Techno X Reader

“Kiss,kill,marry”

Billy Hargrove x reader

You cry lightly into his shirt and grip his Jean jacket, he rests his chin onto of your head and arms tightly around you, you mumble though sobs “ I hate you” he rubs your back feeling guilt comes over him “ I know….I know” he’s put you through nothing but hell. The Whole relationship was hell, from the start each kiss and touch was purely to not feel alone both didn’t want commitment but both didn’t want the other in someone else’s arms so this whole thing was running off of the fear of being alone. Both you fighting like cats and dogs, so many bruises or cuts from passed fights. You couldn’t count it on your fingers how many times you fought with him, morning till night you both fought only having genuine moments when one was hurt or in pain by an emotional situation. When billy father would rage, you broke down the door next to killing the man for being inches from billy. if billy didn’t grab you, you be in prison rn. Him the same when your mother spoke down on you or got loud. He was right there with open arms, he knew how to soothe you and he had all the right words but when the moment passed and a rumor or comments were made, even the slightest change in a mood and you both saw red. But god forbid a man or woman looked either way. Tonight wasn’t the case, billy finally crossed a line. He went to a party, when you arrived you caught him kissing some blond. When he noticed you. You saw his eyes go almost blank, deer in headlights. You stormed off. He ran after you only to meet you in the front yard, you didn’t know you could get this angry but you turn punching him in the jaw, he fell back shocked holding his soon to be bruised jaw, you yelled and called him every name in the book. Out of it all what broke him was how emotionless your eyes were when you said “ I hate you william Hargrove” you meant it, other arguments you say it but he knew ya didn’t mean it this one hit him hard. When he finally got home, he broke down crying. Max was so scared she came to him, asking if he was dying. She’s seen her brother broken but to cry this hard broke even her. After a month of the argument, billy was not the same, he went quite even snapping at his friends and slowly starting to distance himself from everyone. You noticed and thought that he finally found a girl and was keeping her secret. You being a master over thinker, the thought drove you crazy so much so you went to him in rage. But when he saw you, he never moved so quickly to hold you, as you yelled and beat at his chest. He felt a calm come over him and he held you tighter, you kinda calmed down not expecting this from him. “ billy” the way he looked up broke you. you pushed back, backing away “ no,no” he reached out gently around your face, kissed you deeply, you felt the tension and anger, rage, sadness in this kiss and like every single “break up” you kissed back returning it, you ran your fingers through his hair as he brought you closer. You pulled back as you both breathed heavy. Looking into each other’s eyes. You felt your body just become tired and angry, heavy tears ran down your face. He pulled you closer into his chest. You sobbed “ I hate you” he only held you tighter “ forgive me y/n, forgive me please” you never heard him beg even when he’s father held broke bottles to his throat he didn’t beg but this was a beg to live and not be alone “ y/n please, stay with me” you felt his chest rumble and shoulders shake “ I’ll be better y/n please “ you look up seeing the blue eyes you loved ooo so much pooled with tears and filled pain “ y/n pl-“ you cut his off, being inches from his face cupping his cheeks and crying too.” Ooo shut up” you sighed “ why do we do this “ he felt his chest become tight and his skin go cold, he knew the real reason but never said it out loud. You look at him “ why billy, why” he moves your hands with his having you lean on his chest. “ we fear being alone” you felt you heart ache, he was right. He was always right. You lean ur head kissing his jaw moving your arm over his shoulder. “But do you love me “ without hesitation he spoke

“ yes, I adore you “ you turn looking into his eyes searching for a lie but found nothing. He looks up “ do you love me “ you smile lightly “ yes”. Let’s just say the next morning you woke up in his bed, both naked intertwined with each other and in love.

