Now Imagine Me Having Eros Conjunct Venus Who Also Conjuct Chiron, And Also Having Pluto Conjunct Sun

“Listen to me: If we are truly meant to be, then we will find our way back to each other. It’s as simple as that.”

— Dawson’s Creek

Hey!

is eros square lilith in synastry bad?

i don't think there are bad aspects in astrology, but square is definitely hard to deal with if one of them or both are immature or unevolved. if you overcome the differences, eros square lilith creates a great sexual compatibility and attraction that teaches each other a lot in this field and also discovering each other's dark side in a dynamic way. if you can't handle the differences there will be a lot of friction and fights because of this.

Jennifer’s Body (2009) Black Swan (2010) Gone Girl (2014) The Witch (2014) The Neon Demon (2016) The Love Witch (2016) Suspiria (2018) Hereditary (2018) X (2022)

omggggg i have like: sun at 24° degree, aquarius venus in the 7H, 10H mars, moon at 28° degree, mars at 8° degree, leo rising, sagittarius sun, 5H sun/merc/pluto and gemini moon LIKE WHAT??? according to this post i'm the new adriana lima but in reality i'm not that pretty but anyways i'm feeling appreciated ngl <3333

💘Beauty indicators💘

Part 1.

Okay so before we get started I just wanted to say that this is based on my research. So if it doesn’t resonate with you then I’m sorry.👐🏽

• Inner planets at 12 degree or in Pisces

• Aquarius venus

• Venus in the 7H

• Capricorn placements especially venus/rising

• Sun/moon at 19 degree

• Aries moon

• 10H placements especially moon & mars

• 18/22 degrees in inner planets/rising

• Cancer/4H placements and degrees in inner planets/rising

• Scorpio/8H placements and degrees in the inner planets

• Leo rising

• Sagittarius sun/moon

• 9H placements

• 5 degree/5H placements

• Gemini placements especially sun and mars

• Venus at 27 degree

• Virgo/6H mars

wow, pile 3 really intense

Letter From Your FS/Soulmate

18+ language.

Hello hello hayyyllooooooooo again welcome to yet another PAC reading I’m feeling like these FS has something to say and I’m going to play translator today to get a quick letter from them. Inhale, Hold & Exhale for 4 seconds each. Now that you’re centered Choose between these photos and delve into your reading! Remember!!! This is a GENERAL reading soo take what resonates and let the rest roll off to someone else okay? Okay! Begin! These images I colored in! Not drew from coloring book apps! Oh and as requested a new video teaser has been added below my single is dropping in 7 days!!!!! Eeeep I’m excited to share it with y’all along with these messages.

I love doing the collective messages so scroll down for a a few collective messages from our FS/Soulmates/Destined person. Just the collective energy of our other halves.

Also each pile is associated with an emoji so you can chose the emoji that you match with or the image.

