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TW:Slight mention of The Holy Lord
Mrow
Bakugou x roomate!reader
Summary: you've gotten yourself into a quirk accident & were now..?? a cat??
A/n: if there's one thing i like about the mha universe is that the existence of quirks make up so many plot possibilities to play with. i had a lot of fun writing this & i hope you enjoy reading too!
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You were a cat.
Your day most certainly could not get any weirder than this.
You were chasing after a petty thief down the alleyway when it happened. You almost felt bad for going after what could be the most skittish crime offender you've ever encountered.
Then she struck you with her quirk.
The force of it knocked you to the ground & your sight went blurry. You vaguely heard her apologized profusely, swearing it was an accident & stammering that you'll be able to figure out how to undo it on your own, leaving you to slowly black out.
When you came to, you found yourself absolutely drowning in a mass of clothes that you soon realized was your hero outfit. Horrified at the discovery, you looked down at your naked body only to find out you weren't exactly naked.
You were covered in fur.
Cursing out in confusion, you heard your own voice rang through the alleyway. But it didn't sound like your voice & what came out was most definitely not coherent words.
Panicked you scrambled to get out of the alley, almost plopping face first into what seemed to be a ridiculously huge puddle, barely catching yourself as you fell on your furry butt. Peering into the muddy water, you felt your heart sank at the sight of your own reflection.
You were a cat.
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You've sat at your front door for approximately 15 minutes, glaring at the wood, willing it open with your mind.
You decided quickly that heading to your agency will do you no good, already concluding you aren't getting a productive two-way conversation with anyone while you were in this form. Trying to alert other pro heroes on your way did not work out, unless them cooing & making baby voices at you counted.
The familiar sound of heavy boots approaching your door made you perk up. Your roomate was home.
You padded aside to make way for your roomate to open the door, you little body slumping in relief. You didn't notice Bakugou skeptically raising an eyebrow at your presence but saying nothing otherwise.
The click of the door unlocking had you sighing inwardly. Ugh. Thank fuck. You thought as you padded in tiredly. Curling up in bed after the day you had the only thing on your mind.
You barely made it two steps in before your feet were no longer on the ground, making you squeal in surprise.
"Oi."
You heard your own angry mewls as Bakugou grabbed you by the scruff, holding you up to his face.
"Who the fuck do you think you are waltzing in like you own this place?"
You wanted to scream. You were too tired for this shit right now.
Oh my god. Bakugou! I do own this place. Its me! Y/n!
You tried explaining to no avail as you thrashed in his hold. Bakugou muttered something about you being 'a loud little fuck too' & started heading for the front door.
This made you bristle in irritation even more.
There was absolutely no way you were turned into a cat & getting kicked out of your own apartment on the same day. Not fucking happening.
The moment Bakugou dropped you off out the front door, you launched yourself onto his pant leg before he could close the door in your face, clinging on to dear life as the blonde yelped in surprise at feeling your little claws dig into the fabric of his sweatpants.
"Are you fucking kidding me??" He yelled, swinging he's leg around, jostling you with the movement, trying to get you off of him.
No! Thats my line, you bastard! Don't fucking kid with me!
You yelled profanities at him. All of which, to your dismay, came out as high pitched wails while Bakugou stumbled around as he tried to pry you off his leg while you held on with all your might. In his struggle, he bumped into the front door, cracking it open just a smidge. Seeing this opening you leaped off of him & made a mad dash inside, hearing your angry roomate shout after you. You dove for the living room sofa, barely wiggling your way through the narrow space underneath, only just escaping the angry blonde's grasp.
You heard Bakugou yelling at you to get out, to which you yelled right back at him- non-threatening little mewls be damned. You weren't standing for this bullshit.
Fuck.
There was no way of communicating with him like this. Where the fuck was a convinient scrabble board game when you needed one.
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"Oi. Come out. You must be hungry. I got you food."
No! You'll try to throw me out again! Out of my own home may I add!
You heard Bakugou snicker at your yowls from under the sofa, making your tail puff up in annoyance.
"Calm down, brat. I won't throw you out. Promise. Just food."
You contemplated your options for a moment before relenting to his offer. Bakugou chuckled at the sight of you poking your head out of your hiding place, looking up at him with doubts written all over your furry face.
You watched him place two saucers by the table, one of steamed fish, the other filled with clean water before moving on to set his own meal & take a seat at the table. Trotting over nervously, you looked up at him one last time, just in case he was bluffing, only to have him roll his eyes at you. "Hurry up. My foods getting cold."
You tilt your head at that.
His food? Was he waiting for you to eat together?
You wanted to ask but your tummy growling & confirmation that you could hold Bakugou to his word had you making your way to your dishes. Plus your questions would only come out as mewls & squeals anyway so.
Sitting on your haunches you meowed out a 'thanks for the food' before digging in, making the blonde laugh.
"At least you have some manners for a feral little thing."
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You didn't have time to worry about getting kicked out after dinner, having seemingly become the least of Bakugou's problems after a phonecall left him agitated & fidgety.
You watched Bakugou pace the living room back & forth, whilst holding his phone up to his ear, seemingly getting more & more frustrated by the minute as he grumbled under his breath ever time the call went to voicemail.
"Mrow?"
Bakugou barely acknowledged your presence with a glance before he's dialing the number again.
"She's not fucking answering."
Who?
"The other dumbass that lives here. She should've been home ages ago. Its getting dark."
Oh. Oh, he's worried about you.
Cursing under his breath at another voicemail, Bakugou muttered something about calling your agency again while you watched him barely contain his distress as he learns no one has seen you since your patrol.
"This fucking dumbass. Where the hell are you??" Bakugou growled while tugging on the boots of his hero outfit, the worry underlying his voice made your gut churn with guilt.
You scurried over to where he sat at the door, swiftly lacing up his boots. He paused when you meowed, peaking around his side.