🍄My sweet mushrooms boy🍄

You giggle watching him sit down, his fingers twirl lightly as little red mushrooms grow up and twirl with his powers, you reach out and once you touch one it shrinks right back down into a little mushroom which makes you laugh more, he closes his hand as all the mushrooms go back to normal, he smiles standing up “ come on darling” you take his hand and he leads you to a large part of the woods with taller trees the sun peeks through the leafs like it’s interested in what he plans to do next, I smile looking at him seeing his glasses rest on top of his head his baby blue sweater has stains on the sleeves and elbows from dirt, his jeans ripped and dirty shoes but even then he was the cutest thing you ever seen, birds flew over head along with squirrels spazzing out when we walk to close we laugh at them. We reach the edge of the woods pass the trees is a field full of flowers with a pond towards the other side, there were so many colors and you look to George “ beloved it’s beautiful” he smiles “ watch this” he bends down and you sit by him, he moves his hands you can see the green magic move out of his hands as he picks a couple flowers and twirls them together, even tho he’s done many things with his powers it always surprised you ever time. He rest it in his hands and there say a flower crown with blue flowers, he rests it on your head kissing your cheek and laughs “ you like it “ you giggle jumping at him kissing him deeply and cup his cheeks, he smiles softly and pulls you toward the field, you guys lay in the middle, he reaches his hand up bc you do too you feel the wind rush through your fingers then you look over finding his nose slightly pink with a blush as the wind nips his pale cheeks, he light brown eyes hold more colors then the rainbow itself, he was beautiful true art. He was nature. You smile rolling over kissing his nose and lips softly as he wraps his arms around you, you cup his cheeks then look to the pond, you giggle getting up. George looks confused as you pull your dress off and panties, his jaw drops as you go running into the pond splashing, you laugh loudly as he gets up doing the same jumping in with you. You both emerge from the water laughing and splashing, you laugh moving closer wrapping your arms around his neck, his arm rest around your waist then a hand on your butt. You both kiss slowly moving your fingers through his hair and hum lightly in the kiss. It was chilly but you both remained in the water completely as the sun beat down on you both, you both got out and laid in the sun, you close your eyes feeling the heat move over your body and then feel a hand opening a eye, George smiles placing soft kisses down your neck and collar bone, his kisses weren’t lustful or desperate but loving you could feel his soft pink lips gently kiss between your breast and move above your bellybutton, you put your arm over you head turning your head to the side feeling relaxed under his touch, he moves placing a kiss on your hips then thighs moving to kiss your knees along with ankles, he kisses the top of your foot moving back up to your belly and smiles resting his chin on your stomach looking up at you “ we should lay like this more often darling” you feel yourself blush and giggle “ should we love “ he only nods as he moves up kissing you more, then rests on your forearm gently kissing the side of your breast and smile as the sky goes from orange to pink then dark blue the star’s twinkle and shine as you both lay in peace, you see something flickering in the corner of your eye, you smile “ George “ he looks up seeing you point to the woods “fireflies beloved “ you smile big as George rest his hand on your hip moving his thumb lightly over your skin and hums, closing his eyes and kisses your breast again “ I’m tired beloved” you smile moving so his face rests between your breast “ get some rest beloved” he smiles moving his fingers as the flowers cover us like a blanket, he brings his hands to rest in your back and gently rests his cheek on your breast moving to kiss above you breast “ goodnight”.

(Artist: wiasdes @wiasdes)