Pile 1 🪽

Pile 2 🌸

Pile 3 ❤️

Pile 4 😠

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PILE 1

“I’ve been seeing you in my dreams! A lot lately! I wish I could pull you out of my dreams all I pull out are my nightmares! I really love dreaming about you. Kissin you, holding you, etc. we just gotta make it babe, too real for me not to believe that you’re coming. Goddess and God reunited. That sounds good right??? Well get ready because it’s happening sooner than you think! I am hella excited to be so close to holding you, talking to you, looking at you in person, gear up! ( okay so p1 your fs/soulmate or whatever tf you feel you need to call them is letting some of y’all know that meeting is close, as I was pulling from other messages cards it kept coming out but I put it Bacc, let’s see if it came back out as y’all know I’m discovering the messages either y’all as I’m typing it so idk what messages came out besides what I just typed lol let’s keep going). I know that you’re not some helpless person in distress, I adore your strength & dominance. You’re a powerful empress/emperor, and I just want to dominante by your side! I’m giving you the world, no doubt about it so get ready cos your emperor/empress is on his/her/our way to you and I’ve got some gifts and luxuries for you as tribute cos you deserve it. ( okay so for some cos I’m hearing half and half, some of your FS/soulmates are loaded, they have got lots of money others have money just not as much as the other half they aren’t struggling financially and they will be gifting you, yassss even if you’re a man and looking for a woman she has money and she loves to spoil you, don’t be emasculated or embarrassed or nothing, we love to spoil our men toooooooo)! My Goddess/God, I worship the air you breathe, the ground beneath your feet, you are the reason I am still holding on, you’re my religion angel, I’ll get on my knees and pray to you more than I pray for myself! You’ve lifted me up, let me repay you with my love. Make me yours. (Your Fs/soulmates adore you! They’ve had it hard. I feel like there is no love in their life or they’re around a lot of bitter people who shit on love so they have a bad idea of it, they may not have really believed in love or that there’s anyone out there for them. They stumbled across you spiritually, idk for some dreams, for some are signs and shit that point to them having love out there and it’s really hard for them to believe in their happiness and I feel like it’s the same for you guys in P1 I’m the same! Don’t feel anyway, again we live in a society that GLAMORIZES & GLORIFIES heartbreaks, hating love, sleeping around with no intention of falling in love with the person, getting used and being used, all about the “bag” and all that low vibrational energy so that’s pretty much the mentality of our society, don’t feel bad that you’ve fell into that as well! They did! They are trying to believe in you, in love & it’s time for you guys to do the same, love & adore yourselves because you have it coming so treat yourself the way you know this person will treat you). Believe it or not, my love for you is already deep as the oceans, we share a spiritual bond, which WILL manifest in the 3D for us. Our connection to each other is unbreakable, we’re destined to find each other, over and over, endlessly falling in love with each other. Becoming one! Beating the odds stacked up against us winning our battles! Believe it or not babe it’s true and it’s happening. I’ve been watching you for a minute. In secret just admiring you in cowardly admiration and lust. I promise to make my move, I really promise! I'm building up my strength and courage. I’ve seen you though, and I’m head over heels (a few not all). Always checking up on you secretly praying that you talk to me one day. I don’t do this. I don’t do love or relationships I’m not into commitment, but with you? I want to try! Im a fool in love with you. Will you have me”?

“You’ve casted a spell on me, imprinted on my soul, you’re like a part of my cosmic dna. Since the beginning of my time you’ve been in my heart I yearn and crave for you, you’re my other half and I’ll never be fully at peace until you’re in my life, we’re eternally binded so you should know I’ve got a spell on you too. I’ve been stressed tf out lately been partying to distract myself, I just been feeling weighed down lately, you make sure to eat! Just because I’m spiraling doesn’t give you an excuse to go and Fucc up! Take care of yourself. I need you here. You made me love you, you have to pay, by being mine. You’re just like me, I see a lot of myself in you. I feel understood and seen with you! Damn! I know I’ve got it bad for you! You don’t have to tell me. I pray you don’t forget about me, I can’t lost you. You need to know that you’re ready for whatever is about to happen! Open your heart, mind and arms for those opportunities coming your way! I’m obsessed with you! I think about you all the time! I’m so into you! Shit is driving me bonkers! I just want you! YOU YOU! Now I deadass worship your existence! The fact that you’re alive is all I need to be the happiest person ever to live, because you live, I live”.

See you soon

FS/Soulmate!

Extra Little Messages from them:

I LOVE YOU -Remember that! (They’re obsessed with you and I don’t think you believe in this connection much well they can feel that).

“I think I’m cursed”.

“All I need is one more chance at Love, OUR chance”.

“So you’re just gonna runaway when shit gets rough? Let’s work this out”.

“Ring do you hear me calling”?

“I was cheated on & taken advantage of I’ll never fall for that again”!

Scroll to the bottom for your collective messages.