Keeping your eyes on his, you tested the waters by perching up on his thigh, front paws on his tummy with those red eyes watching your every move. When Bakugou didn't push you off, you continued wiggling your way up his chest, his hand instinctively coming under your legs to support you.
Face to face with him, you see the distress on his face, the expression making your heart heavy. Pushing your little body on your hind legs, you bring a paw up to the wrinkles between his brows.
I'm right here, Bakugou. You mewled quietly.
The blonde huffed out a quiet laugh at that. "Whats with you? You're way too perceptive for a regular fluffball." You perk up at his words. Maybe he'd finally notice!
Thats 'cause I'm not a cat! Its me! Y/n!
To your dismay, he only chuckled at your frantic meows. "Alright, alright. I have to go now," he rumbled out with an amused grin overlaying his worry. He stood up slowly, picking you up in his large hands to set you on the ground. "M'bringing that idiot home so I can introduce ya. I'd bet she's gonna love ya."
You could only watch as Bakugou stepped out into the night to search for you, knowing he wouldn't find you out there tonight.
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS <3
Grief was an easy thing to move on from, it's been done multiple times but this time...it might not be easy
Words- 2743
Izuku Midoriya x Reader
Warnings: Just sadness, some violence but towards objects, depreciating thoughts, lack of self-care, lots of angst, TARTARUS ESCAPEES ARC SPOILERS
A/N: We're back hey <3
Y/n,
Iâm not sure how to start this offâŚI hadnât expected things to end up like this but here we are. I love you. I know this is a cowardly way of telling you, you deserve to be told face to face but I canât. Shigaraki and All For One will now be after me so I need to keep my distance from everyone especially you. I canât let you get hurt againâŚI wonât let anyone hurt you again. I can remember when I first met you like it was yesterday, I held the door on the train open for you and you thanked me with that gorgeous smile of yours and you said, âYouâre the kid that completely totaled that Zero pointer, how are your bones?â It was at that moment I knew I loved you. Every time I spent with you, during class, when you walked me home after I broke both my arms during the Sports Festival, cleaning each other's cuts and bruises Gran Torino gave us during our work study, training together growing stronger with our quirks, every moment together I cherished. Even when we fought alongside each other or against I still loved you. And itâs because of that love I have for you I have to leave.
We said weâre the only ones that understand each other and I hope you can understand the reason I had to leave. I will accept any yelling or fighting you want to send my way I deserve it but it will be all worth it when all this is over. I donât know when Iâll be back but you will always be on my mind, the moment I wake up to the second I sleep I will be thinking of you. I need you to stay strongâŚyouâll probably want to shut down or go out and find me but you canât. I need you safe for when I return. Let the class inâŚwith everything out there youâre going to think everyone is your enemy but we arenât. We will always be there for you. I love you Y/n..I will love you, Y/n Shimura, until my dying breath. I could say it a million times but that wouldnât describe all of it. I want you to look outsideâŚyes right now whatever youâre seeing the sun and the sky or the moon and the stars know that Iâm looking at the same ones right now.Â
I love you Y/n. With all my heart I will love you.
-Izuku Midoriya
You thought you understood griefâŚunderstood the feeling of losing someone. Youâve experienced it your entire life, losing your family, losing your freedom, your trust, even your own life, but it didnât compare to what you felt now. You werenât even sure you could describe it as a feeling. You werenât sure you could feel anything anymore, happinessâŚ.fear..angerâŚlove. They all were gone your heart an empty space in your chest just used to keep you alive but unable to love or be loved.
Were you cursed? Destined to remain alone and everyone around you to get hurt and leave you. Your parentsâŚyour siblingsâŚyour mentors, the people you looked up to, the boy you lov-. You couldnât even say the word. The word stuck within your throat just on the tip of your tongue bursting to be set free but remains trapped. Once you say itâŚitâs the truth itâs reality..you let your guard down and let someone in..you fully gave them your trust giving your delicate heart for them to cherish and protect. So even now as you sit alone you still clutch your heart safe with you away from anyone.
âY/nâŚâ A soft voice calls out and you donât look at them your hair blocking their view of your face as they stand in the doorway. Kirishima and Mina look into your roomâŚitâs a complete disaster. Your desk and chair were flipped over the contents on top of it were strewed across the floor, glass from the picture frames littered the ground, and your drawers from your dresser were ripped open it fallen over as well. If a tornado went through your dorm that would describe the state of your room as you sit outside on your balcony the cool air blowing through your hair. A letter clutched within your fingers.
When you returned to the dorm it was a tense moment for you and your classmates. With the truth leaked about everything, your past, your quirk, everything they didnât know who they were going to meet when you came back. Would you still be the same Y/n they knew even though you were his sister? You returned with Present Mic and you just walked past them all heading straight to your room. No greeting, no words, you didnât even look at them, as if they all had Hagakureâs quirk. Even with you out of the room, the tension was still thick and thatâs when Mic caught them up with everything that you just found out in a few days. Losing your quirk..losing the fightâŚlosing Midoriya. It was shortly after they all heard it. A loud crash made a few of them jump before it went quiet and the noise came back again. Loud bangs and crashes could be heard through three floors and it sent a shiver through them all as the rampage continued for a few minutes before it went quietâŚtoo quiet. Two were sent up to check on you and thatâs where they found you.
âY/n.â Minaâs voice calls out and you donât move your hands clutching the small piece of paper and a drop of water falls down staining the paper. Panicking you pull the paper away from you not wanting to ruin it. Your lifeline is the only thing you have left. A hand brushes against your shoulder and you donât even flinch at the sudden touch.
âShimuraâŚIâmâŚIâm sorry.â Kirishima whispers his happy energy gone as he looks down at you.