@simpnumber1ne

Life runs us all down

He sits by the large window in our main room, he slouches in the expensive red velvet chair, his shirt is a little unbuttoned and he puffs on a cigar and holds a small glass of whiskey in his other hand the smoke flows smoothly out the large window. He insisted having a huge window. He could see all of las Nevada. You smile kicking off your heels and take your jacket off, you move my hand over the leather and rest between his legs. A small smirk comes onto his lips “ there you are my love “ his voice is low and thick, he’s drunk for sure. I look up at him and giggle moving closer cupping his cheek and kiss his scar, he hated his scar but I loved it. He was beautiful in my eyes, every scar, blemish made him perfect. His Scarred knuckles showed his labor for his new nation, it showed his sacrifices for a nation that burned and betrayed him. His chest showed more scars but he hated them so he got tattoos to cover some which I begged him not to. They showed his story, they showed his courage and willingness. One scar I genuinely hated is the one that rest on his neck it’s little and hidden by his mullet but when he was Vice President to jschlatt, jschlatt got drunk and was angry at one of quackity mistakes. He lashed out throwing a bottle that shattered the glass hit his neck. That night I never cried so hard, my husband laid in my lap with a thick bandages on his neck. He gave me his beautiful white smile telling me not to worry. I begged him to leave it all but now I sit before him as his body is covered in passed mistakes but no matter what he was still the same man I married. I smile seeing him looking so relaxed. It’s been weeks since he’s actually relaxed. He looks down and brings his hand up. I feel his rings rub my cheek. I giggle taking the glass out his hand and put the cigar out, he smiled childishly up at me and giggled which warmed my heart he never giggled unless he was drunk, I gently move up unbuttoning the rest of his shirt, I gently pull his red tie over his head gently pull his shirt over his head. He whined slightly slurring his words “ no baby” I smile “ let’s get you cleaned up love “ he stopped whining and just let me undress him, I pull the rings gently off his fingers and smile at him as I put his arm over my shoulder and lead him to the tub as he sits on the side I fill it. Then pull at his beanie and letting his long hair fall onto his shoulders, I cup his cheek kissing him gently. “ your so beautiful my love “ a blush takes over his face as he looks up. I gently lift his leg and set it in the tub as he sighs in the cutest way possible. He sinks into the warm water. I smile and giggle resting by the side of the tub, I go to the shower pulling his products out, I gently pour water over his head. By the tub their is another window is row like a gambling chip and has his signature smile on it pass the smile you could see the sun set. Looking down you see the sun hug the side of his face, his scar looked magic, I could see his gold tooth slightly reflect. I cup my hand pouring the shampoo into my hand and gently message his scalp. He breaths deeply and closes his eyes. I rinse his hair getting the rest of the products out and get a towel. He has sobered up more so he steps out and wraps his waist in the towel and kisses my cheek mumbling a small I love you before disappearing into the closet. I smile changing and go to get him food. Once I return, he’s on the bed laid out in shorts and a tee. His beanie on the dresser and he’s staring at the ceiling. I smile getting closer, I sit on the bed and gently place my hand on his chest. He looks at me and smiles and hums “ thank you” I run my fingers through his damp hair and giggle lightly “ for what my love “ he only mumbles pulling me into bed “ everything my love”

Sapnap x reader

“I’ve always done stuff for you, I’ve cleaned and taken care of you. Your so u grateful”

I sit their feel my chest warm and try to hold back tears keep a straight face while my own mom yells at me, I look around the room seeing my dad just ignoring what is happening, he’s never stood up for me or help me once, he’s not my protector. She finally stops and I leave the room. I close my door locking it, I let tears fall and I open my mouth for nothing to come out. I cry silently and fall to my knees. I want to cry loudly and scream so bad. I move to my bed and let tears freely drop as It becomes hard to breath. My mind faces as I cry, ever thing they have said or done to me floods my mind causing me to city harder. I feel a gentle hand move across my back, I meet my lovers face. He’s face shows sadness, I look away feel ashamed of my face. My parents have always made me feel bad for having emotions so to cry in front of him makes me feel useless and worthless. He wraps his large arms around my chest and under my legs. He lifts me moving more onto the bed, he kisses my forehead and wipes my tears as they fall, my body just relaxes in his arm, he puts my hair behind my ear whispering soft words, his hit breath makes me shiver even when I’m in pain he makes me feel so loved. He’s hands gently touch my body as he kisses my cheeks and neck gently as I cry. Even tho I can’t explain my words. He finds ways to make me feel good. I turn holding his hand “ please take me out of here” he smiles warmly keeping me in his arms, we move to the window, he holds me tightly “ close your eyes” I do as he says feeling him jump, I peek my eye open feel a smile creep onto my face seeing how free he looks. I close my eyes until I feel his grip loosen. He lays me in his room, I look over seeing him take his shoes off. I lay on my back on his beautiful bed, I hum then feel his hands move up my sides as he sits between my legs. I look up as he lends over.him being taller makes me look extremely small. He smiles warmly cupping my cheeks. “I’ve always protected you y/n” I look up smiling letting tears run down not out of sadness but of happiness.I owed him the world. Many times I wanted to take my own life. And die slowly or painful or just anyway, he always showed up when my thoughts became dark, he pulled me out so quickly, he always looked panicked as if my thought were sitting next to me with a knife or chains or rope encouraging me to end it. I get pulled from my thoughts when I feel his warm hands hold my eyes and he places small kisses around my tummy, his hair rests over his brows making his beautiful eyes disappear. I close my eyes and relax under his touch. He looks up moving his arms under me, he gets closer to my face places small kisses on my lips holding the back of my neck, the kisses became deeper and more desperate. He moves to my neck and hums “ you know I love you right” I look at him nodding, he looks me in the eyes “ please don’t leave me “ I look at him confused “ I wouldn’t leave you “ he looks almost sad “ I know you don’t want to live but please don’t go please “ his voice cracked and he looks away, my heart breaks. I wrap myself around him and kiss him deeply “ I love you” he kisses me back and rubs his fingers through my hair “promise me please y/n promise “ I look at him “ I promise “ he kisses me more as the night goes on, I feel peace again I feel like the evil that ran through my mind has gone away, I love him with all my heart if only he was real.

