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When you went to church after your mother gave you the biggest ass whopping.

Mum: "You're alright." :) Me, who literally got a whole baffet of ass whopping, having tears in my eyes:

[idk, i was kind of bored. dw, I respect my elders now. (god, I was such a little shit-)]

"C̶̼̓͘h̵̘͇̀i̴̟͈͛ĺ̴̠̰d̴͚͆͐ ̵̘͔̑ò̴̠͆f̵̤͙̿ ̶̫̀n̸̾͜ỏ̴̝̍t̷͓͔̉ḩ̸̳̈́ì̷̥̖n̴̨̚g̵̠̘̔̈́,̸̣͔͆́ what do you wish for, more than anything in the world?"

"God had one son on earth without sin, but never one without suffering." - St. Augustine

Note: Lol, this is based on a roleplay I was doing with a few friends of mine a couple of weeks ago. Not really proud of this art. Oh well 😅

Random Art Dump!!

I was bored lol.

+ My Oc; Keith Sanders :3

Bonus + apology?:

OMFG SJKDKFKDKD THEY ALL LOOK SO CUTE!! The art style is so freaking amazing

A while ago I remembered I had art that I never shared mostly because of it being mostly me figuring out how to draw different body types and messing around with lighting. And it WAS so long ago that I touched this game. I recently played the last bit of arc 5 and suddenly, lo and behold, I’m here and present once more. Might as well share something while I suffer trying to learn animation! :)

I was very hesitant to even post these when I first made them if I’m being honest— I wasn’t even sure if I was able to since these were all scenes drawn in my style.

I love this game so much—

Special Service Redraw in my style! (⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)

Tbh, I didn't even notice Genzou's face turning red until Iggy pointed it out lmao. 😅😂

Photo References:

"I wish I could make my friends this happy forever."

That scene hurt me.

When I first watched that scene. Read that text. Seeing how Iggy only wanted his friends to be happy, putting their wants and needs above his own, seeing how he only thinks about them...It made my heart ached. I didn't even notice that I was crying myself until I saw my keyboard getting wet lol.

After watching that scene, that aching in my heart and the confusion on why I cried didn't fade away. I think it took me about a week or two to know why. Maybe because I felt that familiarity and similarity of wanting to put others happiness before my own.

Before 2025, before finally breaking the walls I've created, I've always felt the need to put others happiness before my own. My family's and friends'needs and wants over my own that I forgot what I had wanted. Until I went to High School and reality punched me in the head. When my old friends drifted away, the connection I felt broke from my grasp. I was lost.

Lost, confused, scared and isolated for one and a half years. Pretending to be someone that they wanted me to be, hiding away the person with their own dreams. I've always been so fucking anxious on what my future will be, on what others think of me, and scared on what my friends think of me. It's hard to explain how I finally escaped on the cage I've built but I think the realisation that what I was doing isn't what I wanted but what others wanted me to be, finally broken the shell.

Now, I'm happy. Grateful for my life, grateful to be around people who understand and care about me for just being me, for understanding my own needs and wants, for putting up my weird ass humour.

I think the reason why that scene, that sentence, stabbed my heart was because I was just like Iggy. Wanting to please others, wanting his friends to be happy despite himself. I never thought that I would have a connection to Iggy. And I never read/played a visual novel that kissed a brick and bash into my heart repeatedly. Which, I meant was, I never played a visual novel that touched my heart...

I'm happy that Iggy got to find his own happiness and make his own choices.

I'm happy that I found my own happiness and made my own choices.

Life is precious. Cherish every single moment of it. Make your own choices. Find your own happiness. ♥️

Gosh. Our Wonderland really is an emotional rollercoaster. 🌹

new broomtail... 💕

i think this one is very sweet...

🟩 Webtoon

🌊 NamiComi

Who knew March would be such a busy Month?

Happy Birthday Gidget!!

HAAPAUY BDAY GIDGET

Small art to the...faceless smiley guy in the new Broomtail episode.

Now. I have some theories(Thoughts?) about the new episode and its brief flashbacks to Genzou's past.

1) The involvement of the Faceless Smiley Guy.

In this panel, there's a text that says; "I must perform a thorough examination". I'm assuming that it was the smiley guy that told Genzou that because afterwards, Genzou (I assumed) replied; "what did you do?"

The mysterious man seems to either be a 'doctor' or some 'scientist' or, what I like to call, false healers(people who lies about one's health for money and sells false medicine.)

In the background though, it seems like that Genzou had confronted the man either outside another place or his house(or maybe his mother's?).

2) The involvement of the Mystery Man of Genzou's Mother's death(?)

In this Panel. It seems that the 'examination' the Smiling man did was a downer. Maybe he didn't bother helping Genzou's mother, maybe the smiling guy did something to Genzou's mother to increase whatever illness she was going through, or something far worse that I don't want to write it on here.