âI never got to tell himâŚâ You whisper and the two look at you and you push yourself to your feet the two watch as you slowly exit the room heading down the hall forgoing the elevator and taking the stairs until you reach the floor underneath you reaching the boys' side. Mina and Kirishima trail behind you as you steadily walk down the hall, the three boys living on this floor watch in silence as you walk past them before stopping at a door. You bring your hand to the doorknob but stop hesitating. Your other hand clutches the note before you push the door open entering the door and closing it behind locking yourself inside that room inside memories in the last moments of Izuku MidoriyaâŚ
âY/nâŚâ His voice is soft his hands light as they trace your face and you smile looking at him as he lies down beside you. His freckles paint skin like stars making constellations the smile that covers his face as he pushes your hair back. âI love youâŚâ
Your hand reaches out petting his skin but your hand drifts through touching the bed. You frown reaching your hand out but the same thing happens again.
âWhy canât you say it?â He speaks again and heâs not laying beside you but standing away from the bed, his hero costume ripped and ruined, blood, sweat, and grime covering him. Tears are the only thing that clean part of his face. âJust say it Y/nâŚand Iâll come to you.â He begs and you sit up conflict and fear crosses your face as you open your mouth to speak but the words get all choked up.
âI..I-i canâtâŚâ Your voice cracks and he frowns turning away.
âGoodbye Y/n.â
âizukuâŚIzuku!â You stumble out of the bed trying to go after him your hands going through him as he disappears leaving you sitting on the floor gasping at the air.Â
This was worse than him being dead because you knew he was out thereâŚbut he would just never come back.
There you stayed as days past your classmates havenât gotten a glimpse of you since you returned and you entered that room. They had no idea if you were eating or if you were even alive, Midoriyaâs door remains locked and no matter the amount of begging to be let in or to come out the door remains shut. No one knew what went on in that room and your silence going on for days had made them nervous.
âDo you know if sheâs even eaten since coming back?â One of them brings up as the whole class minus two sit together. They had a feeling Midoriya was somewhere out there with the ProsâŚthey wouldnât let him leave without some eyes watching him. They wanted to pressure Endeavor to reveal his location and they have already gotten in contact with Principal Nezu but if they wanted their plan to work fully they needed all of whatâs left of Class 1-A and your status was unknown was their current conversation.
âNone of us have seen her leave that room since she entered,â Mina says dark circles resting under her eyes. You were her closest friend and seeing you in this state was killing her as well.
âShe could always be getting food and water when we are all asleep,â Kaminari says wanting to think positively.
âShe doesnât,â Bakugo speaks up he sat in the corner of the couch slumped over his gaze glued to the floor. Unlike his normal routine of going to bed at exactly 9 PM, he stayed up his gaze glued to the doorway of the stairs and the elevator waiting to see you enter to get food each night but nothing. He didnât know if it was guilt or pity that was gnawing at himâŚyour voice clear in his head during the fight. Bleeding out in front of him your arm and chest severely hurt clutching his collar and fear in your eyes.
âBakugo you better not let him die!â
âThe body can only survive up to a week without food but if sheâs not drinking water,â Momo brings up a fearful look on her face, âYou could only last three days before your body starts to shut down.â
You had been locked in that room for 5 days.
âThatâs fucking it,â Bakugo growls pushing himself up and marching to the kitchen the class follows after him and he rips open the fridge pulling out an applesauce and two glasses of water beginning his trek out of the common area. Taking the stairs up to the second floor his footsteps boom against the floor before reaching the boyâs room. Rearing his foot back fully kicking in the door with a boom.
âBAKUGO!â Some of his classmates yell out as he storms into the room and they all try following after him. Inside your lay motionlessly on the bed.
âOi! Iâm fucking done with this ya hear me!â Bakugo yells turning the lights on and you groan but still donât move. Placing the food and one water he opens the other before fully tossing it on you getting you soaked. You shriek pushing yourself up almost falling back down with your shaky limbs. You throw away a piece of paper from you so it doesnât get wetter and the boy pushes you back down pinning you down. âYou gotta fucking eatâŚyouâre not dying.â He says holding the spoon out but you glare at him looking away and he scoffs. His free hand snatches your face forcing your jaw open forcing the spoon in your mouth before covering your mouth and pinching your nose.
âBakubro donât be so rough!â Kirishima yells out
âEat the damn food or youâre going to pass out.â He says ignoring the redhead as you try pushing him off but with you pinned your weak body, and the air leaving your system you are forced to swallow the food he lets go of your nose and mouth and you suck in air.
âI hate you!â You spit out and he scoffs shoving another spoonful in your mouth and you donât fight eating it much to your classmates' relief.
âWhatever hate me all ya want!â He says bringing over the water and letting you sip it shaking your head when you have enough water in your mouth. After a bit more of eating and drinking Bakugo moves off still helping you feed yourself but you slowly get the hang of it yourself. Once you finish the food and water he flicks you on the forehead.
âPull that shit again and Iâll kill you. Hear me.â He says stepping away and his spot is quickly replaced by Mina and Kirishima and the others. âWhen youâre done clean yourself up you fucking reek.â
âWhyâŚâ You mumble putting the water beside the table.
âWeâre getting him back.â You freeze knowing exactly who it was they were talking about.
Her hands are soft in your hair making sure the conditioner is everywhere. Your body rests in the bath the bubbles around you cleaning the dirt and grime.
âYou donât have to do this Mina..â You say closing your eyes as she pours water on your head trying to not get it in your eyes.
âItâs what friends do Y/n,â She says scooping up more water in the cup to do one more rinse, âBesideâŚI shouldâve been there..when you needed me.â
You turn around looking at her your eyebrows frowned the red in your eyes piercing, âNo donât blame yourselfâŚit was my own doing that got me here.â You say and she goes to speak before closing her mouth and she turns you back to finish rinsing. âIf I only had been strongerâŚthings wouldâve been different.â You mumble as the final water runs over your hair and Mina stands up silently going to grab the towel. If you were fasterâŚif you fought harderâŚmaybe if you ended this when you were childrenâŚyou would have lived a normal lifeâŚShigaraki wouldnât have killed your parents..you wouldnât have gone with All For One..none of this would have happened.
