Inktober 17: Swollen

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Burnout, 2018.

Three years ago, my constantly worsening sleep deprivation and stress resulted in a burnout. I’m 30 years old now, at the time of posting this comic, and I still haven’t recovered fully. I still have the heart symptoms - even the smallest amount of stress brings the symptoms back. It’s likely I will never recover enough to work a fulltime job again and I can’t go back to high-stress environments like customer service. But that’s alright. I am more than just my work. I’m slowly learning to be merciful towards myself and to show myself the same kindness I show others, and I think that’s very important.

This is my story and I won’t be ashamed any more.

⨀ I always wanted to do one of these. not too happy about it. but I might remake it one day. Damn Krita...

drew my self with mob….experimental…. just finished the first 4 volumes of “MOB PSYCHO 100” and am waiting for the anime to come out on 12th July…

inktober 11: cruelty

um... this is more vent art but... I kind of drew a bit of a traumatic event form my childhood... i don’t really wanna talk about it...

The shy and cute YANDERE goth boy, and president of the occult club himself! Tohoru “notice me Koshi!” Kunikuda!!!

today when i was going out today. my dad caught sight of a Hoopoe in the garden in front our house. so he took some pics of it while he could and i redrew it.

🧿a doodle dump of multiple interests I've had over the past few months. I want to draw more. I need to draw more.

◉ oooooh...this post aged like milk...as an ex-fan of Epithet Erased, I must attach some new context to this post. jello used to be known for his "so this is basically" series, I didn't like that series as I didn't like the feeling that the work was being mocked. at the time, I thought I was just too sensitive and assumed that it was a lighthearted parody done by a fan of those series. So I avoided them (in an agree-to-disagree way) as I liked much of his other stuff. It also helped that he started to leave that series behind in recent years.

◉HOWEVER, It has come to my attention that this habit of his is not only still present, but it is actively more malicious than I thought it was... I'm not the best expert on such things, so please take a look at this video from Arthandle on this subject. Keep it in mind if you still want to support him.

◈ I sadly will not, I can't bring myself to keep looking away from that attitude. I'm sorry I won't be supporting the rest of the team either. I know it's not their fault for working with Jello but supporting the series, as small as it is now, is supporting him. I am keeping this drawing up to inform people in the fandom and because I'm actually proud of this drawing.

a costume outfit for molly. I'd like to think Phoenica bought her a dress for her birthday.

I really like epithet erased. It's a really nice series and I don't have money to support it. (magic and dark arts don't make money, unfortunately) so, please support them and their Kickstarter for their book here: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/epithet-erased-pop/epithet-erased-prison-of-plastic.

It's was my wish, since I was a kid to have a skateboard or roller skates that I can use and look cool in .but this has such grace it leaves me speechless