she comes from somewhere - Charles BUKOWSKI
probably from the belly button or from the shoe under the bed, or maybe from the mouth of the shark or from the car crash on the avenue that leaves blood and memories scattered on the grass. she comes from love gone wrong under an asphalt moon. she comes from screams stuffed with cotton. she comes from hands without arms and arms without bodies and bodies without hearts. she comes out of cannons and shotguns and old victrolas. she comes from parasites with blue eyes and soft voices. she comes out from under the organ like a roach. she keeps coming. she’s inside of sardine cans and letters. she’s under your fingernails pressing blue and flat. she’s the signpost on the barricade smeared in brown. she’s the toy soldiers inside your head poking their lead bayonets. she’s the first kiss and the last kiss and the dog’s guts spilling like a river. she comes from somewhere and she never stops coming.
me, and that old woman: sorrow.
tattoo, wet hair and collar bone
when the skies opened
the day i want to hide away
American Museum of Natural History. The butterfly conservatory.
NYC. March 2013.
Worthing
Hello Autumn.
to see the world through a crystal eye
sometimes I look through the window to see if you're standing there
dedicated to the one who can break it and sew it back together
A day in Bristol