Izuku would be here.
âY/n..come on we gotta get ready.â She says holding out the towel. Nodding you push yourself out accepting it as you dry yourself off before dressing into your underwear as Mina grabs the bandages and cream. Her hands are gently rubbing the medicine against the stitches before wrapping the bandages around. You had three major injuries, straight through your abdomen taking a kidney with it, another hitting your intestines, and the last one through your chest youâre lucky it missed your heart but it did knick part of your right lung. You were alive and standing but were you happy?
âWhy do I have to comeâŚIâm like public enemy number one here.â You say as you work your tie while Mina brushes your hair putting in the product.
âBecause Endeavor needs to see us together as a class to emphasize our pointâŚMidoriya needs to come home.â Mina says working the brush through any kinks and knots in your hair. The white locks are a heightened feature, especially with your eyesâŚthose bloody red eyes.
âYeah but the second I step outside Iâm going to have people out there wanting my head on a spike.â You say holding out a white lock letting it drop in disgust. Mina pause seeing the disgust in your eyes and she places the brush down wrapping her arm around your shoulders and resting her chin on your head the two of you looking at the mirror.
âI remember when you came into class with this white hair and you were so embarrassed by it but after a while, you grew into it. You owned itâŚyou stood out and it made sense. You were different than any of us. I just see Y/n Shimura..my best friendâ She says picking up a lock of your hair you look back in the mirror flinching and see someone else in the reflection his eyes digging into your soul, his white locks flowing down his faceâŚthose red eyes. You stand up looking away from the mirror grab your jacket pulling it on.
âYou see that but everyone sees the truth..Y/n Shimura. Tomura Shigarakiâs sisterâŚAll For Oneâs damn weapon. Thatâs all theyâll ever see.â
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- To use our platforms to spread awareness about what is being inflicted on Palestinians. Not posting about it does not mean that it is no longer happening.
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Words- 5.7K
Pairings: Izuku Midoriya x Takami!Reader, Hawks x Sister!Reader
Warnings: Massive angst, TARTARUS ESCAPEES ARC SPOILERS, talks of murder, references to mass injuries (stab wounds, gunshots, broken bones), anxiety attacks, PTSD later chapters will have more triggering content. TW: TORTURE, Assault on a minor
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First Name: Y/nÂ
Last Name: Takami; L/n (Formerly)
Age: 16Â
Quirk: Quirkless (Currently); Angel Wings (Formerly) (With wings that resemble an angel, she can use them to fly and fight, she can fly up to 200 mph the fastest she has ever gone is about 300 when racing Hawks. She can also use her wings as a shield against attack by slightly hardening the feathers, but if enough damage can fail on her. Unlike Hawks she canât remove her feathers to fight so has incorporated a staff in her fight style; melee combat)Â
Hero Name: Halo (Formerly)Â
Villain Name: Nemesis (Currently)Â
Affiliation: Student at U.A. (Formerly); Hero-in-Training (Under Commission) (Formerly); Devilâs Advocate (Formerly)Â
Family: Brother: Keigo Takami aka Hawks, Father: Shinyo Takami, Mother: Unknown
BY CLICKING KEEP READING YOU UNDERSTAND THE TRIGGERING CONTENT THAT MIGHT BE AHEAD
The sound of beeping fills your ears as you open your eyes. The bright lights make you close your eyes but you slowly peek them open adjusting to them. Your body feels sore, just all-around pain. Groaning you move your head to your right only to find curtains and you sigh. You were so tired you barely could lift your finger. You hear a door open and close behind you and footsteps coming to the curtain opening it quietly. Both of your eyes widen as you stare at each other, Hawks is covered in scratches and burns but mostly healed up. Keigo stares at your open eyes looking at him, the last thing he remembered was your face before he wakes up in a bed in Recovery Girlâs room and his sister fighting for her life in another room. You managed to survive but entered a two-day coma, no movement you were practically dead. Recovery Girl and the medics did their best with all the injuries they could see you had gained many were not healing correctly. It was now on you if you wanted to keep living. Seeing you awake in front of him he felt tears filling his eyes.Â
You open your mouth, your mouth very dry, and wheeze out a croaky, âhey..âÂ
Keigo bursts into tears, youâre alive, you are breathing looking at him as he cries. His sobs cause the room door to slam open thinking something was wrong and Recovery Girl and Endeavor rush inside, see Keigo crying over your bed as you just stare at him. After a few minutes of crying, Keigo calms down and Recovery Girl examines you. You had suffered major internal injuries when you exploded, with the little amount of energy you had. She and surgeons had to work together to keep you alive with her quirk and modern medicine. You sip the water slowly through the straw too sore to move your body as much. Looking at your arms they were covered in scars almost like you were struck by lightning and you assumed the same for the rest of your body. Keigo stayed by your side the entire time getting you whatever you needed, water, food, or just talking to you though those were mainly one-sided as you couldnât talk. You still needed another dayâs worth of rest for Recovery Girl to use her quirk, to heal any minor injuries such as soreness and pain, or your lost voice. You stay quite isolated and have only seen Keigo, Endeavor, and Recovery Girl. Did others think you were alive, did they even want to see you? The next day Recovery Girl pressed a kiss against your cheek and while you felt tired, the soreness and pain disappeared, and after drinking water your voice had slightly come back.Â
âIs All For One here yet?â That was the first thing you fully said and that stunned your brother. Out of all the things you could have said you were focused on the message you gave to the heroes.Â
âThe others had to wait until you were better so we could talk more about it..â He said and you nod slightly, taking another sip from your water. Even though you werenât going to plan to hurt anyone they werenât a hundred percent for you and you remained restrained.Â
âI can talk now Keigo, stopping All For One is more important than my health.âÂ
He gives you a look before standing up, âIâll go tell Recovery Girl.â He leaves you to your thoughts, what would even happen? Would they listen to what you say and then throw you in jail? Can you even go back to becoming a hero? Would your teachers accept you back? Would your classmatesâŚyour friends want you back?
