I want someone who is obsessed with me as Rio is obsessed with Agatha. She is pathetically in love with her wife. She reminds me of Prince Harry. Am like get a job but also like, please, continue. We could use more of you (we need lovers who are fighters). There is a short supply of kindness, we can always use you.
Fight for the ones you love. You deserve to be here JUST like the rest of us. I want you to be miserable too why should it be me alone? Lol
I don't know who wants to hear it but I'm sending you my love and my everything. πππ
#Be. A. Fighter. And. A. Lover.
"Sunflowers and rainstorms and the world in between, I like you the most. I hate that I love you but losing you is a winning game, and I live for the promise of it. You're the reason, and the epitome that dreams do come true. Good things take time but you are God's favorite."
#PoetryOfHope From #HouseOfFlowers
βFirstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)β π
Ok 5 things I love about myself π€
As someone who has had depression and anxiety and overall hasn't felt good about themself in like what- let me see if I can find anything:::
1: Let me start with my hair because it's soft and I have always loved it's texture and how easy it's to comb it even though I haven't been doing it since I was a little girl thanks to my mother
2: I love my hands especially when I was a little girl who wasn't girly and playing for my school's girls football team (stereotypical yes but they're kinda masculine) hell yass I liked their roughness and the unnecessary need to punch them onto my school desk for being a strong silly goofball
3: AM A BELIEVER and A LONER::
My unwavering faith in everything that I believe and hold close to my heart.. I Rather die than living in misery. I Rather have you Kill me than having to hunt you down if you don't finish the Job (don't like doing things) just cause I have to so don't make me do the work. I Rather hurt you with the truth than making you happy lying to you about anything. Honesty is accessible and essential if someone is not making you a priority they simply don't want to. Standing my ground even when I'm intimidated so please don't u ever back down on ur values & morals to apologize if you believe in something with ur whole chest stand by it / fight for it so you integrity doesn't make you feel small.
4: I'm a girls girl which means I be ur ride or diehard and if you're my person you have my unconditional loyalty & my precious little heart. You don't come for my people just because you're nice to me doesn't mean you're incapable of hurting other people no matter how much I may seem to love you and wanting to protect you with my life. Please listen when someone is telling you about their experience. don't forget ur values & upbringing love/friendships/people they come and go but a word of mouth stays with you over a lifetime so keep working harder to maintain your reputation/ image u have built for yourself over time.. I really try so hard to preach what I practice whether I'm alone by myself or in public. Choosing my words carefully cause knowledge is powerful and educating myself is a choice but ignorance if anything ain't bliss π―
5: my brain π§ I really do cause sometimes I'm just fascinated by how much my mind works. if I was born with riches and resources the way I know I would be out there right now making movies π¬ larger than life even when I'm failing it's spectacular (if you don't sell yourself better no one is gonna do it for you)
Sorry for making this super long if you can't tell I'm super passionate so I wasn't gonna hush hush it
No way I was gonna miss posting this on here lol
I wish I had given you up and dared to walk away. I don't have to wait for a love that ain't mine. If he was here, you would be with him building his world while I watch ours crumble to the ground (I built with you). Now that you don't think of us, I give you up by being unkind.
Part two of my Courtney Eaton appreciation post.
To my baby daddy, my girlfriend, my househusband, and my best friend. The best roommate one could ask for. And last but not least to the love of my life. Baby girl, I love you more than anything more than you ever know. I hope your wildest dreams come true. I hope you are always here for me to paint your kind eyes, never stop talking about your beautiful heart, and write my best poems about you. I love you today and forever, my infinite muse. π
#Courtney.Let.Me.Have.Your.Kids
#It.Is.Not.A.Need.It.Is.A.Want
Again, Congratulations on Yellowjackets Season 3, Courtney. βοΈ
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