Beautiful souls never rot

I move through the tall grass, moving my hand over the flowers and hold a couple in my hand, tears gently run down my face, I cry bc I feel unloved, I feel hurt. I sit down in the tall grass as my dress rests above my my mid thigh, in feel the breeze move over my bare shoulders and around my body as if it seeks to hug me. I look over the field to the trees and to the other side a pond, I could see the ripples from bugs landing it it or the fish jumping out or the from the ducks on the shore, I felt peace but I still felt empty as I sit their in the field, my heart heavy and emotions unexplained but never a lack of tears, I wish to share my pain. I look over my shoulder see him in his white button up shirt, brown pants rolled up at the end. His long hair moved with the wind as he came closer, he sees the tears in my eyes. He sits behind me pulling me into his chest, he gently kisses my hand and wraps his arm around my stomach humming lightly as I’m a newly bloomed rose“ many great people experienced sadness and loneliness. Vincent Van Gogh even Isaac Newton both brilliant men but both equally ill mentally” he leans me back more into him kisses my shoulder as the wind moves his hair over my cheek “ you battle an issue that many won’t get, I see ur in pain” I feel tears come to my eyes and I let them fall “ why do you speak on this my love” he hums looking up towards the sky “ your brilliant beyond brilliant, beautiful,kind. Don’t think because you feel like this makes you any less, we are all human and humans tend to break something, well Metaphorically” I giggle through my tears “ your tears symbolize their is a soul that sits in this body “ he gently points to my chest “ theirs a beautiful soul,white as snow that needs relief and happiness in its life, if you never cried darling I probably wouldn’t trust you” I move resting my head on his chest, he simply cupping my cheek “ tears are just unspoken words that the brain finds hard to explain, pain is natural but know you are loved” he moves me closer kissing my neck. “ ooo to be as brilliant my love” I move my fingers gently over his face, to his golden earrings that dangled, his beautiful red eyes held more power then anybody could ever hold, I smile up “ many people say fall in love with someone eyes before anything else bc the eyes don’t age” he chuckles “ the body ages my love not the soul, the eyes are a windows to the soul” I smile looking over seeing the sun rest in the sky as the wind carries the blue cotton clouds. The wind moves over the tree tops making them sway as if the wind whispered a song to it, I look back up a him “ was it my fault” he looks down gently moving me even closer “ nothing was ever your fault, beautiful souls suffer more then a ugly one, you stayed beautiful my love how I wish you stayed longer” he leans forward kissing me softly. “ I’ll be here till death is self asks for my hand “ he smiles moving to stand up and takes my hand as we walk down the hill I look over my shoulder seeing the world become beautiful as if it was smiling and smile looking up at him as we disappear into the woods.