After a while, Keigo returns with a female officer. She unlocks your restraint before Keigo steps out and she helps you dress. She is silent while helping you in simple sweatpants and a sweater before restraining you back in handcuffs. You're led outside where there is an escort of three other officers and Keigo. You follow behind him and feel your legs crack from walking for the first time in 3 days. After walking a bit you end up outside a room and Keigo opens it leading you inside. The door closes behind you and you stand in front of Pro Heroes from all over Japan and your old teachers. The teachers that havenât seen you since the war, their eyes widen in shock at how different youâve changed. You're brought forward to be cuffed to the desk so you couldnât try anything.Â
âTakami what information do you know involving the League of Villains and All For One.â Endeavor starts.Â
âUm.. well during my time with The Devilâs AdvocateâŚmy father. I spent time trying to find the location of the League, specifically Dabi...when The Advocate had a meeting with Grian they planned to create some form of an alliance. I was given a number for Grian during the raid, and went to go look for him.â You said, look back at the things you did and who you associated with you did things you never thought you did.Â
âHow did you get in contact with The Advocate?â Edgeshot asks, crossing his arms, analyzing you.Â
You look down picking at your fingers, âBefore joining him I spent nights in Hosu trying to find my father to find out information about myself. He owns multiple clubs, underneath them they are fight rings. You fight and get paid, I found one that Takami visits often and I signed up and fought.âÂ
âSo what? You fought and got his attention.â Edgeshot presses and you feel your throat close up.Â
âUm no sir, these are run by criminals and crime lords, you fight..you fight until..âÂ
âUntil you kill them.â Aizawa's voice cuts through and you look up to see him staring into your soul and you nod.Â
âI⌠I didnât get his attention he wasnât there, but Kase was there. He isâŚwas his right hand.â You said memories of you pulling the trigger and killing him ring through your head. All the people you killed in the fight clubs, during drug deals, or petty villains that lack information on the League, you were fueled by rage that allowed your morals to be blinded by red.Â
âWhen the transport was attacked, what did you do?â One hero asks but you just keep looking at your hands picking at your skin more harshly.Â
âEverything went by so fast, they were all there, and then they were deadâŚI wanted to help but I couldnât get out of my restraints fast enough. He had me and then he brought me to them.â You clear your throat trying to clear your nerves though nothing worked, âIt was some forest I donât know, I didnât even know if I was still in Japan. All For One⌠and Shigaraki was there. He tried to take my quirk away from me.âÂ
âDid he tell you anything?â Endeavor asks and you shake your head.Â
âHe wanted me to join but I ran, I cut him.â You remember the fear that ran through you as you saw his hand come towards you and you just acted. âI killed one though.â You mumble faint memories returning, your fight with the Near-High End.Â
âKilled what?â All Might asks and you look at him.Â
âOne of the Nomus, it was like a dog creature, I couldnât outrun it so I fought it andâŚI killed it.â Your chest tightens; you can still feel its breath against your face as it snaps and bites at you, destroying your body. You hiss in pain not realizing you were picking your hand hard enough that you start bleeding.Â
âI died that day.âÂ
Your statement leaves the room silent. No one knew what to say. This child in front of them is forced to relive the most traumatic moments of their life, constantly witnessing death every day either by someone elseâs hand or by their own.Â
âWhat do you mean you died..â Keigo is the one to break the silence and you look up at him. The concern on his face makes your heart hurt.Â
âI didnât realize how injured I got and before I knew it everything just stopped, I woke up and there were Dabi and Shigaraki. They looked at me like I was a ghost.â You laugh slightly remembering their shocked faces.Â
â2-XE has a regeneration factor, it brought me back.â Most heroes understood what 2-XE was and everything made sense, with how damaged you got but still kept moving. âAll For One took my quirk, thinking that it was the regeneration but he was wrong so I was locked in a room for god knows how long.âÂ
âA month.â Endeavor says and you look at him, your mouth dropping slightly. âYou disappeared about a month ago, following your arrest.â You were stunned, you were gone for a month, and it was May already, your time spent in that room you lost track of time, never seeing the sun, the visits were random so what you thought was a couple of hours by yourself could have been days.Â
âWoah um while there I would be visited by Shigaraki and Dabi. Shigaraki would come and he wouldâŚhe would-â You canât physically speak about it, your throat tightening up, your screams filling your ears, your clothing getting soaked in blood constantly, his laughter as he tested new quirks on you. And DabiâŚ.his manic grin as your weak body could do nothing as the door closed behind him leaving the two of you togetherâŚalone. God you couldnât breath.
