Feeling Self Destructive

50/50? he works hard while i look pretty and support him

no, babe, i dont do casual. its mind numbing devotion for all eternity or nothing

I don’t wanna kill myself, please love me please, I need you to love me endlessly I hate unreciprocated love, I’m obsessed with you WHY WONT YOU JUST LOVE ME THE SAME WAY.

So real

Me on tumblr.

Tw: little vent about bpd

Borderline personality disorder is such a horrid thing to live with . . .

YANBLR ASK GAME — ★

[ Pet themed ! ]

Thank you for 150 followers. yay :)

Collar —

˖︵ Do you enjoy marking your darling, or doing things that show off that they are yours ?

How ? What's your favourite way to do so ?

Reward —

˖︵ Do you want your darling to be dependant on you ?

If they aren't naturally, would you push them into it ?

Crate —

˖︵ Would you ever lock or chain your darling up ?

Would you already be willing to do so, or would you be pushed into it ? Where would you keep them ?

Train —

˖︵ What would you do if your darling does something you wish they didn't ?

i.e need other people, bad habits, ect ect . .

Would you 'fix' that about them ? Would you try to ignore it ? or would you learn to accept it, in a sense ?

Bite —

˖︵ Would you ever get physical with your darling ?

Would you enjoy it ? or would you rather mess with their head ?

Whine —

˖︵ Would you prefer your darling to be submissve or dominant when it comes to you ?

Play —

or a bit of both ?

˖︵ Do you have anyone that currently has caught your eye ?

If so, what are they like ? and if you don't, what kind of things do catch your attention ? What kind of person are you drawn too ?

⋆˚࿔ I wish a very happy birthday to my sweetie Pattie.₊˚⊹

🤍🤍

Shoutout to

regressors who can't afford gear

regressors who are too scared to buy gear

regressors who buy impulsively

regressors who need a treat in each store visit

closeted regressors still discovering themselves

regressors who don't have anyone for support so they support themselves

regressors who only regress in their head because they're scared/ashamed/embarrased/etc

regressors who are ashamed of their regression. Your feelings are valid but you deserve the comfort you need c:

regressors with f/os! They love you dearly!

regressors without a serious reason to regress other than to have fun in their grown-up life

regressors whose gear isn't picture perfect!

regressors who make their own gear!

regressors whose comfort shows aren't from 00/10/20s!

regressors who thrift their gear! How sustainable!

Please please please text me back, I need you I need your attention to live, please please please come back I’ll stay up all night for you!!

Sick after shower photo op