I Just Ate....i Feel So Disgusting I Want To Go Throw Up..i Didnt Take My Antidepressants Today So Ehhhhh

AWWWW MY BABIES

these kitties keep coming under my window! i feed them everyday! theres even more of them! theyr used to me sometimes i pet them :33

i feel sick

everytime i eat something i feel so sick like i need to throw up oh my god i just can't eat its so hard

I need to lose 4 kilos.....but its so hard oh my god...

my another poem! My friend said I should post them but I'm scared because they are shitty asf anyways enjoy

Onion

An onion has layers, so many to peel,

but strip them too fast, and there's nothing to feel.

You can try to stack them, shove them inside,

but stripped of its soul, it cannot survive.

Does it burn? Do your eyes start to weep?

Do you see your mistakes, all buried so deep?

Or do you pretend, repaint the sky,

hiding the cracks with a colorful lie?

Forgiveness is hard when darkness remains,

when trust is just shadows and love leaves a stain.

Loneliness lingers, it pulls me back,

without you, I’d fall through the endless black.

A film-like romance, yet we’re just the cast,

acting for nothing, pretending to last.

Is this performance worthy of pride?

Or just a lie with nowhere to hide?

For you, it’s over, but I can't let go,

you broke me apart, then built me up slow.

I see you as savior, yet also my curse—

my healer, my ruiner, for better, for worse.

"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade

The principal invited my parents to school (again)

due to my absence...I can't go to school because of mental problems and bullying,but the school doesnt give a shit ofc...idk let me just rot in my bed

My mom forced me to eat..it took me 30 minutes to eat a banana..i want to throw up ew

i went out to touch some grass..

LOOK!!! COWS!!! :33

me and the voices in my head

RAAAAAAAAAAAH OMGGGG

My mom bought me a book by Junji Ito for my birthday!!!!!! lovesickness!! literally my fav work from him aaaaaa