@my Dysfunctional Family💕

I'm gonna take my eyeballs out and step on them

Pls remember to stay safe, you're amazing, keep going💗

I wanna buy DVDs so bad

Me: *Binges literally all day*

My ed:

To all girls who think ana can solve your problems:

Please, don't do it

To all my new anas

For the love of god please turn back now

This isn’t a quick fix to your weight problem

This won’t help the way you feel about yourself

It will literally only make it worse

This is dangerous as fuck

Like you can actually fucking die

And today I felt like I was dying

My heart was pounding, and I was shaking violently. I didn’t have enough energy to get out of bed and when I stood up I’d nearly pass out.

I was laying in bed fucking sobbing because I’d rather be dead than physically feel like this

This problem is easily fucking solvable if I just ate

But I couldn’t because I was going to have pizza tonight

And even though I didn’t eat yesterday, and had less than 200 calories the day before, I still couldn’t bare to eat anything today because I would be forced to eat pizza with my family

Fucking pizza, a food I used to love, gives me fucking anxiety if there’s even a chance I’ll have to eat it. A food i used to love ruined by this godawful disorder, because all I can think about is how many calories are in a slice (but I have to eat 2 to keep away suspicious) and how greasy it is makes me want to puke

This is not a quick fix

This will not help you “gain control”

This will not give you discipline

But

This will give you anxiety

This will make you lie to the ones you love

This will make you absolutely hate yourself

With every ounce of your being

And if you go far enough

This will fucking kill you

Non vou publicar en inglés, GALEGO FOR THE WIN (non o falo ben)

Lola Lecomte, i miss her so much

nice personality. Who did u steal it from

I'll see the psychiatrist on Saturday

I'll see the psychiatrist on Saturday

I'll see the psychiatrist on Saturday

He's not gonna believe me when I tell him how I feel like, he's just gonna ask about med school and how I possibly have ADD. Idk doci feel lost in class but I also feel lost in life, like, I didn't feel like myself, but who am I at the end of the they but my thoughts and worries, my past and future, the way I can't trust people, not even those who are supposed to be there for me. I'm broken and I know there's something wrong with me

Tf is that supposed to mEan likeeeeee ?????????? JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY. We were kissing just now and-

I am not hiding anything. You're now welcome into my world, my vulnerabilities. I'm not trying to hide.