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Pile 2

“You’re a siren! Your voice is so alluring & soothing to me it brings me so much comfort and peace. You pull me in, I’m hooked! You caught me! So now I gotta get you trapped and stuck with me, I can listen to you talk, laugh, hell and scream all day you’re so funny and full of energy and life! Stay you!!!! I know that you feel abandoned, alone, betrayed and misunderstood! I’m sorry that you do that shit sucks! I feel the same, know that I see you! I will NEVER EVER leave you or betray you! With me, you’d never be or feel alone ever again but can you promise me the same. (Your FS/Soulmate seems to have abandonment issues or maybe you guys do, learn how to be alone before entering any type of relationship in my opinion). What’s your heart made from? You’ve seen so much darkness and yet give off so much light. It’s incredible and inspiring! You’re too good to be true! I mean that! Way too good for me. Yet you probably see me with the light that you have within you??? Where have you been all my life??? I need to find you! I’m being just as impatient as you, I think even more than ever more!!! I’m looking for your ass actively I’m coming. Trust and believe that! The type of monster that I am, you could never love me. I’ve done some things that make me unlovable, an Angel like you, loving a demon like me? Nah! It’s not possible, I do dream that you will though. I know the reality so why am I even fooling myself? (Eww major sad girl/boy vibes, sorry the eww was a bit harsh but that’s why they’re impatient they don’t like being alone which makes them the worst kind of person to be with in my opinion. They need more time to heal for sure, they need to learn how to be alone!!!!! I’m thinking so do you). Goddess and God reunited, I like the sound of that, how about you? How would you feel to know that we would be meeting sooner than you think? I mean it makes me so happy to know that very soon I’ll be holding you, kissing you, hugging you tight and calling you mine! Gear up baby cakes it’s happening! (Well then). I’ve given my all to my career. I made it! I’m successful and I’ve got my money but yet I still feel so empty and unfulfilled. (This is why they hate being alone, they’re probably NEVER alone, they got success people probably mooch off them I heard, the word mooch). What is it? What am I missing??? It’s you. It’s always been you. You’ve showed me that life isn’t just about making money, don’t get it twisted I’ll still make tons of money, but now I have you to spoil with it, don’t run from it either, lemme provide for you. Speaking of providing, are you taking care of yourself? Eat, sleep, relax repeat? You’re stressing about someone or something & you need to chill, let the chips fall how they fall! I don’t want my baby falling down or getting hurt. Not if if can help it watch yourself okay take a break. You make me feel so romantic, I’m unleashed and emotionally set free. Prepared to be swept off your feet. Prince/Princess/Royal Charming don’t got nothing on me baby. Just let me cater to you. Take care of you. This isn’t our first time doing this! TRUST, we got this! I’m so into you, I’m head over heels, all I want is you, only you! I just wanna scream you!!!! I’m the one who’ll fight for you will KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT that I want you! I want us! I am going to be yours! Nothing and NO ONE is stopping or delaying that! (They’re very motivated and determined to find you, which makes me think they’re going to do the work needed or they will begin too)! I’m not thinking, feeling, fucking or dating anyone, all I do is think about you! You’ve consumed me! I’m all about you! I’m obsessed & I couldn’t be prouder man you’ve possessed me and I must have you forever! (Jeez like pile one your FS worships you but it’s a different vibe your FS is hella determined. If you feel pulled to 1 read it). You made me love you! You have to deal with those consequences and make me yours for a lifetime. I voluntarily offer myself to be shackled to you.

Your FS/Soulmate

Extra Messages

“You’re the music in me. (HSM vibes, maybe hear that song Gabriella and Troy version)”.

“ I plan on helping you with your career.

“Please don’t ignore me it breaks my heart”.

“I plan to put a ring on that finger, that’s a promise”!

“My Life Is A Mess”.

Scroll to the bottom for your collective message.

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Pile 3

“I’ve been on the edge lately! Getting closer and closer to the brink of losing it! I’m trying to stay strong, kicking back from everyone and everything, getting my head back in straight. It’s been a roller coaster of shit at each turn and I’m ready to get the fuck off this ride, I need a fucking break. I’ve been ignoring myself for too long. You’ve cast a spell on my soul! You’re apart of my spiritual dna 🧬. Since the beginning of my existence you’ve lived in my heart. I crave for you! I watch over you (their higher selves their referring too) I pray for you more that I pray for my damn self! You’re my other half. I will never be at peace til you’re in my life. I think I put a spell on you too. I’ve been lurking in the background observing and just watching you, I promise to make a move soon I really do, working on it. I’m building up the courage and my strength, I’ve seen your face though and I’m head over heels. Always checking up on you like a coward hoping and praying you talk to me. I’ve been seen you in my dreams a lot lately, I wish I could pull you out of my dreams, cos all i seem to be pulling out are living nightmares. I love dreaming about you, kissing you and calling you mine! Baby I know we just gotta make it. (For some I feel your FS maybe a secret admirer, a friend or something you know or work with, or they can just be online and they saw you, or through the dreams either way they know what you look like in some way). Believe it or not, my love for you is as deep as the ocean! Yes already! We share a deep emotional connection which will manifest in the 3D for us! (like pile one you guys may be doubting if love is manifesting for you or coming). Our connection to each other is unbreakable, we’re destined to find each other over and over again, lifetime after lifetime, endlessly falling in love with each other. Becoming one! Beating the odds against us! Believe that or not it’s happening. I wake up thinking about you, throughout my fay, before I go to bed, I’m taking about you! You raid my thoughts and not having you in my life yet seems like a fucking curse! I wonder what you’re up too, where you’re staying? Who you’re with? Are you happy? Do you think of me? Shit like that also what it’ll be like when we’re together straight bliss!!! Morticia & Gomez Addams don’t got nothing on me and you babe! I’d die for you, I’d kill for you! I pledge my undying loyalty to you! No one else’s got me the way you do! Forever linked by passion & love. Our love has its own trope, no need to compare ourselves…. We’d win win always. I need to find you! It’s not just a want it is a NEED! I am feeling so empty and unfulfilled, I just KNOW that meeting you will complete me. I know it cuz I feel it. You do too. Lately shit has been hard! I’ve been staying out late, drinking & partying to distract myself from all the BULLSHIT around me! I just need a break, I’ve been weighed down alot lately! I just want you to let me cater to your every need and want! To be the hero you deserve. Make sure to eat! Take care and don’t neglect yourself! Don’t worry about me! YOU GOT ME!! You never have to question that, EVER! Do I got you though? Well if I do, make sure to eat and stay replenished for me. You’re so fire! I mean it! You’re out this damn world! Your spirit team is keeping certain things hidden for a reason just trust.

