I Will Not Have You Without The Darkness That Hides Within You. I Will Not Let You Have Me Without The

"Out of suffering, a lotus flower of happiness can open."

- Thich Nhat Hanh

I wasn't very kind to myself for a really long time and I'm trying to learn that now. So do what you need to do, and push yourself, but also forgive yourself if you fuck it up, or if you're struggling.

— Chelsea Wolfe, in an interview with Julian Lara c. Nov. 2019

Present is so boring. Past and future are interesting stories ;/

I mean dude, I miss you, I yearn for you but whenever I talk to you, I realise I shouldn't.

I'm different, I am different right and that is y I am alone right!? Yes, sometimes you really really want someone. But as soon as you get one you just want to retreat back to your shell..and really don't wanna come out for a while!

STRANGE THO!

Sometimes, not being part of a group feels really bad..sometimes not being asked or checked upon feels really bad! But overtime, you realize that solitude is actually the best state to live in.Your peace never gets disrupted, you start having more out of the box ideas, you start becoming more open-minded, you get to explore your uniqueness. At the end of the day, it's peaceful!

hobbies masterpost!

a really excellent way to reduce anxiety is to pick up a new hobby. find something you’re interested in, learn it, then use it as a healthy and productive way to cope.

learn to play guitar

learn how to make interactive stories with the free program Twine

learn how to make pixel art

learn another language

learn how to build a ship in a bottle

learn how to develop your own film

learn how to embroider

learn how to make chiptunes (8-bit music)

learn how to make origami (the art of paper folding)

learn how to make tumblr themes

learn how to make jewelry 

learn how to make candy

learn how to make terrariums

learn how to make your own perfume

learn how to make your own tea

learn how to build birdhouses

learn how to read tarot cards

learn how to make zines

learn how to code

learn how to whittle (wood carving)

learn how to make candles

learn how to make clay figurines

learn how to knit scarves

learn how to become an amateur astronomer

learn some yoyo tricks

learn how to start a collection

learn how to start body building

learn how to edit wikipedia articles

learn how to decorate iphone cases

learn how to do freelance writing

learn how to make your own cards and

learn how to make your own envelopes

learn how to play the ukulele 

learn how to make gifs

learn how to play chess

learn how to juggle

learn how to guerrilla garden

learn how to chart your family history

learn how to keep chickens

learn how to do yoga

learn how to do magic

learn how to raise and breed butterflies

learn how to play dungeons & dragons

learn how to skateboard

learn how to do parkour

learn how to surf

learn how to arrange flowers

learn how to make stuffed animals

“Be the love you never received.”

— Rune Cazuli (via meineluft)