âYou donât have to say anything else,â Mirko says seeing your frantic face, the rustling of your handcuffs being a constant as you twist your hands anything to distract yourself.Â
âAllâŚall for one, had Toga take my blood and just let me go one day telling me to give you the message.â You feel nauseous. Hands grazes over your body as old memories fills your mind as if they are with you right now. You were supposed to die from the bomb attempt, you canât leave. You take one step out of here youâre going to be taken again by Dabi and he isnât going to let you go for the third time.Â
âThank you for the information Takami,â Principal Nezu says and you silently nod, âWith you turning yourself in and giving information about the League, we are allowing you to stay here.â You lift your head looking at your former principal, âYou will be under constant supervision by a hero and youâll be restricted to certain areas of U.A.âÂ
âBut I thought I would go back to jail..â You say thatâs what you thought when you first woke up.Â
âThe discussion of your crimes will be processed later on, at the moment it is not a priority.â He finishes and you nod.Â
Keigo comes over to uncuff you from the table and you bow to the heroes in front of you, âIâm sorry for all the trouble Iâve caused.âÂ
Keigo leads you out, taking you back to your room. While the other heroes discuss the information Aizawa is silent thinking about what you went through, the way you specifically remember certain memories but hesitate on others, the compulsive fingerpicking that caused you to bleed, the way you keep trying to keep the handcuff from touching your skin, and just the look in your eye. There was something else going on and he needed to figure it out. You're silently walking alongside Keigo. You didnât know how to describe the feeling of reliving all those past events. It seemed easier to not think about it and move on when it happens. It was retelling that the true pain from each event followed.Â
âY/nâŚâ You lift your head and see your classmates in front of you. You're frozen staring at them, they all look okay each wearing their uniforms. The last time you saw them was a month ago, you almost forgot what they looked like. Keigo nudges your arm and you look at him. He tilts his head telling you to go speak with them. Slowly you approach them until you are a good few feet away. You see Mina step forward walking closer to you until sheâs standing a foot away. You're both silent and she just gazes over you taking in your features and how much youâve changed. Class 1-A had already dealt with Midoriya returning and getting him slightly back to normal but you dealt with something different, and they werenât sure if they would get the old you.Â
âYou look like shit..â she says and your eyes widen. Mina rarely curses and usually, itâs when she is truly mad about something. You just nod unsure what to say.Â
âIâm sorry.â You say and itâs a shock to hear your voice again.Â
Mina is still quiet before she opens her arms, âItâs not your fault.â You freeze when you hear those words. The entire time you spent dealing with Dabi, and running away, it was always your fault. Everything you did was your fault, the killing, and the fighting, were all your fault, and here was this savior telling you it wasnât. You feel your throat tighten and your eyes burn, your vision getting blurry.Â
Your classmates are shocked, you were a blunt, reserved person, they have never seen you cry before and here you are tears falling down your face just from a few words. Mina wraps her arms around you while yours stay cuffed together as you cry into her shoulder. Days of thinking it might be your last, and nights where you spent blaming yourself. You havenât given yourself just a moment to cry everything out.Â
You fall to your knees with Mina right beside you as you sob out your apologies, âIâm sorry! I didnât want you guys to die! Youâre my friends!â You cry and Mina soothes rubbing her hand up and down your back. Kirishima steps forward kneeling joining your hug and one by one your classmates fully join you leaving only two left on the side. They all pull away standing up and Mina helps you up while you wipe the tears from your face.Â
Two people still stand in front of you not moving, Bakugo steps forward and your classmates take a step back.Â
He looks at your red face and scoffs, âYouâre a fucking idiot leaving you know that?â You laugh slightly, nodding, wiping the tears from your face.Â
âYeah, I know.âÂ
His arms wrap around you crushing you into his chest, âYou pull that shit again and Iâll murder you, got it!â He mumbles and you nod, accepting the harshness from Bakugo, something you missed a lot. He pulls away, giving you a glare, the small crack of softness coming out.Â
In front of you was the last person you would think is going to forgive you. You look down at your feet you canât even bear to see the disappointment and hatred in his eyes. The things youâve done could you even ask for forgiveness from him? A hand lands on your shoulder and you look up to see Midoriya looking down at you, his face calm but in his eyes, you could see many thoughts happening behind them.Â
âI shouldnât be begging for your forgiveness after everything Iâve done to you Midoriya, to any of you. You should hate me just as much as I hate myself.âÂ
He stays quiet listening to what you have to say before he speaks, âI could never hate you.â Your eyes widen hearing what he said. He reaches into his pocket pulling out a familiar bracelet, the metal scuffed but you can still read the letter of your initial. His hand rough from fighting grabs your own scarred hand before sliding the bracelet on it stopping before the handcuffs. He holds your wrist rubbing his thumb along your hand as the two of you just stare at each other. You both looked tired, each returning to the other like lovers during war. A hand lands on your shoulder making you jump and it was Keigo, he felt bad breaking apart the clear moment the two of you were having but he had to rejoin the heroes.Â
âWe gotta go Y/n, you can try to see them tomorrow.â You nod still looking at Midoriya as you slowly pull away from each other, your hands dropping to your sides. Your friends give you brief waves, and promise of seeing you tomorrow but your gaze is still locked on the green-haired boy, as you get further away until you have no choice but to turn away. You return to the room getting cuffed against the bed.Â
You stayed in the room for a while, Keigo had to return to the meeting with the other heroes leaving you with your thoughts. It was until the evening came and the sun began to set when the door opened and Keigo and Endeavor walked in and your brother looked upset.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â You ask him and he seems more agitated by the question.Â
âHawks is needed for a mission but heâs quite adamant on staying.â Endeavor explains and Keigo shoots him a glare.Â
âLike I already told them I am not leaving her alone.â He says and you frown. You being here shouldnât stop him from helping others.Â
âYou can go.â Keigo looks at you in betrayal while Endeavor looks grateful. âIâll be alright, you need to help the heroes.â You try to persuade him.Â
âWho is going to watch you, Nezu said-â Keigo starts, âEraserhead has already decided to watch over Takami, he volunteered.â Endeavor says and even you were surprised. Your old teacher volunteered to watch over you, if anything he would seem like the person to avoid having to watch over kids, his students being more than enough. Keigo looks over at you and you shrug.Â
