I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
there's this girl in my class who's so th!n when i saw her for the first time i thought "an4" and it turned out her name is anna ☀️
I miss when I'd l00se like 1.5-1.7kg a week ☀️
I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE
me last night fr
Not me going on 3dblR the second I exit the call with my psychiatrist that I spent 1h gaslighting into thinking my "mother" made up my 3d cuz she really wants me to have one (which isn't completely fake, she just wishes I had an "easier" 3d to instrumentalize)☀️
I figured out I needed smaller gws instead of one ugw so here they are:
🍯gw1 : 53 (before I got bUrnt out)
🌻gw2 : 50 (the w3ight I was supposed to maintain)
🐝gw3 : 47 (l0west he4lthy w3ight)
☀️UGW: 45 (goal)
I hate maths
🧮2️⃣➕➖♾️➗🟰🧠👨🏫
But I love maths
🚫🥪🚫🍓🚫🥕🚫🥒🚫🍟🚫
im either cvtting, complaining abt not r3strict!ng well enough, or studying til i can't think anymore and i wont stop until i get skinnier and keep those grades up.
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"𝐇𝐞" 𝘕𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘖 𝘐𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘐𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. sw:63 lw:49 cw:55 gw:45
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