My Insides Feel Rotten, I Dont Feel Like A Real Person

i will endure a lifetime of missing you, for the privilege of loving you

I look like a zebra lol

Dm for pics

How can i feel so numb but fucking feel everything all at once. I dont understand and i never will. I actually just do not want to fucking exist anymore dude.

Oh not to mention I made a new friend(who I have a crush on but we're not getting into that dm if you want to know)if being told and "warned about me"that I'm a violent abusive person

Isn't my life just great😍😍😍

Okay so apparently I'm a mean abusive horrible person now 😍😍😍

Don't you just love when people attack you cause your stop being friends with them

And don't you love when the person attacking you wasn't even involved like me and her were good but I stopped being friends with you friends(one wrote a note to me that was just mean things about me and the other had been a bad friend since the 1 grade)

Don't you just love that for me😍😍😍😍🤩🤩

i feel like such a fucking problem

being loved by me is a privilege because i will literally love you with everything in me.

i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again.

Awwwww :))