Blood is thicker then money

They look to each other. Lightning flows through punzs body as sapnap is covered in flames. They glare at each other. Puns holding his triton and sapnap with a sword. Their crowns rest perfectly on their heads “ we are brothers, we are blood and your letting money rip us apart” his grip tightened. Punz laughs heartlessly “ this isn’t just about money, dream wants a better nation and the people you fight for don’t understand the growth and success we’ll have “ sapnap steps closer “ SHUT UP, YOU KNOW THATS NOT TRUE. YOUR GETTING PAID TO KILL YOUR BROTHER” they run at each other as their fists connect a loud boom and lighting along with flames rushes through the air as sapnap brings his sword down “ please punz listen” sapnap heart breaks stepping back letting punz drop him. His eyes water as his flames die away “ brother please” he grips punzs wrist. His crown falls off and parts of his hair lay pass his eye as he breaths heavy, looking up to see the triton hover over his eye, he sobs “ you promised, you are my big brother please don’t “ as he speaks an sword rips through is gut, he gasps loudly leaning his head back chocking starting to breath heavier. He turns and punzs looks seeing dreams cursed white mask smiling at him. Punzs screams catching sapnap in his arms “ WHY DID YOU DO THAT” dream simply backs away wiping his hands “ he never saw our vision punz, I’m going to make this nation great and you so so so rich” punz eyes glow bright blue and he lifts his hand sending dream into a tree, he picks sapnap up “ nick nick talk to me “ sapnap coughs and smiles gripping punzs shirt “p..pu..punz “ punzs cries hurrying him to his home. He rushes in and sapnap has passed out but is still breathing heavily. He lays him on his side, next to destroying his house for supplies and potions. He cried lightly as he pulled the sword. Hurrying to add the potions and feed sapnap. He stitches him up wrapping his stomach in thick white cloths. He held his brother close crying lightly “ please forgive me please forgive me brother” he lays sapnap down gently covering him and hiding him away so if dream came looking he wouldn’t see him. He goes out looking around and he starts to hear the sound of horses. Dream comes up with a couple other people, his mask is off and his eyes are a darker green, nobody disobeyed dreams commands or betrayed his trust. He gets off the horse and punzs glares back feeling rage for his brother. Dream slaps him hard across the face and kicks him in the gut, getting over him he repeatedly punches him in the face “ was your brother really worth this kinda pain” punzs smiles through his bruised and busted lip. His eye forms a dark ring which will turn into a black swollen eye. “ yea kinda “ dream face drops at his response he lands more blows drawing blood then grabs punzs arm breaking it with a loud snap. Punzs screams thrownng his head back and someone grabs dreams shoulders “ that’s enough we have more important things to deal with he’s just a worthless mercenary, who can be replaced” dream laughs wickedly and gets up kicking him in the gut again “ don’t return until you can actually finish a job” punz coughs and wheezes and he turns spitting out the blood that pooled in his mouth holding his arm tightly sucking in air through his teeth “ahhh”.They ride off and he picks himself up. He goes to the mirror cleaning his face and wraps his arm and gasps moving to the room seeing sapnap peacefully asleep, he smiles moving to throughout his little home grabbing stuff and trying to help his arm. That night he lays on the bed holding sapnap close and rubs his fingers gently through his hair and hums an old ancient tone only gods would know.

Days pass and punzs becomes anxious for his brother, he tries to farm and build stuff but refuses to leave for stuff until sapnap wakes up. He sits by sapnap bed “ it really be nice if you woke up soon bro” he chuckles half heartedly and chocks on his words as a tear runs down his face, he holds sapnap hand “please get up please” that night punzs falls asleep but is waken up by a hand on his cheek, he jolts reaching for his weapon only seeing a very hurt and Malnourished sapnap up at his feet. Punz goes to touch him but sapnap backs up “ what happened to you” punz ignores his brother Bring him food and water moving through the room to help him, sapnap becomes frustrated “ PUNZ” he grabs his shoulder, punz finally stops dropping his head, he sits down as sapnap comes closer “ what happened, your lip is busted your arm punzs, your arm” sapnap cringes in pain “ you were right” sapnap looks up as punz Continues “ dream was lying, he showed up after I saved you and beat me claiming I was useless” sapnap hugs his brother and hums “ thank you “ punzs wraps his good arm around him. “Anything for my little brother”

Sorry for any misspellings, This was quick and I’m lazy

The mortal who caught a gods heart (part 2)