Take care of yourself love.

Your FS/Soulmate ❤️

Extra Messages.

“I Want Only Your Lips Kissing On My Tattoos”.

“I’m not able to think straight right now”.

“Not like any love story, one of our very own”.

“There’s something keeping us apart”.

“Close your eyes and you can see me”.

Scroll to the bottom for your collective messages.

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P4 (This emoji was chosen with my eyes closed don’t blame me 🤷🏽‍♀️).

“I live for your sense of humor! You’re my own personal comedian. You keep my ass in tears, holding my stomach! Your so hilarious, you make me feel ten times better all the time, you never miss a beat. You’re loud and I love that animated nature! You’re so bomb! Your playfulness is so hot to me, bring your silly ass here and kiss me. (Well I first off love that they love your personality, maybe you’ve been shunned for it??). Couldn’t ask for a better beginning to my day, ending to my night or brighter joy in my life than spending everyday with you. Waking up to you, sleeping with you, kissing you, holding your hand just living life with you, I look forward to that! Hell even fighting, arguing and being mad at you! I want it all with you the ups and downs the turnarounds all of that! With you only! Are you taking care of yourself? Giving yourself breaks, eating, because it seems like you’re stressing over something or someone and I want you to cut it out! Let things happen the way they’re supposed to. Just watch yourself okay? I wish I could be there with you but my life right now is in HELL! I mean merciless warfare honestly! I can’t even begin to describe the stress I’m under! The ENDLESS BULLSHIT FUCC! I need to run! I wish I can run to you! I KNOW only you can make me feel better! Ugh but you’re not here yet, all good, I got my thoughts of you for now though. Guess what??? You’ve seen me before. Not only in dreams but in actual life. Yeah you already know who I am already. Why don’t you believe?? Cos you seen me first? Soooooo??? It’s me, you know the deal and the truth about that, so please just trust and believe! Not just your ancestors and guides want you to believe and have faith, I do too. I don’t do this you know? The whole shebang of love and commitment, not my thing but, I want to try! I’m a fool in love with you. Will you have me? Will you make me yours? Just take me! You won’t regret it. You know this goes without saying but I love you! With a BURNING passion! You’re the person I plan to marry and spend the rest of my life with I’m not letting you slip past me! EVER! Just in case you needed to know that! I will fight tooth and nail to show & convince you. I know you’ve been let down before. With me, that all ends. (I feel like with you know them or of them already if you’ve seen them and dreamt of them romantically chances are you know who I’m referring too so this is confirmation, if not then I feel like you’ve seen them in dreams or maybe you’ve met them but didn’t notice them, or recognized them, if neither carry on, this is just confirmation for those who needed it). This hurts but, It’s okay for you to date and have fun. Don’t feel bad, I’m not going anywhere put yourself out there and enjoy yourself. Lol not to much fun though because I’m going to need you to bring your fine ass here by me! Soon enough! Don’t forget because when you doubt I pout, remember to have faith! In us! Know we deserve this love! We’re about to meet and greet so gear up! (I feel some of you guys are about to meet them or finally talk to them/they’ll finally talk to you). Get excited! I AM! I’m inexplicably & obsessively attracted to you, you’re so fuccin hot! I’m drooling 🤤. Not just your looks either! I’m so pulled to you as a human! A soul! NEVER GET IT TWISTED THOUGH! I think you’re fine as hell and I will need to be physically pulled off you, I keep telling you I’m not letting you slip away, you’ll believe me soon enough. I’m thinking about getting head from you though 🤷🏽‍♀️/ 🤷🏾‍♂️. I’m craving that talented mouth! I just pray that you don’t forget me please! I can’t lose you! I WON’T! I promise to god I won’t let you slip away. (This to me feels like this person had the chance and blew it to talk to you, or you guys had a chance to meet but because of freewill maybe missed that chance, another chance is coming soon this pile to me is the most likely to meet their FS/soulmates the soonest! Calm down and keep doing the work because it’s working).

