i just detected an ancient stone
i will... draw for fun... the things that..... bring me joy ...
niche ship dynamic that u usally only get in ocs and headcanons but i desperate want more of
I wish my hands didn't stain everything they touch,
I was born guilty, and have carried that guilt through my life.
I am a sinner cursed to love a saint.
I cannot hold you without your wings being crushed beneath the weight of my sins.
I am an ugly thing,
Unlovable some may say.
You hold my face in the palms of your hands, wiping my tears.
I feel the light of your goodness shine through my cloud of hate and pain. I love you, undeserving as I am.
nosferatu? no. tuferatu. no es mi problema.
I need a doctor! Ahh~
death note if it was a slasher lol... smile, L
the most #UselessLesbian thing i have ever done was when i was trying to figure out if this girl liked me or not, just constantly arguing with myself about it, and after a couple, uh, months, of this, i was like, “god i wish i could just like… go to court and lay out all this evidence and have a couple lawyers argue over the TRUE MEANING of her text messages, and then a judge tells me if she likes me or not.” and then the proverbial lightbulb went off over my proverbial head, and i dug into my mock trial folder from high school and found the trial guidelines and i wrote out an entire trial transcript featuring a plaintiff (me), my attorney (my wildest hopes and dreams), a defense attorney (my worst fears and insecurities), and a judge (my desperate attempt at rationality). the final product was several thousand words long. it clarified nothing. at any point in this process did it occur to me to ask her how she felt about me? absolutely not. did i ever stop and think, “hey, maybe i should tell her that i like her?” absolutely not. that’s for people who take risks and i don’t take risks i take myself to court in my own head.
ℑ𝔣 𝔶𝔬𝔲 ℌ𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔪𝔢, 𝔓𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔱𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔢
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My longest illustration yet (31 hours…)
would…would anyone be interested in seeing my collection of catholic religious objects as well…..perhaps
if you saw this as an ask blog no you didn’t. I’m just drinking a soda
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