I Never Thought I Grow Up Wanting To Die.

i wasnt talking back, i was trying to tell you how i feel.

sorry i forgot that if my emotions and opinions dont align with yours its considered defiance.

and then you tell me i can "talk to you about anything"? fuck off.

I hate caring so much about people who don’t care about me. I would stop if I could, I’m just so desperate for someone to love me as much as I love them

good to know i dont deserve any compassion, i'll think about that the next time i cut

The last thing I wanted was to be alone in a room with my fucking thoughts.

She feels like a dream that I never want to wake up form

I'm scared ill wake up and she'll be gone

I wanna fuck up my arms so bad tehe:3

i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again.