I Sometimes Wonder, Why Do Some People Chose To Stay In My Life, Even When I Push Them.
I sometimes wonder, why do some people chose to stay in my life, even when I push them.
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idk but when i discover new books and music i’m just excited to be alive again. yes a bit dramatic but that’s how i feel when i discover them
Meirl
rip to people who love their interests a normal amount but i’m different, intense, and annoying :)
Oh my god! I so wanna visit there.
Kitab Khana, Mumbai | went to an actual bookstore after ages and had the best time sifting through pages; they also gave a tote bag with the books
“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most is the person you’re best without.”
— Unknown
“There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.”
— Franz Kafka, Letters To Felice (via meineluft)
Why can't u just stop and give me some space?? Why do you always make me feel as if I am a burden on you? Why does nobody understand me? Why does nobody cares? Why am I a mess? I'm not even allowed to die!!!! WHHHYYYYY??? Please kill me!! Please kill me!!!! I can't even have people in my life.....For the first time in my life, I had started feeling nice..I had started feeling valued and loved...even that got snatched away...WHHHYYYYYY....why can't I just die....I want some peace....plzzzzzz
I wish I had a someone who would observe me silently, who would capture all my habits and quirks, and still love me. Someone that would get lost in how my fine features define my face, while smiling or crying, and still love me.
— Elay Neal Moses
some apps/websites i’ve been using to keep me productive
1. Flow - pomodoro timer for my laptop, super helpful (alternatively just use a study with me video)
2. Notion - v helpful for organization + so pretty!!
3. Habitica - stopped using this after notion tbh but its still v fun, uses reward & punishment to get your productivity going!!
4. Google Calendar - OG!!! use it to plan out ur day
5. Google Drive - if you don’t use google drive how do u even live… its been super helpful w college essays bc my sister can keep giving me feedback w/o making 23672848 different docs. (excuse the image my drive is UGLY & unorganized)
6. Audible - audio! books! are! the! shit!!!!!!! kinda hate supporting amazon but honestly haven’t been able to find any good alternatives. if u know pls share!! (also just a heads up - indistractable is kinda sh*t so far)
7. Zombie Run - its a fitness app that will give u cues during ur run that zombies are chasing u so you’ve got to sprint. idk how to describe it and i don’t have a photo of it rn (& i technically havent used it yet) but my sister loves it and i plan on trying it out today!