Your FS/Soulmate 🍊

Extra Messages.

“I’m Already in Love with You”

“There’s Something Keeping Us Apart” (p3 got this maybe if you were feeling pulled to it it was only for the messages part)

“I got money, let me spoil you with it”.

“I wish you were here right now”.

“I finally understand what it’s like to fall in love with your best friend”.

Scroll to the bottom for your collective messages.

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Welcome to the collective messages, I will only gather a few messages since we’ve already picked our piles and I’m sure we’re over the messages already but this is just to get the divine energy of our counterparts, yes our energies are different and our own but there’s a similiar energy that’s going around, and it’ll affect everyone differently but that still doesn’t change the fact that there’s some collective energy happening, anyways hope that made sense let’s see what our counterparts want to say, to some it’s confirmation to others, new energy and facts.

Messages:

“Please don’t ignore me it breaks my heart”. (Some of us are ignoring our FS/Soulmates, I’m hearing not believing, just not having faith or believing that love isn’t for you).

“I’m fucking lost babe” (A lot of the collective seems frustrated and under a lot of stress, this is a sign for us to take it easy, the majority of us needs to take a fucking break and just stop stressing and just surrender).

“You’re far too good for someone like me”

“You’re so lovable, remember that” (again this is making me feel like a lot of us in the collective aren’t taking care of ourselves and not giving ourselves the credit and love we deserve and our FS/soulmates can feel that and they don’t like it, remember treat yourself the way you want to be loved or the way you see or read this person will love you, use these readings as guidebooks on how to love yourself, you’ll feel better and it’ll manifest your person too).

“Something is happening now” (idk what this means but for some people a shift of some kind is happening, I’m hearing confirmation some of you may have gotten to gear up in your piles so maybe this is the confirmation as well). Gear up! (Transformation central, sorry I had more to say 🤷🏽‍♀️)

“My ex is sniffing around”. (Ugh, just ugh, I don’t even have the stomach to explain how wacc this is too me, the fall back to the ex game, not my bag or my tea and I hate that some of our FS/ soulmates are into that nasty wacc shit, eww NOT A FAN).

“I’ve seen your face & now I can’t forget about you”.

“Ring do you hear me calling? (They are sending signs and symbols and shit to communicate maybe even dreams, just pay attention basically they’re saying).

“The struggle is real”. (TUH AIN’T IT THO??? Sorry had to empathize, I felt this message).

“I just want you to let me take care of you”.

“You are the music in me”. (Some of you guys are connected by music, Disney music, just music in general, or some of you or them may be artists, hey I’m one eeep, maybe one of y’all is my FS?? …….Nah okay Fucc it! Anyways yeah you guys listen out for music lyrics that pop into your head tho Frfr those are messages from them to you personally).

“So you’re just gonna runaway when shit gets rough?? Let’s work this out!!! (So this message I feel is for the runners and the ones who get scared and leave the first sight of an issue ahem calling myself out ahem. It’s time to learn how to ground yourselves guys! How can you want commitment when you can’t even commit?? Yes that’s a question to myself as well, see we’re all learning here!!!! Our FS/soulmates don’t like that and they themselves real shit shouldn’t have to deal with or commit to that either 🤷🏽‍♀️).

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Hope you guys enjoyed it let me know if you guys like the collective messages at the end, or the emoji’s attached to the images to choose from! Reblog, comment, or don’t 🤷🏽‍♀️ just prepare your self and scroll down

Now

As

Promised!!!

The FINAL TEASER BEFORE THE SINGLE RELEASE JULY 14th!!!!!

Ticc tocc ⏰

pile V :(

𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃

𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒔𝒉 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓

the piles go from top left to right. so, african violet is pile i, pastel lilac is pile ii, and so on and so forth.

take the time to close your eyes, breathe, and meditate on the PAC prompt, then open your eyes and let your guides lead you to the pile for you. i hope you enjoy, and please let me know if it resonates with you! my ask box is open [even to anonnies]).