He sighs knowing he wasnât going to get what he wanted, âFine but if anything happens to her while Iâm gone..âÂ
âIâll be alright Keigo, not like Iâm going far.â You say emphasizing that you were still cuffed to your bed. He gives you a look before walking over and pulling you into a hug.Â
âI wonât be gone long okay.â He whispers, pressing a kiss on your forehead and you smile wrapping your arm around his neck. He pulls away and they both head towards the door, you wave goodbye and the door clicks close leaving you alone. The silence quickly gets to you, you try humming to whatever tune in your head or counting the ceiling tiles but get bored after the 15 tiles. In the practically empty room, you couldnât help but get a tight feeling in your chest as your brain starts to overrun.Â
You had the door to your left and the window, you could easily break these cuffs and get out. When is the next visit with Recovery Girl? Was the glass bulletproof? Why were these cuffs so goddamn tight? Was this room always this small? When could you leave? What even was the time? With your mind running a mile a minute you couldnât focus on your breathing that got more erratic and fewer. What if All For One came now? The League got in. Where were they? Heâs gonna find you. Heâs going to kill you. Heâs going to- A hand touches your shoulder. You act so quickly that you didnât even realize who grabbed you.Â
The cuff around your wrist snapped as you swung flipping the both of you over off the bed, crashing against the ground, Your arm is grabbed and youâre flipping onto your stomach your arm getting twisted behind your back a knee being pressed onto your back while their hand grabs your other hand pinning it behind you as well. The utter fear that went through you at that moment, the involuntary scream that came out of you caused the person on top of you to let go. Flipping yourself over and pushing yourself flat against the wall as you finally got a look at who you attack.Â
 Aizawa stares at you, his hands held up showing you he wasnât going to touch you as he moves back. Your eyes darted around the room as you pushed yourself closer against the wall trying to put as much space between the two of you.Â
âIâm not going to hurt you, just breathe Takami.â He says calmly and you finally notice you were holding your breath. Letting out a gasp of air you feel the air fill up your lungs as the cloud of fear around you fades. Taking into account the room, the bed is crooked and the bar on the side holding your cuffs is bent. Looking back at your teacher he still is watching you as you slowly push yourself to stand. He stands as well both taking account of the quick scramble that occurred.Â
âIâm so sorry Mr. Aizawa.â You apologize, you were in so much trouble, you told Keigo you were going to be already, and here you are fighting your teacher.Â
âI was coming to get you and you were having a panic attack, your heart monitor was going off.â He says wiping the invisible dust off him. You nod rubbing your chest to rid the dull pain when you see your wrist that had the handcuff black and blue in bruises. He is still watching your body language you were utterly terrified when he first came in and when he had you on the floor the scream that came out of you was something of pure terror.Â
The door of the room slammed open making you jump and there was All Might, âI heard a scream is everything alright?!â He quickly takes into account the slightly hectic room and his coworker staring at his student and said student against the wall looking terrified.Â
âEverything is alright All Might, I frightened Takami by accident, none of this was her fault.â He quickly defends you and you're shocked by his quick change.Â
All Might is silent looking between you two before nodding, âAlright, some of the students were looking for you but if you want to introduce Young Takami to the dorms first Iâll let them know youâre busy.â You pause hearing what he said about the dorms.Â
âThe dorms?â you say and the two look over at you.Â
âThatâs what I was going to tell you, to keep a better eye on you youâll rejoin Class 1-A and stay in the dorms. That way if I canât always be there you still have others around you since it seems you dislike the silence.â He says and your face flushes with embarrassment. The whole reason for this was because you panicked over the silence and being stuck.Â
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea? Iâm still a vill-âÂ
âWhat you did during your time away from U.A. doesnât make you what you say you are.â He cuts you off, he doesnât even want to think of you as a villain, you were just misguided in how to deal with things. Itâs not like you had the best upbringing.Â
âYour classmates are excited that youâll be in the dorms if that makes things better.â All Might says with a small smile on his face. You feel your heart lift slightly, at least your classmates didnât not want you.Â
âOkay, I guess if everyone is fine with it.â You say and All Might sighs in relief and Aizawa just nods. You were given one last checkup by Recovery Girl and she questioned the bruised wrist but didnât press for more. Leaving Recovery Girlâs office the walk to the dorms was quiet as you took in the surroundings of the campus you once knew.Â
People were walking around trying to enjoy the outdoors even in the circumstances they were in. As you walked past a family you could feel the glares on your side and when you went to look, they were quickly getting their children close to them away from you as they whispered things under their breath, âSheâs dangerous, sheâs that villain.âÂ
Hearing their insults you look forward again following after Mr. Aizawa and All Might quickly wiping the tears from falling down your face. Avoiding the gazes of people as you walked by you finally arrived at the Class 1-A dorms and you felt nervous as you were led inside. You thought no one would be around, maybe off training or in their dorms but as if they all knew you were coming at this time they were all in the common area having front-row seats to your arrival. They all went silent seeing you and their teachers there.Â
âListen up due to the circumstances of Takami she is under the protection of U.A. she will remain under surveillance by myself, if I am not available I expect all of you to keep an eye on her.â They all hum their agreement glancing over at you as you keep your eyes on Mr. Aizawaâs back. âAshido,â the pink-haired girl perks up, âHer dorm will be next to yours. Make sure she knows where it is.â Mina nods giving a thumbs up. Aizawa turns to you, âIâll leave you all to it.âÂ
Mr. Aizawa and All Might go to leave, All Might gives you a small smile though it doesnât help soothe your nerves. Now alone with your classmates that you were certain they are still wary of you.Â
Mina was the first person to break the silence that was in the common area, âLet me show you your room, Iâll give you some of my clothes to borrow.â She walks over to you slowly as if you were a wounded animal ready to attack. You nod letting her hand grab yours and lead you to the elevator, leaving their view the sound of your classmates talking quickly reappears. They hated you.Â
