-Illustratum Paradoxon

🤦🏻‍♀️ I’m so annoying sometimes. I just wanna get out of my head.

Frequently lol

More importantly,

Before we defend ourself from the insults of others,

Be an advocate against the critical voice inside our own head,

And then we won't need to fight anyone else...

As inside, so outside.

People are just a mirror to our own thoughts and beliefs.

Stoned thoughts| Part I

as you reflect on life: “The devil is a liar...Liar Liar pants on fire...omg! Now I understand the reference. It wasn’t just because it rhymed, but literally! The devil= Liar his pants are DEFINITELY on fire”

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Ok I’m done. 😂

Meowijuana by @caseyweldon motion by TheGlitch @illusion911 Music by Cypress Hill 👌🏽

Meowijuana by @caseyweldon

Motion by TheGlitch @illusion911

https://www.instagram.com/theglitch.og/

Music by Cypress Hill

“I’m not here to fix anyone.”

LMFAOOO why am I like this? 

Meirl

do you ever read something v simple that resonates so strongly you start crying a tiny bit

RIHANNA Savage x Fenty Show Vol. 2

How cozy is this room?? 😍🌙

The anxiety attack after you set a boundary is crazy. My hands are shaky. Palms are sweaty. I’m freaking livid! I just don’t understand it?! I’m cursed I swear. My grandmother would yell at me CONSTANTLY “Your mouth is gonna get you in trouble” little did she know how powerful such words were. People love me cuz I’m real and hate me cuz I’m too blunt! Or because I’m too moody or too “to myself” um why is it so wrong to keep to yourself? Why is it wrong to like to keep your circle small? Maybe it’s a coping mechanism to protect what’s mine or maybe it’s the only way I know how to protect my energy. Whatever it is. I DESPISE when people try to impose on me. Don’t push me to be social please. Don’t come over uninvited. These are triggers. I’m so sorry. I don’t like uncertainty or surprises unfortunately. I’ve been disappointed too many times. I have opened that door too many times. So now I leave it shut and protect me and my own. Ok so the boundary is set. Why am I freaking out? It’s the response! It’s me obsessing over if that person will talk to me again because I set a boundary! It’s me being mad I had to set one in the first place. But then again, High expectations are future disappointments. I’m tired of people having adult tantrums when another adult is clear on their wants/unwants. How dare you be mad at me for knowing what I want!?

-Illustratum Paradoxon