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Deep" by Big Sean (feat. Lil Wayne)

"Black Cat Nero" by Ateez

"Everlasting Love" by Fifth Harmony

"Neighbors" by J. Cole

Signs:

"this is my last straw"; "i can't do this anymore"; "why do people think this about me?"; "what did i even do?"; "so much for that"; someone with light hair (ie. strawberry blonde, honey blonde, could be bleached recently); someone who is a social butterfly or around social butterflies usually; screen time; movies; tall (in height or in thoughts and beliefs); nurturer; green; you could be drawn to my profile picture and page because of the green

Reading:

the people choosing this pile are looking for hope during a time where they feel very anxious and possibly even lonely. you might feel as if you've been struggling and fighting for a long time and don't feel that you can go on any longer. although you feel this way, your harsh truth is that you have to keep going and fighting until the bitter end. no one else can help you complete this breakthrough and gain the self-confidence and skill that will be learned from this treacherous time. other people can't take on this burden for you - it has to be done by you.

you're meant to feel isolated right now because old bonds are being broken and disintegrated while new ones are being crafted. you likely feel like you're going through a bad luck period; you might feel disillusioned with life and disappointed. one way you can overcome this is by no longer looking back on the past and worrying about what would've or should've been. all of that has already been done and whatever has happened can't be taken back. now is the time to take actions towards a new future and seek your own truth for the present moment rather than dwelling on the past. that's when your luck will renew.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Superstar" by Shinee

"Destruction" by Piri (feat. Kold-Blooded)

"Hold On" by H.E.R

"Out Of Control" by The Boyz

Signs:

"i wanna be free"; "don't take me for granted"; "i'm only hurting me"; "perfect control"; "he left us all behind"; "you promised"; air signs (gemini, libra, aquarius); relationship problems; "what happened to the plan we had"; monolingual; someone in the field of science and technology; astronomy; planter/green thumb; non-committal; someone is cheating; "whoopsie"; petite/small (could be thoughts or physical size)

Reading:

there's a lot of anger in the people that chose this pile. you might naturally be generous towards others and be the type of person to give your last when you have none. you gain a lot from being this generous and helpful towards others. one harsh truth you need to hear is that everyone isn't your friend, so stop continuing to be overly helpful when people have shown their intentions towards you. you're not obligated to save and help everyone you come across. stop following in the footsteps of tradition and allowing people to take your kindness for granted.

at this current point in time, someone is manipulating you because you're allowing them to. you know that they are because you've recently started feeling more upset than usual - that's because your inner and higher self know that you're downplaying your worth and allowing yourself to be walked all over. it's time to break the precedent you've set and create a new one. when you allow this anger to be heard and seen, people will recognize it and you will begin feeling at peace again. make the decision and follow through with actions to show your seriousness and relieve yourself of the anger you feel before it hardens and turns into greed and a lack of willingness to help others at any point.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Bills, Bills, Bills" by Destiny's Child

"Mo Money (Interlude)" by J. Cole

"Who Says" by Selena Gomez

"You Don't Know Me" by Ariana Grande

Signs:

"i wouldn't wanna be anybody else"; "i'm sure you've got some things you'd like to change about yourself"; "you don't know where i've been"; "you think you know, but you have no idea"; "they don't understand"; someone is science and technology; someone planning on changing the future of society; someone with a heart for humanity; empath; self employment; seemingly no direction; spontaneity; "just winging it tbh"; 30s; medium or dark hair (ie. black, jet black, raven black)

Reading:

first, if you also felt drawn to pile i go read it first. pile i and you have similar topics in that both of you currently feel insecure and might even be feeling like you have imposter syndrome. you're thinking "am i even good enough to do what it is i'm being told to"? "why do people view me in this way when i'm nothing like that?". despite this, there's also a little voice in your head and/or heart that gives you hope and is giving you insight from afar even if you feel it's hard to interpret or understand. your harsh truth is that your anxiety and shortsightedness is what's holding you back from seeing the light. you need to have confidence in yourself because without it you will falter and never feel good enough. other people's compliments and encouragement will mean nothing until you give them to yourself.

this may come as a surprise to some of you - fame and recognition is in your future, but you know the idea of "you never know what's happening behind closed doors"? when you receive this limelight, you will never feel satisfied with what you're doing and your accomplishments until you praise yourself for what you've done. the most meaningful gifts and compliments must come from yourself or else all the others are just words and material things. you can't allow self-pity and depression allow you to not see yourself for the gem and unique person you are. you deserve to see the beauty in yourself. freeing yourself from needing others' compliments and instead giving them to yourself will free you from your current stress.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐕

