Hi, I'm New To This And I Wanted To Know If I Have To Affirm To Enter The Void When I Feel The Symptoms?

Princess Margaret had Punarvasu Moon, Magha Sun. And she's been played by a Jupiter nakshatra native, and two Ketu nakshatra natives, in the series The Crown.

Vanessa Kirby — Ashwini Sun.

Helena Bonham Carter — Magha Moon.

Lesley Manville — Purva Bhadrapada Sun & Moon.

Vanessa Kirby slightly resembles her the most to me. She does also look Jupiterian to me... her birthtime is currently unavailable.

dr. jacobo grinberg, the scientist who went missing for researching shifting 🗝️

the man, the myth, the legend. being a keen enthusiast of the human brain from a young age, dr. jacobo grinberg was a mexican neurophysiologist and psychologist who delved into the depths of human consciousness, meditation, mexican shamanism and aimed to establish links between science and spirituality. 

grinberg's theories and research can be tied to reality shifting, seeing as he explored the fusion of quantum physics and occultism. being not only heavily established in the field of psychology but also a prolific writer, he wrote about 50 books on such topics. he was a firm believer of the idea that human consciousness possesses hidden and powerful abilities like telepathy, psychic power and astral projection. 

the unfortunate loss of his mother to a brain tumour when he was only twelve not only fuelled his interest in the human brain but also pushed him to study it on a deeper level, making it his life’s aim. 

he went on to earn a phd in psychophysiology, established his own laboratory and even founded the instituto para el estudio de la conciencia - the national institute for the study of consciousness. 

despite sharing groundbreaking and revolutionary ideas, his proposals were rejected by the scientific community due to the inclusion of shamanism and metaphysical aspects. on december 8th, 1994, he went missing just before his 48th birthday. grinberg vanished without a trace, leaving people thoroughly perplexed about his whereabouts. some believe he was silenced, while others believe he discovered something so powerful and revolutionary that changed the entire course of reality, or well, his reality. 

grinberg's work was heavily influenced by karl pribram and david bohm's contributions to the holographic theory of consciousness, which suggests that reality functions the same way as a hologram does. meaning, reality exists as a vast, interconnected macrocosm. it even suggests that all realities exist among this holographic structure. 

lastly, it also proposes that the brain does not perceive reality, rather actively creates it through tuning into different frequencies of existence. 

this not only proves the multiverse theory (infinite realities exist), but also the consciousness theory (we don’t observe reality, but instead create it). 

grinberg’s most notable contribution was the syntergic theory, which states that, “there exists a “syntergic” field, a universal, non-local field of consciousness that interacts with the human brain." - david franco.

this theory also stated that 

the syntergic field is a fundamental and foundational layer of reality that contains all possible experiences and states of consciousness.

the brain doesn’t generate consciousness, it instead acts as a receiver and its neural networks collapse the syntergic field into a coherent and structured reality. 

reality is created, not observed. 

we can access different variations of reality (which is the very essence of shifting realities)

the syntergic theory is even in congruence with the universal consciousness theory (all minds are interconnected as a part of a whole, entire consciousness that encompasses all living beings in the universe). 

grinberg concluded that 

all minds are connected through the syntergic field 

this field can be accessed and manipulated by metaphysical and spiritual practices, altered states of consciousness and deep meditation. 

in conclusion, the syntergic theory proposes that our consciousness is not a mere byproduct of the brain, but rather a fundamental force of the universe. 

grinberg was far ahead of his time, and even 31 years after his disappearance, the true nature of reality remains a mystery. regardless, the syntergic theory helps provide insight and a new perspective on how we access and influence reality. 

summary of grinberg’s findings:

the brain constructs reality 

other realities exist and can be experienced

other states of consciousness exist and can be experienced 

consciousness is not limited 

all minds are connected through the syntergic field 

shamanic, spiritual, metaphysical and meditative practices can alter and influence our perception of reality. 

some of grinberg's works that can be associated with shifting:

el cerebro consciente

la creación de la experiencia

teoría sintérgica

From father’s house to husband’s house to a grave that still might not be her own, a woman acquiesces to male authority in order to gain some protection from male violence.

Right Wing Women, Andrea Dworkin

The Saturn Nakshatra stage is about reevaluating the quality and durability of the given house area in your chart.

That will wildly vary between charts as to how it manifests, but generally Saturn cleans up the mess that the Jupiterian expansion left behind and tests the fortitude of the house Saturn occupies in your chart. You will notice such effects in your life, even if you don’t get a Saturn Mahadasha in this incarnation, simply through the Antardasha of another Mahadasha period.

To give you an example, I have Saturn in the 4th house and I was born in the Saturn Mahadasha, which lasted until I was 11. Even though I was just a child, I had a lot of changes around me during that time (probably because my Saturn is in a Mars Nakshatra), and every housing/family situation I’ve been in during that time has been tested and ultimately what didn’t hold fell apart, until only what was really stable remained when my Dasha changed into Mercury. First, my parents split up and my mom moved out of my fathers apartment. Then, I lived with my grandparents at their house, but it was very small, so there was no long term room for me, I slept in the living room, and my grandparents were getting increasingly tired at raising a child at their age. After I moved into our new apartment with my mom, I still visited every weekend and every major holiday, until by the end of the Dasha my grandmother refused any more sleepovers, saying she was too old and tired for the work it took and family visiting was reduced to Sunday lunch.

