I Just Can't. I Just Can't. I Just Can't. I Just Can't. I Just Can't. I Just Can't. I Can't. I Can't.icant.icanticanticanticantICANT

I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I just can't. I can't. I can't.icant.icanticanticanticantICANT I CANT! I can not anymore, I don't want to be a prisoner anymore, i dont want to be in this flesh. I dont want to inherit the misery that is human. I want to crack my skull open like an egg and scramble the yolk. I want to stop the yelling in my head! I want the buzzing in my head to stop whispering how much of a failure i am, how terrible everything is! IM TIRED OF THE CONSTANT NOISE VIBRATING IN MY SKULL, THE CONSTANT THOUGHTS TO STOP. I WANT MY MIND TO STOP, JUST STOP. IM TIRED OF TAKING DRUGS AND DRINKING TO NUMB MYSELF. IM TIRED OF STRUGGLING, IM TIRED OF TRYING, IM TIRED OF DISAPPOINTING MYSELF BECAUSE THAT'S ALL I'VE EVER DONE SINCE I WAS YOUNG! Im just so tired. Im tired of dragging my demons with me everywhere i go. Im tired. Just let me sleep.