Shufflemancy:

"No Scrubs" by TLC

"Blow The Whistle" by Too Short

"Run" by Otis Kane

"pride.is.the.devil" by J. Cole (feat. Lil Baby)

Signs:

"pride is the devil.. i think it got a hold on me"; "pride is the reason for the dichotomy"; "stop"; "i get breathless"; screen time/movies; work; social butterfly; little miss/mister perfect; "everything i touch turns to gold"; sexual frustration/release; not self employed; working for a big company; striving for recognition and overwhelming success; medium or dark hair (ie. brown, brunette, mousy brown); skillful; jack of all trades; (former) procrastinator; "one less problem"; "this is the come up"

Reading:

the people choosing this pile are hard workers willing to do anything in order to achieve their wants and dreams. you have a strong willpower and mind set that enables you to be successful often. you'll continue to work until you're on your last leg and suffering both mentally and physically. you don't allow others to help you even when you need it. your harsh truth is that you're so oblivious it hurts. you need to re-evaluate what you're doing and the track you're heading down as a result of your actions and instincts. you're leading yourself down a path where plans will get canceled either because of event issues or because of personal health issues. you know the saying "if you don't take a break your body will force you to take one"? that's the path you're currently working towards. this will eventually lead you to feelings of gloom and self-doubt. you'll think that this path isn't for you or your beliefs are wrong when in reality, you're just working too hard. you are on the right path, but even those following the correct way need breaks.

remember to look for and enjoy the little parts of life. if you're so focused on meeting the next goal/the next finish line, then you'll never appreciate it when you meet the one you were striving for last time. you'll always be on the search for the next best thing, and you'll end up never being satisfied which would be unfortunate because blessings and luck are intrinsically linked to you. do all things in moderation and change the current way you view your reaching of goals in order to have true satisfaction.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕

Shufflemancy:

"Jealous" by Kehlani feat. Lexii Alijai

"Superstar" by Shinee

"My Name Is" by Eminem

"Attention" by Charlie Puth

Signs:

12:11; "i can't just invest in shit"; "i see right through it"; "if this is the way it is, don't even put me through it"; "you just want attention"; "i know that dress is karma, perfume regret"; sexual expriences/first time; intelligence; mystery; hidden enemies; hidden intentions; science and technology; computer science; tall (in height); skillful; high position; travel and adventure; air sign (libra, gemini, aquarius); "i suck at letting go"; age gap; "die a little bit"; "i wanna be prepared; just in case"; "come my way"

Reading:

so many many messages came out for this pile, so you could be the most confused about your current life situation, or you're being oblivious to signs being sent to you. you're naturally in tune with the divine feminine, your emotions, and your intuition. you're such an original with rich skill and the resources to succeed (even if you don't feel you do). new beginnings are at the tip of your future, and you're staring at them in awe, but the inner feelings you harbor towards prior experiences that have turned sour keeps them from reaching you like you expect. it's like you want revenge against those that have wronged you. by the way, if you were drawn to pile ii, please go read it! i feel that some people overlap between that pile and this one. your harsh truth aligns with theirs in that you can't let prior experiences sour your future.

as of now, your bitterness and craving for revenge is leading you to be lethargic and experience delays. you might even feel frustrated because, again, you can see new beginnings and blessings in sight but they're being kept away from you. they will continue to be out of reach until you allow karma to do its work on its own and not influence the outcome. this is going to be hard to understand, but you need to learn to forgive whoever hurt you; this doesn't mean you have to be friends with them or be totally enthusiastic when thinking about them, but you need to at least allow yourself to be indifferent towards them. like i said before, you need to allow karma and the universe to do the work of allowing them to reap what they've sown. you need to forgive in order to heal. after you do that, you will feel so secure and see the blessings you've been eyeing plop directly into your lap. a new found love and connection will likely present itself afterwards also.

this is your Tower moment in that you need to remove your prior foundation and buildings in order to create something grander and more fit for you rather than for others who have pressured or influenced you to do something different. this pettiness is not of you, so don't allow it to consume you. allow optimism and passion for something new to fill you and leave behind what brings about depression and anger. listen to your intuition and think over the dreams your guides have sent you. it's time for you to heal and go on new journeys rather than wallowing in despair.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Dancing Like Butterfly Wings" by Ateez

