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What are y'all doing??

Pls check out Cavetown's new album:'(

help my children and i escape a abuser!!

paypal: imposterwarp@gmail.com

’m sure a lotta yall saw my past posts, but once again, some context read this

once more, i rly hate to ask for donations during this time, but i desperately need it!

unfortunately i had to spend a LOT for basic need, but the donations did save me in a way. i’m eternally grateful to you all

moving rn is a bit rough but we all need it and naturally the expenses i’ll need will be rather

I WILL DO COMMISSIONS, (and if you want, you can donate to any of these links at least 5 bucks, show me proof. i would l prefer to keep these commissions simple but if you donate a big amount, well we can talk in my DMs

but also keep in mind im desperately needing money to keep my kids happy and me not be miserable

EVEN IF YOU CANT DONATE, PLEASE BOOST!

i know we’re living in troubled times ans i didnt’ wanna do this during the protests, but my poor damn near 10 yr old and i are going nuts and highly frustrate.

if not for me, do it for these little sweeties

Ay no, que mala persona soy

I'll see the psychiatrist on Saturday

I'll see the psychiatrist on Saturday

I'll see the psychiatrist on Saturday

He's not gonna believe me when I tell him how I feel like, he's just gonna ask about med school and how I possibly have ADD. Idk doci feel lost in class but I also feel lost in life, like, I didn't feel like myself, but who am I at the end of the they but my thoughts and worries, my past and future, the way I can't trust people, not even those who are supposed to be there for me. I'm broken and I know there's something wrong with me

My blog is for:

Coping with my mental stuff

Getting my disordered thoughts out of me and not letting them eat me up inside

Seeing other ppl with similar issues to not feel so alone, possibly making friends with them so they don’t feel so alone

Making me not feel so crappy

My blog isn’t for:

× For promoting mental disorders

× Promoting self harm

× Putting others down

× Telling others to do what I do

To all girls who think ana can solve your problems:

Please, don't do it

To all my new anas

For the love of god please turn back now

This isn’t a quick fix to your weight problem

This won’t help the way you feel about yourself

It will literally only make it worse

This is dangerous as fuck

Like you can actually fucking die

And today I felt like I was dying

My heart was pounding, and I was shaking violently. I didn’t have enough energy to get out of bed and when I stood up I’d nearly pass out.

I was laying in bed fucking sobbing because I’d rather be dead than physically feel like this

This problem is easily fucking solvable if I just ate

But I couldn’t because I was going to have pizza tonight

And even though I didn’t eat yesterday, and had less than 200 calories the day before, I still couldn’t bare to eat anything today because I would be forced to eat pizza with my family

Fucking pizza, a food I used to love, gives me fucking anxiety if there’s even a chance I’ll have to eat it. A food i used to love ruined by this godawful disorder, because all I can think about is how many calories are in a slice (but I have to eat 2 to keep away suspicious) and how greasy it is makes me want to puke

This is not a quick fix

This will not help you “gain control”

This will not give you discipline

But

This will give you anxiety

This will make you lie to the ones you love

This will make you absolutely hate yourself

With every ounce of your being

And if you go far enough

This will fucking kill you

That was... Intense. Thank god, thank god, thank god. I might be falling. But i know it's sincère.

This make me happy:')

probably i just said it but i want to say it again:

- don’t apologise if you don’t know english.

- yes, english is the most common language on the internet but you are not forced to know it perfectly.

- your own language is beautiful.

- non-english people make a huge effort to write in English everyday on this website.

- support non-english people and don’t make them feel bad if they do not know English. 

- actually support all the languages.

- spread more language diversity on Tumblr.

thank you. 

I've been insecure since that "ohh, but if it was a comment about fucking you, you wouldn't be so mad" by one of those tinder girls. I'm afraid she'll leave me, even worse, she'll leave because I'm an easy girl and i never communicate

Recap

It's been some time... Right. So, i changed everything, because i made this profile when i was going through a rough time with my ed and sh problems, i was a teenager. A child. A literal baby.

I still got sh problems, but they've been better now, i have been way better than when i used to be around here. I'm not trying to go get my old ways again, because that's way dumber than just recycling this account as something else.

So, is nice meeting you all again, I'm Anne, and i am mentally ill.