But obviously, whatever the Smiling Guy done. Genzou was forced/felt the need to put his own mother out of her suffering. I'm guessing that Genzou mercy-killed his own Mother. In the panel below the imagery of the brief image of his mother, Genzou seemed hesitant. Was it Genzou's mother begging her own son to kill her? Maybe.

3). Is the Smiley Guy a Top Hat person.

I mean. Come on. Doesn't that guy gives off Top Hat vibes? The crazy smile, the small silk hair and the shirt collar??

I have a feeling that this mystery guy has a cocky personality due to that grin. I mean, I "studied" a few characters with grins/smirk/smiles on their face (constantly) and they end up to be that one cocky, sly, bastardly character.

But hey.

That's just a theory.

A Game Theory‼️

Ahem...uhm. My thumb slipped.

My predictions may be wrong but eh. :]

The latest Broomtail chapter

Yes. Hi. I really really REALLY need to talk about the latest Broomtail chapter. As you may know, we get to see a glimpse of Genzou's past through flashbacks he experiences. Perhaps the physical pian of his illness brings out the mental pain of his heavy backstory, so let's try to understand what's been going on.

One of the first things we see is this. A text that says "I must perform a thorough examination" accompanied with the image of someone smiling. Now, a few things may draw our attention, here. If the sentence is indeed connected to the character shown here, then there is a possibility that said character belongs to the medical field. They appear to be smiling in a really disturbing manner. The person's smile is too wide, the proportions feel odd and give off this creepy effect regarding their teeth. In fact, this reminds me of how Gidget, Orlam and Bucks's face expressions were unnaturally distorted in Wonderland (OW). This character, and potential doctor is likely meant to appear creepy, uncanny, and overall uncomfortable to look at in this specific picture. Perhaps they have bad intentions, or at least, that would be quite easy to assume. This hints at Genzou having some medical trauma and will likely make dealing with his illness even harder. (poor guy, seriously).

The second image shows a terrified Genzou. But look at him. Isn't he missing something? The scar on his eyes. This is a shot of him before he lost his eyesight!! The next sentence shown is a hesitant, half asked question : "Wh-what did you...?" implies the person asking that question is scared to even be asking it. Is scared of the answer. If this is related to the previous (potential doctor) character, then they seem to have done something that horrified Genzou.

Here is the next picture. A character, that to me looks shockingly similar to Genzou's mother is laying down, and doesn't seem to be in a good condition at all. If it is indeed Genzou's mother, then her hair is falling on her face and she appears to have splashes of something that looks like blood on her face. Her hair falling on her face would likely indicate that she is not in a state that's good enough for her to remove said hair. She is likely in a lot of pain, perhaps in the worst of cases, she is dead, or dying. If this is related to the likely doctor character from earlier, then perhaps she was a victim of medical malpractice, or she was straight up murdered. Who can tell, really? What's intriguing, however, is the text above that pleads "K-kill me..." Is Genzou's mother begging for her life to end? Or, could this be someone else.....?

The next image is of someone holding a gun, likely Genzou regarding the shape of the hand. He appears to be trembling, which is perfectly fitting to his current mood. Terrified and in pain. Something happened, where Genzou was trembling, holding a gun. Was he hesitating to shoot something or someone? Had he just shot something or someone and was regretting it? Underneath, the text reads "P-please..." which is yet again, another stuttering plea. We can likely say that this is the continuity of the previous one, and that the person asking to be killed is the same as this one.

And, here's the next image. A familiar, familiar face. Gidget, slaying their outfit, leaning on a doorframe. The text near them was likely said by them, regarding the change in tone. They are comparing themself to someone who they are referring to as "cowboy". Already, we can tell Gidget is a pretty important, yet painful part of Genzou's past.

Now this. This is where it gets EVEN MORE interesting. We get to see two intertwined hands, looking a lot like Gidget's and Genzou's. The implications of this could be that Gidget and Genzou were romantically involved with eachother at one point in this universe. That is a VERY interesting thing to explore, as it is not a dynamic that can be seen in any game of that universe. Sure, in Our Wonderland, Genzou seems a bit taken aback by Gidget's good looking appearance from the moment they start presenting themself as more masculine than before, but due to Gidget "forcing themself to be cis" (for lack of a better expression) for most of the game, this dynamic has not been explored before! And I must tell you I was NOT expecting that!! The text reads "You like the soft ones, don't ya?" which could be referring to a lot of things. But I think in this case, that it could specifically be referring to romantic partners, in which case, that is quite the flirty sentence on Gidget's account. Pair that with the memory of their intertwined hands and draw the conclusion you will....