I feel the rain soak my hair and cloths like it wised to undress me, it was sinful but felt nice, I craved the touch. I look up seeing her in a white dress, it rested a over her mid thigh as she sat in the rain, the grass around her was wet, her hair was out and rested on her shoulders hugging her. I walk closer but feel my body become heavy, she looks at me, I want to scream her eyes are black and gone blood painted her cheek, I felt rage and saw my enemy holding her eyes, her whimpers reached my ears and I felt like I was being stabbed, she screamed it was like I was bing stabbed multiple times then I fell backwards it went black. I jolt up feeling sweat coat my forehead and I see her laying in her red silk gown fast asleep, my eyes watered. I moved closer resting my chest on her back, I placed small kisses on her bare shoulder as I went to Enter twine our fingers. She moved slightly her voice was small and precious “ what’s the matter my love” I kissed her cheek and ear gently “ I had a dream my love” I felt myself break, before a god that fears not a soul only feared to loose a soul, I could bring her back from the dead but to fail her the first time would break me. She woke up more bringing me close and hums “ do not cry my love I’m here” I shake and grip her arms bring her closer as I kiss her more and more “ you were so beautiful in your dress” I sobbed my words “ you..you..you looked so beautiful in the rain why did he hurt you” her face held sadness as if she saw my dream as if her eyes were really take and she was stabbed, I felt a heat rise in my chest and my cries became more desperate “ I failed you, I failed you” she places small kisses in my bare chest and shoulders “ it was only a dream my love, you will never fail me” I hide my face In her neck and sob “ you were so beautiful my love” she gently moves her fingers through my hair, she brought me closer. Then she began to get up. I saw and heard the sky start to fall, her now in a red dress she pulls me towards the doors “ I will be beautiful for you again my love” she moves into the rain and I watch it run down her body then I see the smile I love ooo so much, she smiles reaching out as she sits on the grass “ my love “ I come closer and wipe my eyes, she pulls me down kissing me deeply and moves her fingers over my body. She smiles bring me inches away from her gorgeous face “ my love, I trust you and know you’ll protect me until this body grows old and my soul goes away. I fear nothing because I have you” I wanted to cry more. In all of history no god has ever bowed or been ruled by a mortal and here I am on my knees for her, her body grows old each day. I can see her soul at night, her body is only a vessel to a beautiful white soul a soul that will go where I can’t go. Kiss her so deeply as if it was my last day on this dreaded planet. “ even when you do grow old my love, I will sit by you till the end just know you are pure” her eyes were beautiful, I’ve seen jewels and Ruby’s but nothing compare to her. With my words I brought more life to them. When she asked the gods for a painting I only saw her dull dead eyes but now that I hold her and love her, a new light lives in her. I made the once sad soul a beautiful one. I kiss her gently “ till death “ she kisses me back “ do us part my love”

(Artist:iwaixumi on Twitter)

@can-i-be-your-blue just saw ur thing lol was bored so here

The will

(Angst, fluff. Really really sad)

I turn my back to him sobbing lightly, that stupid book rests on the table. His will. I just wanted to help him recover and get through it all. I have hope I have so much hope for him to get better. I feel as if I was slapped. He gets up wrapping his arms around me but I move forward pushing him away “ no, you don’t get to do that” I glare at him with tears in my eyes, my chest rises and falls rapidly and I shake slightly“ you can’t write a will then talk about technoblade never dies” I cry more backing up resting my hand on my chest “ you said have faith techno, that thing just seals the fact you have accepted death” his head drops, his face is painted with guilt he hated making you cry“ I’m just trying to be prepared “ i feel a rush of anger as I start to yell “ FOR WHAT TECHNO! FOR WHAT” I get closer and grip his shirt and cry “ you just told me that you don’t care anymore, everything in that book your going to do on your own” he hugs me tightly, I try to pull away but give up after awhile and sob “ forgive me beloved, I didn’t mean for you to take it that way, I just want you taken care of, I just want things to be okay if I don’t…” I look him in the eyes crying more “ I don’t care about what’s left, please don’t say it please don’t. I can barely handle you writing that but to hear you say it hurts so bad techno” I wrap my arms around his neck crying more and start to shake not caring how I looked “ please don’t give up beloved please “ he lifts me up as I cry lightly in his arms, he gently rubs my back and kisses my head moving far far away from that cursed book. I look up at him “ I love you so much please just please, I don’t want a will or anything I just want you please just don’t give up until there is nothing else we can do to help then I’ll take that cursed book and….” I don’t finish and he kisses me softly running my fingers through his hair and grip his shirt tightly as he kisses me more, he runs his fingers through my hair desperately wanting more. He pulls away resting his forehead on mine “ I haven’t given up beloved, I don’t want nothing to happen. I don’t want to know I could leave you beloved but I need to know to know Im leaving you in good hands and in a good spot, it makes me scared at the thought of leaving you alone “ his voice cracks looking up at you “ it helps me rest easier and keep going, I would give the world to know your safe “ my eyes water again “ ooo beloved I love you “ he kisses me softly and smile lightly “ I love you more”. That night I stay up watching his chest rise and fall, he rested his hand on your lap, I gently move my fingers over his cheek and he grunts moving his cheek into my palm and I smile. the medicine make it hard for him to sleep so to see him laid out with his messy pink hair everywhere gave me a peace. I kiss his hand and say a little prayer as I look up I smile sadly and mumble “ it’s not over yet my love”

