To Wonho.

to wonho.

it’s been a long time since i’ve seen you & it’s honestly harder than i thought it’d be. no matter how long it’s been i still feel the same ache every single time i think about how you should be here smiling and laughing and whining and posting pics of tangerines at 2 o’clock in the morning.

but it’s your birthday today and you deserve to be celebrated always so that’s what i’m gonna do today (& everyday). you’ve always been exceptional at everything you do. dancing, singing, producing music, your passion always translates no matter what. you’re one of the most hard working people, everything you do, you give 100% and there’s really no one that could be a better role model than you.

bringing yourself up and taking care of your mum and getting to the stage you are today speaks volumes of your character. & you truly deserve all the love and adoration in the world. i have way too many favourite things about you and listing them fr would take way too much time but what i really admire the most is your heart and how kind and selfless and big it is.

mbbs joke all the time that your biggest muscle is your heart but it really is true and it’s amazing seeing such a man who wouldn’t hesitate to hurt himself to protect others. you’ve always displayed selflessness and maturity and it’s incredible how far you’re willing to go to protect those you love.

i truly believe no matter what you do, how you do it, you’ll always shine and you’ll always be bright and i look forward to how far you’ll go in the future. 

& the world truly has been horrible to you & you don’t deserve that. but as long as you know in monbebe’s eyes you’ll always be worth it. its been so long but we’re still here as always and will continue waiting for you to come back no matter how long it takes.

i hope you’ve been having happy days and you’ve been smiling and laughing and eating well and taking good care of yourself. i hope you’ve been less burdened and doing things you want to do away from the spotlight. i hope you’ve been surrounded by the love and care and adoration you deserve and you’ve been getting all the cuddles from bomi & yeoreum and you’ve been warm enough.

& i really hope you see all the projects and the care and the love monbebes have for you and you know that we’d never leave you and we’ll always be here. i really hope you know that you’re important to us and all the hard work you put into the team, all the selflessness and the perseverance, all the love you poured for mx and for mbbs we remember all of them and we are so grateful for you.

i believe in you as i’ve always done, since nuboyz, no mercy, debut and now. happy birthday and i can’t wait for your return.