expressing through their clothing and accessories the pure fluidity of their gender expression.

Stop making these harmful assumptions and passing them off into our community

These are the types of people who don’t know transgirl from transfem.

Also mocking people’s expressions of their gender fluidity is transphobia argue with a wall.

Seriously fuck y’all.

EDIT!! i found out the pinterest account that reposted this is a terf acc!! makes alot of sense for someone who has none!

a true kyman fan

I don’t want kyman to like each other, i want them to call each other slurs forever and ever and ever

i need to write more undertale fanfiction i need to do more world building

I LOVE headcanon, that Gaster and Sans were fellow scientists! This is my Roman Empire

do NOT genderswap me, i WILL immediately start swinging it like a grandfather clock

how it feels for a post to get notes for a couple days then die

“Mel and Jayce had a one time hookup” NO???

Y’all do realize that in the 7 years it took to get Hextech up and running Mel and Jayce were very much still in contact with each other…right? That them getting together wasn’t just this random thing? You don’t need to have that shown on screen. Use your brains

I will stand forever behind this, HUMAN KING DICE IS A MAN OF COLOR!!

King Dice

me because i stopped giving a fuck if people know i like kyman