( I’m sorry it’s sad but I saw his will to philza and bro this broke me, I respect techno and everything just makes me sad honestly sorry🥺)

Tears for the man I love

*mid afternoon I felt a sense of sadness for my love,he has been experiencing chest pain and pain In his arm. As I sit on the bed I look out the window and cry softly and I do not notice him standing there until he reaches out his hand, I welp out in fear and turn with tears in my eyes and the pain I see in his eyes breaks my heart my body just goes weak and I sob and grip his shirt and he slowly rubs my back and mumbles lightly * what is it my sweet girl? Why are you upset? I’m here shhh....* he hums lightly and kiss the top of my head. I sob and feel his arms wrap safely around me * talk to me * he says in a worried tone, I look up and breath heavy * you have been in pain and I’m scared * he realizes and tilts his head * you know I take medicine to help it baby don’t worry * I cry * b..b..but to see you laying there in pain just crushes me, I want to help you * he kiss me lightly * as long as you hold my hand it will help me through it all please understand that, don’t cry please * he moves his thumb to wipe my tears and kiss my forehead * I love you please just stay with me *i look up and rest my hand on his leg * I love you too, I’m not going anywhere I want you and only you please *he looks down and gives me the most caring smile ever my heart melts and all my worry is washed away in secs and I whisper * I love you techno” he lean forward and kisses me deeply, rubbing my back and holds my leg up. I giggle and he wipes my face gently “ come on darling, you know what I always say” he gets close to my ear and whisper in his deep velvet voice “technoblade never dies” i laugh lightly and groan hiding my face in his chest “ this is seriously beloved” he chuckles leaning his head back, his long pink hair moves over his shoulders and out of his face as he laughs “ I’m being serious beloved, have faith in the blood god “ I look up at him in awe at the very man who is suffering not only mental but physical how could be still be so confident and loving and brave. I love him more then anything and not even illness could kill a man like him. He notices my stare and puts his hand behind my neck and rests his forehead on mine, his beautiful hair tickles my cheeks as his electric red eyes stare into my soul “ we’ve been through hell y/n, we’ve fought wars and built a nation along with burn a nation, I’m not giving up so why should you my love” I close my eyes feeling ashamed for doubt my love “ I worry beloved, i fear loosing you” he cups my cheek bringing me closer “ we live in peace beloved our moments will be together and whatever destiny decides. We will be together “ he brings my hand up showing our rings and he kisses my ring “ till death do us part beloved” I feel tears fill my eyes and I wrap my arms around his neck and cry lightly “ till death do us part my love” he gently rubs my back pulling me closer and kisses my head as the sun stars to fall. That night the stars shine a bit brighter. Techno took me outside the cabin we sit on the stairs and I lean on his shoulders as he points and tells me about the Constellations and old Greek gods. I look over seeing a sparkle in his eyes, in his soul. He was beyond a man and I feared nothing. Faith is all we needed. I smile getting closer to him “ I love you techno “ he laughs lightly “ I love you most beloved”.

Could I request a Wilbur x pregnant reader!!! Please????

