Save Me, Pick Me Up.

"Sunflowers and rainstorms and the world in between, I like you the most. I hate that I love you but losing you is a winning game, and I live for the promise of it. You're the reason, and the epitome that dreams do come true. Good things take time but you are God's favorite."

#PoetryOfHope From #HouseOfFlowers

"Take me with you to a land of hope and easiness" I can do it easy.

I want to snarl away at you and fight and get in your face. I want you to be annoyed by me and yet polite to walk away.

Staying with me is an act of defiance. We have a love of disobedience and burning too close to the sun. We can't make this a habit of life.

Forever shouldn't be a sin of hell and a ritual of forgiveness and hope for the world around us.

I'm not looking for a lover. I need fire and a season of heat. #ForbiddenLove

This movie is chaos. THE GOOD KIND 👌

I love you even when it is hard when dying feels like paradise and you're not here. I'm invisible and you are the best part of me. Am a shadow of nothingness when it comes to you. Putting your broken pieces together at my lowest. I'm sorry for the way I love you, worship you and your little beautiful lies blinding me, despite the games you play with my sanity, I'm hopelessly in love with you. I know you and that's enough for me because I love you for it.

“Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)” 💕

Ok 5 things I love about myself 🤔

As someone who has had depression and anxiety and overall hasn't felt good about themself in like what- let me see if I can find anything:::

1: Let me start with my hair because it's soft and I have always loved it's texture and how easy it's to comb it even though I haven't been doing it since I was a little girl thanks to my mother

2: I love my hands especially when I was a little girl who wasn't girly and playing for my school's girls football team (stereotypical yes but they're kinda masculine) hell yass I liked their roughness and the unnecessary need to punch them onto my school desk for being a strong silly goofball

3: AM A BELIEVER and A LONER::

My unwavering faith in everything that I believe and hold close to my heart.. I Rather die than living in misery. I Rather have you Kill me than having to hunt you down if you don't finish the Job (don't like doing things) just cause I have to so don't make me do the work. I Rather hurt you with the truth than making you happy lying to you about anything. Honesty is accessible and essential if someone is not making you a priority they simply don't want to. Standing my ground even when I'm intimidated so please don't u ever back down on ur values & morals to apologize if you believe in something with ur whole chest stand by it / fight for it so you integrity doesn't make you feel small.

4: I'm a girls girl which means I be ur ride or diehard and if you're my person you have my unconditional loyalty & my precious little heart. You don't come for my people just because you're nice to me doesn't mean you're incapable of hurting other people no matter how much I may seem to love you and wanting to protect you with my life. Please listen when someone is telling you about their experience. don't forget ur values & upbringing love/friendships/people they come and go but a word of mouth stays with you over a lifetime so keep working harder to maintain your reputation/ image u have built for yourself over time.. I really try so hard to preach what I practice whether I'm alone by myself or in public. Choosing my words carefully cause knowledge is powerful and educating myself is a choice but ignorance if anything ain't bliss 💯

5: my brain 🧠 I really do cause sometimes I'm just fascinated by how much my mind works. if I was born with riches and resources the way I know I would be out there right now making movies 🎬 larger than life even when I'm failing it's spectacular (if you don't sell yourself better no one is gonna do it for you)

Sorry for making this super long if you can't tell I'm super passionate so I wasn't gonna hush hush it