February 27, 2025 • Thursday

6/100 days of productivity!

Date: 4/12/25

Tough day today, reminding myself it's ok to be a person with feelings lol.

☀ Morning ▸ went to farmers' market ▸cleaned apartment

🌿 Afternoon ▸ got conference paper down to about 15 mins (still have to time it to make sure) ▸ made slides for conference paper ▸ unclogged bathtub drain without having to call maintenance!!

🌙 Evening ▸ felt sad, overthought and moped about for some time ▸wrote letter to pen pal ▸chat with J tonight

Tuesday, 13th May 2025

Electrodynamics review on campus & outside today… still fighting through a lack of motivation but switching up study spaces helps. One of these days I’ll do something other than online flashcards but here’s my laptop again 😅

🎵Infant Phenomenon – No-Man

19.05.25 🍓 ☕ 📚 somehow this semester is not stressful enough to complain about but just stressful enough to feel tired all the time, so i let myself be peer-pressured into drinking coffee for the first time :') bitter af

focus on the likes and not the wants

you may not want to clean your room, but you like the peace and call it brings you after

you may not want to study, but you like the confidence and satisfaction you get from being prepared

you may not not want to apologise, but you like the relief and connection that reconciliation brings

you may not want to cook, but you like the satisfaction of eating a healthy come cooked meal prepared with love

you may not want to exercise, but you like how you feel afterwards and how it makes you confident

you may not want to journal or write, but you like the reflection and calm it brings you

you may not want to step out of your comfort zone, but you like the new experiences and growth you gain from it

my insta @ malusokay

gentle reminder you can rise up from everything. you can recreate yourself. nothing is permanent. you are not stuck. you have choices. you can think new thoughts. you can learn something new. you can create new habits. all that matters is that you decide today and never look back.

22.4.25

Coffee this morning - reading ‘On writing well’ by William Zinsser.

Watched a webinar on GI pathologies and pulmonary fibrosis.

Did some data/SQL review.

Here’s a video so you can hear the water and the thrushes. I took it for you because you couldn’t be there. <3

back at barnes and noble

hi internet people :)

the burnout is hitting me hard today. i don't know if it is work or that this material is getting more difficult but doesn't really matter. we're back at barnes and noble today to knock out a few more sections of css and js. i plan on staying until they close bc i will not do anything if i'm at home. please don't scream at me for the drink, b&n is one of the few places i can be without getting overstimulated easily.

forest time: 1 hr 25min as of 3:24 pm | actual productivity time is about 2.5 hr.

16.02.25 🌨️ i've never been so tired 😴

i love finding different sources and pages for what i'm studying because it makes me feel like i am investigating something. also, green notes.