"no tears left to cry (live)" by Ariana Grande

"No Friends In The Industry" by Drake

"make up (live)" by Ariana Grande

Signs:

"i wanna be in the gold of time"; "highlight of my life"; "i love it when we make up"; "it's a mood; it's a vibe"; 20s; quiet time; introvert; culinary arts; foodie; performing arts; artistic kid; earth sign (taurus, virgo, capricorn); narcissism; medium or dark hair (ie. black, brown); tan complexion; spring break; vacations/traveling; study abroad; ariana grande stan

Reading:

this pile has been feeling nostalgic recently. you miss your childhood, don't you? you miss the feelings of not being worried, of being free of adult responsibilities and stressors. you miss when your biggest worry was whether or not your friend would be at school so you two could play together. you might be in high school or college as of now and although you're experiencing some successes, something is missing. you feel as if you need to go through a rebirth phase; you need something or someone new and exciting to come in and give you a shock. you're daydreaming of this a ton to the point where it might even be messing up your study schedule or something of the sort. you could be separating from your childhood friends and that's also partially why you feel nostalgic.

your harsh truth is that a whole new community of people and friends are waiting on you and willing to give you the new and exciting life you're looking for, but you're avoiding or ignoring them. you might not even know them personally yet, but your daydreaming on old friendships keeps you from opening up to others. maybe your shyness gets the best of you? or you worry if old bad habits will pop up and ruin everything, but you need to slowly but surely put yourself out there. do everything in moderation and at your own pace. be willing to be uncomfortable in order to experience what you daydream about. create new foundations in order to become the next version of yourself.

thanks i'll take synastry into account then composite ok🙏🏻💞

ok but my advice is to not obsess over it bc if a relationship isn't supposed to happen the synastry can be the most perfect one and it won't matter a bit so just use it as a nice tool to analyse the relationship and not to be delusional 💖💖 good luck to you both!

Chart ruler in the 5th house (the seductee)

can describe someone who is sexually promiscuous and/or otherwise concerned with appearance, dating, romance, art or children, it can be one or all. the chart ruler (ruler of ascendant) is the body, the body your soul claimed before deliverance and by house placement it gives additional detail about your motives and/or appearance. In traditional astrology the 5th house is the joy of venus, it doesn't get its meaning from the sun or Leo, the 5th house is the house of lust, sexuality, flings, all things fun, its just a creative and sexy ass house in general so the chart ruler here can describe someone who is beautiful, flirty, fashionable, borderline venusian, body is youthful even in old age, well groomed, smells really nice and has rizz. the 8th house has nothing on this house because the 8th house is not sexual at all and doesn't get its meaning from scorpio or mars in traditional astrology (i know it hurts to hear this for all you girlies that have been romanticizing your 8th house placements because of what some amateur astrologers told you on tiktok, i hope this post makes yall stop bcs that house deals with abuse, nothing sexy about it) the 6th house is where the meaning of mars comes from, i hope this helps ;)

omg goals 💖💖💖

I want this

taurus mars, aquarius venus and leo rising ✨️

𝔣𝔦𝔵𝔢𝔡 𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔫 𝔬𝔟𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔳𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰

✩ taurus mars can be really stubborn when it comes to arguing, and it’s not easy to make them angry, but once you do they can get aggressive

✩ scorpio mercuries can speak about topics that others may shy away from or avoid

✩ aquarius venus’s may be good at manifesting love related things, since aquarius relates to the future, wishes, and innovation

✩ leo risings can be more bold/ out going than leo suns, since rising is the persona that you show to others

✩ pluto trine sun can mean that you have transformations in your personality, but they may be easier to deal with than other transformations

✩ sun conjunct uranus can mean that you are empathetic to the world around you

✩ taurus in 11th house can mean that your friends are people who are grounded and stable or they could also seem rich and materialistic

✩ scorpio risings could enjoy dark colors, or just black in general. they could also change their aesthetic often

✩ uranus in 8th house can mean when coming together with someone, usually a romantic partner, that at first there may be some form of rebellion before coming together

ex: could’ve been a disagreement about moving in together before actually moving in with each other

✩ leo venus’s can be the person that you meet that just seems to light up your life, like they are the people that can really lift you up

✩ taurus moons can find comfort in going on shopping sprees or just surfing through online shops

✩ sun in 2nd house can mean your values revolve around what you want, your identity, and ego

✩ aquarius mercuries can really change your perspective on things or open your mind

✩ uranus opposite venus can mean your struggle with being creative aesthetically or even artistically