He found out my real name hehehehe ><
I wanna be loved by you, just you nobody else but you!!!
I’ll carve your name into my skin over and over again just to show you how much I need you.
Tw: vent, me being weird
I miss being told what to do, I miss having rules to follow and feeling like someone cares enough to give me rules and make sure I follow them, someone to give me praise for doing good, someone to make/buy me gifts for simply being cute and good, someone to actually enforce the rules they’ve given me . . . ₍ᐢ. ̯.ᐢ₎
God, my mind goes while thinking about it,
Do I have the patience?
Can I keep myself in check enough to go slow, to run my hand through your hair slowly, softly petting you before my nails begin to dig into your scalp with each pass. Tsking when you flinch, cooing when you manage to stay still
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I promise I’ll try my best to stay still sir!! I’ll do so good you’ll be so so proud of me for staying still!!
I want to kill myself
I honestly hate Snapchat ;-;
Mutual obsession >>>
Yes I love that you watch me, I love that you’re always there even when I think I’m alone I’m already paranoid!! I’ll know you’re there but I’m just excited to see you again I missed you, I want you :3
TW: ED mentioned
Why’s eating in the morning so so hard?, it’s like I try and try to eat, but it takes me literally forever to even get a bite in and it’s not even like I don’t want to eat it. It’s more like I wake up nauseous and sick and anxious and so I can’t really eat anything because I already feel like I’m gonna puke
The thing is it’s even worse when I’m little because when I’m little, I don’t really understand what’s going on 
Train and whine, teehee 🥺
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train~ im very paranoid so id probably spam them, begging them to fix it or to stop, id whine and scream and stomp at them till, asking if they hate me or want me dead if there going to leave me or they like hurting me :3
Whine~ I think I really like more dom leaning people atleast when it comes to me I love being told what to do, I love having rules and being told I’m bad when I don’t listen, telling me all the horrible things you’ll do if I keep not listening to you
I need some Diet Coke
ぴྀི ̥> . ʚ̴̶̷ ིྀ♡18 yr old doll˖⁺‧₊˚ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ˚₊‧⁺˖HUGE TW | milk drinker 🥛
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