Blood On My Wrist, I Wanna Die (I Couldn't Resist I Just Had To. I Said Only One Cut And Got Carried

One thing that is unique and what you prolly didn't know about me is i have naturally elf ears ♡

I've been feeling weird today, not broken, not happy, just odd, i came home and ran to my room crying really bad. I calmed down and apologized? To myself and others not sure why maybe because of my odd feelings today, i got told i was rude, selfish, messed up, retarded ect and went back to my room and cried again saying I'm sorry to myself over and over then touched myself for comfort but then regret it feeling ashamed then went to sleep. BTW I threw up, i didn't eat much today, but to get off the weight, me, haha! Also did a bit of workout. Good night♡

It's prolly because you are cooler then me

Open up the door. Can you open up the door ?

Im on the cold floor

Don't you just look at food and go EUGGHHHHH🤢🤮

#anorexia #feeling

I so bad wish I was on hormones/testosterone. I want that beautiful male voice i hate staying quiet and trying to deepen my voice i hate this voice i want a adams apple to show my neck off. I hate living in this fantasy that I am, I hate taking medication that makes me think it's testosterone. I hate cutting my chest/genitalia and trying to sew it. I hate crying myself to sleep every night hoping i die and be the boy i am in heaven or somewhere else. I truly hate myself. #vent

Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry

What hurts to is that I planned a family with them but now it's gone. I will need time to heal but I kinda need a guide and some sort of motivation to help me move forward and to have a better relationship with that person. 4/8/24

#help

AH YEAH! KEEP THOSE THINSPO'S COMING IM FEELING IT!

Welcome to the losers club!~♡♡♡

You'll float too! 🎈🤡 we all float down here

My heart burns there too❤️‍🔥

Beep beep Richie~

Hiyo silver away! 🚲