War isn’t forgiving but I am

During the war you tried day and night to get him to stop just leave it all alone. You understood that what was happening was wrong but you were months into pregnancy and refused to get involved with the baby on the way but he refused to stop fighting so the baby could live in the country he built but in the end, he was arrested and put into prison along with dream, lmanburg was destroyed. Everyone went their own ways. You cried for days during the trials. He sat in the wooden chair with his head low, his red beanie dirty and dusty. You couldn’t look at him it all hurt so much and caused to much stress so for the last days of trial, you just didn’t come. You went to his father Philza, he welcomed you with open arms and helped any way he could, tommy and tubbo both went to the prison multiple times to see him and they told you he constantly begged for your forgiveness,he wrote tons of letters that you couldn’t bring yourself to read. You didn’t hate your husband, you loved him more then anything but with what happened, many many people were looking to kill you and the baby, which tommy told Wilbur which made your husband became extremely angry and refused to see anybody until you came, he lashed out on everyone and hurt other ppl in the prison even sam was hurt during it all. You thought you could just hold out till the baby birth but sam came begging for you to visit him, he stopped eating and refused to go outside when there was free time, he was writing and writing. Sam looks to you “y/n please forgive me but you need to see him, I understand your with child but he’s going insane, we fear for our safety now and for his own” you sigh gently moving your hand over your now eight month belly “ I’ll…I’ll come tomorrow “ he gives you a nod, the whole night you tossed and turned thinking of everything that could happen. You feared he hurt you and the baby but you had to remind yourself he wanted a child ever since the wedding and before, he would never hurt you….you hoped. The next morning you leave with Philza going through the security and everything. Sam was fast about it. You walk through the hall to the door, Sam unlocked it and you look in seeing your husband on the bed, his beanie nowhere to be found and his glasses were dirty and he looked extremely skinny, Sam put a chair by the door “ call if you need help “ Wilbur fingers moved “ if it’s someone other then y/n,I will kill them “ you shivered feeling the darkness in his voice, you were nervous but spoke “ that’s not very nice beloved” you never seem him move so fast in his life, he shot up falling back as tears ran down his eyes, he came closer but slowly “ please be real, please tell me this isn’t a dream please, I’m begging you” he back up yelling “ SAM SAM” you get up touching him, his eyes widen “ your warm, omg your warm” he hugs you tightly “ your real your real” you hug him back “ I am, I am” he sobs holding you close and drops to his knees with his head down and cries “ forgive me y/n, forgive me please I love you. Please don’t hate me everyone else does, don’t hate me please” your heart breaks as you rub his back lightly “ please stand love, please. I don’t hate you” you sit back down as he looks up from your lap “ then why didn’t you come sooner y/n, how many months along are you “ you felt shame and felt lost, he comes closer and you see the scars on his face, his eye is sunken from the beatings, he looked broken “ eight months,I..I..I don’t know why my love, I was scared” he stepped back and you grab his wrist “ not of you no oo my not of you “ you see his shoulders relax “ after the trials I got threats love, they threatened the baby’s life, I had to go further away” you saw his face drop and his eyes looked blank, he gets closer holding your hand “ I’m….I’m sorry y/n, I should of just stopped now your so far along, I won’t even be able to see the birth of my first child” you knew this all broke him, you rub his shoulder and cup his cheek “ maybe you won’t have too” he looks up fixing his glasses “ what do you mean beloved” you hum.

“maybe Sam will let me have the baby here, if your behavior improves” he smiles for the first time since you’ve arrived “ I will do anything anything to see my child’s birth” you smile “ I’ll speak with Sam” he gets closer “ can I kiss you” you smile nodding, he kisses you softly cupping your cheeks and smiles through the kiss “ still the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen” he chuckles leaning down moving his hand gently over your swollen womb “ girl or boy “ you smile “ a little girl” his eyes light up “ really “ you smile “ would I lie “ he shakes his head “ I love you” you cup his cheek kissing him softly “ I love you too”. After two weeks of begging sam allowed you to have the baby their which everyone except Wilbur we’re completely mortified by it, Philza chocked when you told him and the boys lost it saying that they would lock you in the room until the birth but the only person who came around was Philza, he loved his son and you so he agreed to help with his granddaughters birth. That night you arrived at the prison a day before your due date you already started having contractions, Wilbur since then had cleaned up and was officially considered a normal prisoner. Six hours into the night you gave birth to a beautiful burnet baby girl, her lungs were strong and Wilbur cried the whole time while holding the infant, he thanked you and that night all three of you finally were at peace, he was at peace. He kisses your head “ goodnight my love” he brings his daughter closer smile “ you as well”.