Then there was the matter of family community (since my Saturn is in Aquarius). We used to have a very big community between all my aunts and uncles and cousins and their extended family, which resulted in Christmases of around 12 people. By the time my Saturn Dasha ended, my uncle got a divorce and moved abroad to work to be able to afford paying child support. As a result, the family gatherings we got through his marriage were cut, and our holiday celebrations were cut from 12 to 4 maximum 5 people. That change was permanent, and when the Saturn Dasha ended, the family stayed in that shape for a very long time, and only eroded slowly with deaths of family members over time.

I gave you this description so that you can check the Saturn Mahadasha or Antardasha periods in your own chart relative to its house position and observe the changes that took place in your life, and what remained after Saturn’s cleanup.

read this if you're confused about persistence, if you've been affirming for months and nothing's shown up, if you're wondering whether you're doing something wrong but can't figure out what. not a method post. not a technique post. just what’s actually going on when it's not working yet.

ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.

context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.

and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.

you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.

and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.

and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.

so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.

you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.

and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.

and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.

and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.

but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????

and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???

and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.

so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):

maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.

no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.

you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.

i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.

if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.

and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):

you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.

i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.

when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.

it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.

the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.

so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.

so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.

it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.

shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.

so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.

and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.

and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."

they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.

you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?

and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.

reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.

if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.

and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.

stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.

because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.

not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."

done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.

and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.

you don't have to overanalyse it.

but you're allowed to want to understand it.

that doesn't undo the truth.

it just lets you live inside it better.

one time my university invited a motivational speaker and he started by talking about historical figures he found inspirational (like in business/economics) and then asked "what do they have in common?" and a girl in the crowd shouted "they're all men!"

Not sure who she was but I'll never forget her

there are high profile rapists and paedophiles getting less attention because y'all like bullying women for the most minor of things whenever the white boys of the internet tell you to. do one expose on neil gaiman i dare you

You don't need the void state to manifest whatever you want

"The All is Mind; the Universe is Mental." - Hermes Trismegistus

How long will it take you realize that YOU ARE THE CREATOR, that everything around you comes from within you. You don't need to induce the void state or anything like that because you are the GOD. You can manifest anything, LITERALLY ANYTHING within a second into your reality but there you are reading thousands and thousands of blogs on tumblr and still not getting anywhere. You need to realize that you are becoming your own enemy by not manifesting what you want, and letting your ability go waste. You don't need a good self-concept to manifest anything, you need consistency. Keep on persisting because you know that THE CREATION IS DONE. Your desires are coming, all you have to do is sit back and relax. Infact, it is not a desire, it's a reality (whatever you want, is already yours) It's that simple, RELAX. ⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 ˚｡⋆ You know what, the more you try to force something, the more it goes away and that is why, RELAX. You already have everything you've ever wanted, what's the rush, Amore? It's already yours once you stop putting it on a pedestal and relax. 𓆉⋆｡˚⋆❀ 🐚🫧𓇼 ˖°

do you really want your desires?

more specifically, are you sure that you're consciously manifesting your desire/s at all? it may occur to you as though THINKING about your desires, thinking about manifesting then putting it off for "the right moment" or when things 'click' for you is going to conjure your desires into reality without you actually changing your assumptions. but in the meantime, the feeling of lacking your desires consumes you. what you desire so desperately continues to feel so far out of reach, but in reality is sitting right before you. you end up hoping that you'll wake up one day with everything you've dreamed of but know deep down it won't happen, rather than simply persisting in the assumption that you do. yet, as you've heard countless times prior, do consider how fortunate you are to have knowledge of and allow yourself to believe in a concept so foreign to others. how fortunate you must be to have what you want by assuming that you do, when there are so many people unaware of this. it does feel pointless when you persist and see no movement. it does feel like nothing will change because not much has changed in the past. but I implore you to persist regardless, stay with unwavering faith in the 4D, because the law cannot fail, and it most certainly cannot fail you.

"You are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe it is the only reason you do not see it." - the og loa blogger Neville hehe

here is a reminder that loss and fears aren’t real. you can’t lose anything because everything is you. you can’t lose your person because they’re you. fears aren’t real because you’re the one who chooses how everything goes. you’re the one who is deciding everything so what is there to fear ? you’re fearless and always the winner. this is who you’re being from this moment forward. no more belittling yourself. no more underestimating the law. how can you be the god of your reality and still have fears ? what are you fearing ? yourself ? do you not trust yourself enough ? think about it. you trusted to be with someone despite your fears yet you can’t do that for yourself ? when really the only person you’ll ever have is you. you have to trust yourself and know that fears are nothing. whenever you’re fearing something, think of someone who doesn’t have that fear and see how their life is going. fear of abandonment ? observe a friend who doesn’t have that fear and see how their life is like. that should be “proof” enough for you that it’s ridiculous and it all has to do with you. why do people who fear absolutely nothing and 100% believe in themselves and who they are always receive everything they want ? why is everyone obsessed with them ? why do they not get abandoned, betrayed, etc. ? why can’t that person be you ? be fearless because you have nothing to lose but self. if you lose self, you lose everything. choose self, choose a fearless identity, don’t get shaken up by some stupid thoughts in your head, and fully KNOW that you’re safe and secure. give that to yourself within.