Youâre quiet in the elevator looking down at your shoes as you pick at your fingers. âYour room is next to mine,â Mina says which makes you look up to see her looking at you. âIf you need to talk to anyone you can come to my room anytime. We can watch movies, and have a girlsâ day like we used to.â She tries to cheer you up and a slight smile forms on your mouth. âIt might seem like everyone is walking on eggshells around you but weâre all here for you.â You nod slightly and a grin appears on her face.Â
Entering your room itâs pretty basic: a bed against the wall and a desk and dresser on the other side. The sliding door to the balcony is parallel to the main door. Another door leads to a half bathroom and closet.Â
âIâll give you some of my extra blankets and pillows from my room, but not the worst.â She was right. While your time living in the Agency you had a penthouse or when you were with your father was a fancy compound, it was much better than the sleepless nights in abandoned buildings or chained to the wall with the League. âCome on letâs get you a change of clothes before dinner.â Mina turns leading you to her room.Â
âOh Iâm not hungry Mina itâs alright.â A rumble from your stomach has Mina giving you a look and your face grows warm.Â
âSure definitely not hungry.âÂ
Opening up her closet she pulls out a new pair of sweats and grabs a t-shirt, âMina.â She turns looking back and seeing you staring at the shirt in her hands. âCan it be a long sleeve please?â Your voice lowers to the end rubbing your right arm which is completely covered in scars. She pauses seeing the discomfort from the shirt and nods putting it back and grabbing a sweater that has her old school logo on it.Â
Thanking her you grab the pants and sweater, âIâll let you change.â She says stepping outside of her room. Left by yourself you strip the shirt and pants youâre wearing leaving yourself in the underwear and sports bra you were given. Looking in the mirror you trace some scars lining your body, you freeze seeing the scars on your legs. Chills run through your body the scars you gained will with the League, will you heal normally the cells canât handle complete cell destruction giving Dabi the only person the ability to truly scar you. The two handprints on your legs the screams that fill that night when he..you feel sick thinking more about what happened as you quickly put your clothes on.Â
You fold the clothes you wore and bring them with you out of Minaâs room where she waiting in the hallway. Placing the clothes in your new room you follow Mina back into the elevator.Â
âThey should be done with dinner now so we donât have to wait.â She says and you nod playing with the fraying cuffs of the sweater you have on. The doors open to an active common area. Some are sitting on the couches talking to one another, some are setting up the table, or helping prepare dinner. Mina heads over to where Momo is and you quickly follow after her like a lost puppy.Â
âMomo need any help?â Mina asks and she nods, âYes If you could help Tokoyami grab more plates that would be perfect.â Mina gives a thumbs up walking away leaving you with the black-haired girl.Â
âUm, MomoâŚdo you need me to do anything?â You say and she looks back at you standing there lost with yourself.Â
âNo dear sorry. You just got back you should be resting up.â She gives a small smile and you nod. Yeah of course you probably wouldnât know what to do. You nod saying a quick sorry and walked away, there were too many people. Were the lights always this bright? God, you couldnât catch your breath. Quickly trying to find a quiet place to be by yourself. Ducking into an empty study room you focus on your breathing pushing your hair away from your face you take a deep inhale before slowly exhaling. The tight feeling from your chest fades and you feel yourself calm down, this was all a bad idea, you should have never said yes to Mr. Aizawa. Why did you tell Keigo you would be fine?Â
âArenât you supposed to be supervised?â A voice says and you screech grabbing the first thing near you which was a book and chuck it in their direction. They catch the book before it hits their face and pull it down and youâre faced with a glaring Bakugo.Â
âIâm so sorry Bakugo. I didnât think it was going to be you. Please donât tell Mr. Aizawa that I almost assaulted you.âÂ
âGod shut up with your ramble you sound like stupid Dek-ugh Izuku.â He stumbles on Midoriyaâs name but then fixes it. You stop feeling your face get hot in embarrassment.Â
âWhy are you here?â You say and he scoffs dropping the book back on the table leaning against the wall.Â
âAfter you ran off like a child I came after you and found you here freaking out only to get a book thrown at me.â You open your mouth and he glares at you, âDonât you dare say sorry.â You quickly close your mouth and he sighs. âSomethingâs off about you.â He says and you freeze fear going through you.Â
âW-what do you mean?â You stutter and Bakugo frowns, âJust look at you, youâve changed.â He points at you and you look down at your clothes did he mean by physically changed like your clothes?Â
âNot your clothes you idiot. Youâre this scared thing who doesnât know what to do with yourself. You panicked over being told no.â You frowned wrapping your arms around yourself, it wasnât really your fault after everything you went through no one would be the same.Â
âI spent a month captive having just got back what do you expect me to do?â You snap back. He out of all people should understand what itâs like to be captive with his experience in Kamino.Â
âThatâs not what Iâm saying, weâre in a war that none of us expected and weâre going to be facing the biggest dangers of our lifetime. If we want to be able to win we need to be at our best, that includes you too, or are you going to let Dabi hurt your friends again.â He picks the book on the table throwing it at you when your hand shoots out grabbing it. The dark look in your eye when hearing his name. Bakugo smiles seeing the fire lit behind your eyes.Â
âIf you think Iâm going to let him hurt you guys again youâre mistaken.â He chuckles coming over to you and wrapping an arm around your shoulder,Â
âThat time will comeâŚfirst however is dinner, Iâm fucking starving.â You felt slightly better that another person didnât hate you, especially Bakugo of all people.Â
During dinner, you sat between Mina and Kirishima which wasnât as nerve-wracking as you thought the redhead sent a toothy grin making you feel better. You ate until your stomach begged to stop. The warming feeling of having a homecooked meal instead of the food you got while healing. The calling for sleep came quickly and Mina helped bring you upstairs before you fall asleep at the dinner table.Â
While class 1-A was still hesitant around you not wanting to set you off they could relax knowing you well. It gave brief deja vu for when Midoriya first returned, everyone was walking on eggshells around him. Having all that stress of his quirk, Shigaraki, and All for One but all he needed was a decent meal for once and sleep. However, what you went through, figuring out your father was a crime lord and joining him to later on getting kidnapped by your tormentor to only return after a month missing just to blow up almost dying. Being nervous to even breathing in your direction could set you off whether that be you breaking down or fighting them all. They just needed to take everything one day at a time. Your first day in the dorms wasnât horrible it was only when you were truly alone and the one thing that you couldnât fight against was your own mind.
Oh no theyâre so fun to draw
KALOS FANS WE'RE SO BACK
Udjdkfijfdkj HES SO CUTE
he's so gorgeous i'm UPSET
this might even need a part 2