Ix-akbal - 𝑩𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝑰𝒙

\\bleah//　(2020/06)

on← Higgs makeup/color →off

身長はヒッグスの方が高いのに、身体の厚み(筋肉)はサムの方が断然上っていう、このッ！このバランスが最高なんですよこの2人はッッ！！！色塗り苦手で本当は塗らない方が好きなので色なし差分も。

Some vampire John Wick headcanons please 🥺?

This has taken me long enough so lets just dive in

Warnings: mentions of blood, mentions of death, mentions of sex

Born in the early 1890s in Belarus. He fought in the first World War and was in his early twenties by that time.

Migrated to New York after the war and became an enforcer for the mob.

Vampire! John is not a hitman, he's a crime boss (it makes more sense to me, I'm not entertaining arguments lol)

He was turned in the late 1940s by his then girlfriend (later wife), Helen. By then John had already rose to the highest rungs of the mob.

Helen was later murdered in a revenge kill in the mid 1950s.

Tailored suits, Italian leather shoes, a collection of vintage muscle cars. He wears a pinky ring, which is relevant to nothing, its just a detail that I like.

Broody, stoic, short tempered.

Many years after his wife's passing, John meets you. Until then, he had refrained from romantic relationships above brief flings and one night stands.

Its the smell of your blood that attracts him at first; its sweet and alluring, almost like a perfume made from the crushed roses and honey.

When you two do come face to face, its very quiet but intense. You're ready to throw caution to the wind and John is practically ready to drain you.

Make no mistake, at the beginning, for him, its about blood. He keeps a steady rotation of a few select, clean, high end escorts to keep his thirst satisfied, but none of them are enough after he meets you. John needs to taste you.

You don't have a clue of his "true" nature, but you do really like him, so you make your own advances- you're actually the first one of you two to make a move (or so you think) and when John responds well, you're thrilled.

The first bite is an absolute shock to you, he has not disclosed who he really is, possibly because he had no intention of you even remembering the experience.

Your shock and fear though, elicits a reaction he was not expecting; he does not want you to be scared of him- suddenly, he doesn't want to betray you like that either. The man who has not cared for a woman in over sixty five years, all of a sudden, can not stand to lose a woman he's only known for a few months.

John comes clean, about everything

Instead of being scared, you're fascinated. This actually explains a lot; his sensitivity to sunlight, the way he seems to drink significantly more than anyone you've ever known without getting drunk, his adept knowledge of history, his effortless, physical strength, the old photographs of a woman that look too dated to be of the century. The coldness of his touch and the way it feels like his heart wasn't beating when he held you close.

You eventually let him "taste" you. Its a couple months after he tells you the truth, when part of you is desperately curious.

He has an admirable amount of self control, because even if he likens your blood to the most intoxicating combination of liquor and honey, he doesn't want to kill you.

After this, when some more trust is reestablished, it becomes a fairly regular, extremely intimate experience. Its almost as important to your- now committed- relationship as sex. The two even mingle frequently and its absolutely euphoric when it does; the feel of his mouth drawing essence from that perfect spot on your neck, while simultaneously, he fills you up and then some. The little sting and persistent pull, coupled with the tight burn and delicious friction (okay, I'm going to far now)

John is extremely protective and territorial and this comes from a multitude of reasons including the loss of Helen, the fact that because you're human you're even more vulnerable than she was, and because he can not stand the thought of another vampire wanting you the way he does. You're his and John does not share.

He will kill for you.

But he's also surprisingly loving and attentive. He never, ever lets you spend a day wondering how he feels about you.

Sex decades of accumulated wealth means that your want for nothing and have the world at your feet. You have reservations at the most exclusive restaurants and you probably don't remember what having a maxed out credit card feels like.

John also enjoys buying you gifts himself. Though, its debatable who your collection of lingerie is really for. Lets just say that John very much enjoys the look of you in lace.

John is woefully strong- superhuman strong- so he's extra careful with you. At first, he felt very guilty about those moments where he roughed you up a little too much during sex or feeding (or both) and those instances were often teaching moments for him, even if you repeatedly promised that you were okay.

John adores being older than you sometimes, particularly because it means that he can see that stunning look of wonder on your face when he tells you about his life and all the things he's done. Its been so long since he could share those parts of himself.

You're always eager to learn about his experiences and where he's originally from but try to not push sensitive subjects like the war and his wife.

Despite John being very willing to share at times, he's still a man of few words.

*This was getting way too long but I actually have so much more on Vampire!John, inculding the possibility of "turning" his SO. Its honestly an idea I'd love to flesh out so maybe one day I'll write something more detailed.

🍕🍕🍕　(2020/06・2020/08)

普段部下といる時とかはちゃんとしてるけど、1人の時は食事マナーがクソ悪いモナハンちゃんはいると思います。

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never forget where it all started

This game has been my hyperfixation lately so I had to draw it

double kiss　(2020/07)

I feel like his nose could reach higgs' lips. これも身長差マジックですわな…🧚

Daryl Dixon everybody, aka mother 2.0 of our adorable Judith grimes!

There will be no need for masks soon. But, I wonder–when you look death in her eye, will you blink?