trans regulus and genderfluid sirius mean the world to me.
Remus will be like “This is Sirius, He’s my girlfriend” and Sirius would swoon
i love james 'totally unaware of his bisexuality & thinking that finding his friends hot & wanting to snog them & take them to madame puddifoots is totally just friendship stuff' potter
When I'm sad I just open ao3 and destroy myself more with jegulus fanfic.
i used to think my lil harry potter phase would stop when i got older.
then i crossed over to the gay side. oh boy. oooooh boy. this is now an integral part of my personality forever i'm pretty sure heh
and i'm so here for it.
✨ Feelings ✨
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Sirius was staring at his boyfriend. They were in the library trying to finish a project due in two weeks so they wouldn't have to worry about it later.
Remus was reading and looked too beautiful to be true. Because, of course, when Sirius is REALLY trying to work, the light is just right and it makes his hair shine, his features softer and his laugh brighter.
It made Sirius dizzy how perfect he was. And incredibly prideful to be able to call him HIS.
-See anything interesting, sweetheart?- Remus asked suddenly, turning his head to look at him with a smirk
-Yes, actually - Sirius murmured without thinking, and blushing after he realized what he said
-Is that so?-
-Yeah...-
-What's on your mind darling?- Remus asked, a little smile starting to form on his lips
Oh, his beautiful lips
-It's just that... You make me feel...-
-Feel...?-
-...feelings-
-I make you feel feelings?- Remus said amused
-Maybe... It's just that you are too perfect to be real. Are you real?-
-I'm pretty sure I am real, yes- he chuckled- want me to prove it to you?
-Ok..
Before Sirius could even think what it meant, Remus gave him a short kiss.
-oh- he gasped, like it had never happened before and smiling dopily- ok, umm, good to know- he nodded
And just like that, they got back to work
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💫 Regret 💫
Remus had been angry at Sirius for far to long now. There was always something that got in the middle when he wanted to forgive him.
First it was the thought that it had not been long enough and he deserved to drown in his own guilt. Because Remus could've killed Snape. Not just Snape, but James too. And that was too much to just forget. So he spent a week without speaking to him.
Then was the realization that Sirius might betray him like that again. And he couldn't accept that. So, another week without talking.
After two weeks of hating Sirius he considered it. He really did. But then he saw him laugh with James, like nothing had happened, and decided to hate him for yet another week (without noticing that Sirius hated himself for feeling happy, when thought he should be feeling awful all the time)
And then, after three weeks, here he was. In his bed after everyone had gone to sleep, thinking. Thinking how the love of his life has just a few steps away and regretting every single minute he was not with him.
The realization that Sirius never ment to hurt him, that it was a mistake, and that he spent the last three weeks hating him struck Remus so suddenly, that he lost his breath.
He got up and walked straight to the bed next to his and stopped. He knew Sirius was awake. He had hear him sob a bit, like he usually did before to sleep these days.
He opened the red curtains and whispered "Sirius?"
When the other boy saw him he answered with the only thing that he had said to Remus since the prank "I'm sorry".
The guilt in his grey eyes broke moony's heart. He got in, and hugged him, and kissed him.
They spent a long time whispering "I'm sorry"s and "it's okay" "I love you" until they fell asleep, arms wrapped around each other.
And just like that, they were okay again. What had happened in the last few weeks would always be a hard topic, but it was nothing compared to how much they loved the other. So, so much.
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headcanon that sometimes if remus had a visible scar from the full moon, the other marauders faked similar injuries so remus wouldn’t stand out and be suspected
"When Sirius first told me he was dating a girl and I was shocked I thought ‘huh this is teaching me something about not making assumptions about people.’ HOWEVER now that Sirius has come out as a gay man I would like everyone to know, I’ve never been wrong. I’m never backing down again. And my assumptions? They are back." -Lily Evans
James and regulus would fight over who's sweater lily should wear, a her just wearing one of Remus' to piss them
regulus discussing with james about coming out as trans to sirius
sirius overhearing "what if he freaks out james?" "he won't love, he'll be supportive" "this will change everything" "stop worrying, he's your brother, he'll understand" and thinking regulus is pregnant.
also him noticing regulus wearing looser clothes and freaking the fuck out because he is not ready to be an uncle!!!