The next image only further confirms this theory. Gidget is leaning into Genzou's ear, whispering "I can be soft..." which is, in my opinion, undeniably flirty. It also looks like their hand is tugging at his collar, or at the very least, pretty close from it. Gidget is also smirking in the picture, which only affirms this. However, the bottom text reads "or I can be..." and simply ends there. What else can Gidget be? And do we really want to know?

The next images are a sudden switch, a complete change in scenery. Genzou is still thinking of Gidget, but this is a completely different memory. Gidget isn't flirty anymore, they actually look rather angry. They are crouching near a lying Genzou and despite their face being hidden by the shadow of their hat, they are clearly disdainous. The text near them confirms the way Gidget feels. They are refusing to kill Genzou (which implies that the person pleading to be killed earlier on, was in fact Genzou from this specific memory, asking Gidget to end his life) and claim that they have gone through so much together (potentially confirms the theory of them being exes in this universe). Gidget is clearly upset by something Genzou has done and the bottom text confirms that they think Genzou deserves to feel guilty about it, which he definitely seems to. The bottom image also reveals that this is the memory of Genzou losing his eyesight. There is blood on his eyes, in the exact place where his scar currently is. Genzou is scared, terrified and he is crying. He regrets something he has done, he feels guilty and he has just turned blind. He is in so much pain that he is asking Gidget to end his life. And Gidget? They are so angry at him for what he has done that they refuse to put an end to his misery, and claim they want his guilt to make him suffer.

Here, Gidget mentions "the weight of his sins" and him being dragged "straight down to hell". It is unclear whether they are referring to a literal hell, as this is a very religious time period, (and well, Genzou has a lot to regret and furthermore, he is gay...) or whether they are referring to a metaphorical hell, which is what he is DEFINITELY going through.

The last image reveals Genzou, still lying on the floor. The blood is still on his face, he is staring into the sky, which he likely cannot see anymore. Here it can be seen that there is a gun near his hand. And his gun holder on his belt is empty. Genzou is right handed, and the gun is near his right hand. Regarding the earlier image of him trembling while holding a gun, this raises questions. Did he shoot himself in the eyes? If so, was that his actual intent? Because he doesn't seem to enjoy being blind. Or are there still key elements we're missing... On this last image, we can also clearly see that Gidget is gone, and Genzou is lying here ALL ALONE. The text reads "Don't leave me..." implying a fear of abandonment, especially after he has just lost one of his senses. But Gidget is gone. So is his eyesight. And he feels guilty about something. And his gun, his gun means something important as well. I have much to bet that THIS is the most embarrassing moment in his godforsaken life. He's all alone. He's vulnerable and exposed. He can't see anymore. He has no one anymore. And he is so guilt ridden he doesn't feel worthy of love anymore. The most embarrassing moment in Genzou's godforsaken life.

What I like the most about this chapter is that he starts focusing on that fear of being left alone, right as the image transitions to his present sick self. And Iggy being back. Ready to help and support him. You likely have medical, religious and abandonment trauma, Genzou. But Iggy will never leave you.

Anyway, does anyone think I missed anything? Those are just silly theories, I'm sure Carrot is cooking some delightful story as we speak and I can't wait to see more of it!!

W.I.P

A small project(video series???) I'm planning to do! Will it drain my phone's life? Yes. Will it hurt my fingers? Yes.

But will it make you laugh? Honestly, I don't know but I DO KNOW IT'LL MAKE YOU CRINGE!

UPDATE: I switched to Kinemaster due to problems on Capcut.

update: i finished all the drawings and timings and am very happy with how it turned out 🤭

now i will just need to color everything, figure out what to do with the bgs, and polish up the design...

this week's broomtail is up! 🐎 but it's a bit of a painful one... 😥

genzou wakes up to find iggy gone and proceeds to have an existential crisis...?! will iggy return in time with help 😭

you can read it on:

🟩 Webtoon

🌊 NamiComi

Why are you crying, Iggy? You're going to win! 😂

With dire consequences, of course. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Hello!

I am, JinksyWeirdo! Here, I mostly make contents about Our Wonderland, Easter or other fandoms which mostly includes either my sketches or bad humour posts! >:3

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DELETED ARC 5 SCENE⁉️

(obviously this is a joke post)

I was watching Steven Universe and thought of this. Yes, the video is short and VERY cringe. I laughed, cried and cringed while making this.

{My favourite drawings that I had drew for this video}

Reference:

Who knew drawing Iggy's hair is a pain? ;_;

Omg, It's CATS DAYYYY YAYYYY!!! :D

*Catified the group*

I was quite bored and decided to draw them as cats after seeing Carrots post.

Can you tell that I'm bad at drawing cats? Also hate colouring?

And my laptop died before I could even replay the near-ending Cutscene of Our Wonderland on Arc 5.

Sigh.